ज़िंदगी के रंग compleet

[rajaarkey]

Zindagi ke rang--3

gataank se aage..................

Mamta:"Dekh dekh kese hans raha hai harami. Tujhe sharam nahi aati aapni malkin ko aise chodate hue?"

Bansi:"Sharam kaisi? Abhi to teri moti gaand bhi marounga kutiya." Is halat me pohanch kar Mamta ko achcha lagta tha jab Bansi usko gandi gandi galiyaan dete hue chodataa tha. Uske pati ne to shadi ke baad kabhi uski pyaas sahi taraha se bujhaai hi nahi. Doctor sahab ka to shadi ki raat ko bhi sahi tarha se khada nahi hua tha to aage ja ke kya khaak kuch karna tha?

Wahaan Mona ye sab dekh kar aur jaisi gandi zubaan Bansi aur Mamta istimaal kar rahe the thar thar kaanp rahi thi. Badi muskil se usne dheere dheere kamre se piche hatna shuru kiya. Aur dheere dheere seeriyaan char ke apne kamre me ja ke darwaza andar se band kar liya. Jane kyun uska jism abhi tak kaanp raha tha aur tan me ek ajeeb si aag lagi hui thi. Dil kar raha tha ke ja ke thande pani se naha le lekin taange sath hi nahi de pa rahi thi. Wo chupke se apne bistar pe let gayi aur upar chadar le li. Aisa to nahi tha ke Nainital me usne mohalle ki kuch aurtoun ko kabhi sabzi wale to kabhi gali me khade awara ladkon ko ishara kar ke apne ghar me bulaate na dekha ho. Phir aisa kyun tha ke wo ye sab kuch dekh kar is halaat me chali gayi thi? Shayad is liye ke jab wo Nainital me apne school se ghar aaya karti thi to ghar dakhil hote sath hi usse uski mata pooja paat karte nazar aati thi. Uske pita ji bhi ghar uske sath hi aate the aur uski mata ji sab ko pooja se farigh ho kar khana paroos deti thi. Aur ab dekho yahaan kya dekhna pad raha hai? Uski tarbiyat aisi hui thi ke in chijo se use ghin aana saaf zahir tha lekin ye bhi sach hai ke uske dimaag me usne jo bhi dekha uski film abhi tak chal rahi thi. Ye bhi pehli baar tha jab usne kisi marad ke lund ko aise dekha ho. "Kaisa ajeeb lag raha tha wo? Saanp ki tarah khada hua aur dekhne me itna sakht par jane kyun usse choone ka Mona ka man kiya tha. Kaisa lagta hoga usko pakad ke?" Janne kab Nainital se uske khayaal jo usne dekha wahaan chale gaye aur baar baar usse Bansi ka lund yaad aa rha tha. Jab thodi si usne hosh sambhali thi hairat se kaanp uthi. Mona ka hath uski shalwaar ke andar tha...

Mona apna hath apni salwaar me dekh kar hairaan reh gayi. Uska hath kaise salwar me chala gaya wo ye bhi puri tarha samjh nahi payi thi ke dekha ke wo apna hath dheere dheere apni choot pe mal rahi hai. Ghabra ke jab usne hath bahir nikala to dekha ke uski ungliyaan geeli thi. "Ye mujhe kya ho raha hai?" wo sochne lagi. Uske tan me ek ajab si aag lagi hui thi. Dimaag thanda karne ke liye wo nahane chali gayi. Thande pani ki boondein jaise hi uske garm badan pe padi to wo kaanp uthi. Dheere dheere jaise jaise uska jawaan badan pani me bheegta gaya, uska dimaag bhi thanda hota chala gaya. Naha dho ke jab wo apne kamre me aa gayi to ab hawas ki jaga gussa uske sar pe sawaar ho gaya tha. "Bhala Mamta aunty aise kis tarha kar sakti hain? Kitni khush naseab hain wo ke itna prem karne wale pati mile hain aur phir bhi wo apne bete ki umr ke ladke ke sath youn muh kala kar rahi hain? Ab me kya karun? Aunty se aisi baat bhala kaise keh sakti hoon par chup rehna bhi to theek nahi." Kuch college ki thakaan thi to kuch bhook se bhi wo nadhaal ho gayi thi. Upar se ye jo kuch bhi us ne dekha uske bare me souch souch kar uska dimag bhi thak gaya tha. Ye hi batain souchte souchte uski aankh lag gayi. Kuch ghante baad jab khane ke liye usko Bansi bulane aaya to dekha ke kamre ka darwaza khula hua hai. Andar bistar pe Mona ulti leti gheri neend so rahi thi aur halke halke kharate bhi maar rahi thi. Uski kameez thodi upar ko khisak gayi thi aur uski kunwari gaand shalwaar se saaf mehsoos ho rahi thi. Ye dekh kar Bansi ke muh me to pani aa gaya aur uska lund jis ne kuch der pehle hi Mamta ki thukayi ki thi pathar ki tarha sakhat ho gaya. Wo dheere se Mona ki taraf barhne laga........

Aslam sahab yun to abhi 48 saal ke hi hue the magar jaisi zindagi ji thi uski waja se wo apne aap ko 70-80 saal ka mehsoos karne lag gaye the. Unki dharam patni ko guzre hue koyi 7 saal ho gaye the. Sumera ki maut ke kuch hi dino baad unke dost aur khandaan wale unko doosri shadi karne ke mashware dene lag gaye the. Par unhone bachche jawaan ho gaye hain ka bahana bana ke taal diya. Such to ye tha ke wo aaj bhi apni Sumera ko utna hi chahate the. Sumera ki maut ne to jaise unke andar ke insaan ko maar hi diya tha. Na kisi cheaz me khushi milti thi ab aur na hi koyi shaam ko ghar wapis aane ki waja dikhaai deti thi. Dost wagira ko jab unki dharam patniyoun ke sath dekhta to Sumera ki yaad aur bhi tang karne lagti thi. Unke bachche Ali aur Imraan hi unke jeene ki ab to waja reh gaye the. Imraan ki abhi pechle saal hi unhoun ne bade dhoom dhaam se shadi karwayi thi aur wo dheere dheere kaam me bhi pehle se zyada dhyaan dene lag gaya tha. Ye dekh ke unhe bahut khushi hoti thi. Ab to bas Ali hi reh gaya tha. "Wo bhi padhayi mukamal kar le to uske liye bhi koyi achcha sa rishta dekhta hoon" wo sochte hue ghar aa gaye. Ghar aane ke baad unki nazar Ali pe padhi jo TV ke samne baitha hua tha. TV pe koyi cricket match laga hua tha. Ye dekh kar unko hairat hui kyun ke Ali to cricket bilkul shook se nahi dekhta tha. Jab unhoon ne usko ghor se dekha to na jane kin khayaloun me khoya hua tha. Usne to ye bhi mehsoos nahi kiya ke wo pas hi khade hue hain. Pechle kuch din se Aslam sahab dekh rahe the ke Ali chup chaap sa rehne laga tha aur na jane kin khayaaloun me khoya rehta tha.Wo bhi is umr se guzre hue the aur duniya dekhi thi. Usse aisa dekh kar souchne lage "Kahin isse pyaar to nahi ho gaya?"............

Kiran jo college me kitne hi dilon ki dhadkan ban gayi thi khud uske dil me kya tha ye to shayad bhagwaan hi janta tha. Wo doosri ladkiyon se bahut mukhtalif thi. Shayad issi liye ladkiyon se zyada uske colege me ladke dost the jo uske liye tarha tarha ke tofe laya karte the. Wo unka dil rakhne ke liye hamesha unke tofe kabool kar leti thi. Bachpan me usne apne pita ko bahut mehnat karte dekha tha. Karim khan ek daftar me chaprasi the aur mehnat kar kar ke unke joote ghis jate the magar ghar ke chulha bhi muskil se jal pata tha. Kiran ke shuru se hi sapne bahut unche the par uske pita apni gurbat ki waja se muskil hi kabhi uski kisi bhi zid ko pura kar pate the. Kiran ne choti umaar se hi ye dekh liya tha ke is duniya me pese waloun ki hi chandni hai. Garib to zindagi bhar ghurbat ki chakki me aate ki tarha piste hain aur phir bhi apne ghar me chulha bhi muskil se jala pate hain. Usne tabhi ye faisla kar liya tha ke badi ho kar wo kabhi kisi cheaz ko nahi tarse gi. Jo bhi uski khuahish hogi wo zaror puri hogi aur aaj aisa hi ho raha tha. College ki ameer gharanon wali ladkiyaan bhi aksar uske kapdon wagerah se jala karti thi. Itna mehnga bano singhar bhala wo kese kar rahi thi kisi ko andaza nahi thi par Kiran zindagi ki ek bahut badi sachchayi ko samjh gayi thi. Is duniya me har ek cheaz ki ek kemat hoti hai aur kuch pane ke liye kuch khona to parta hi hai........

Bistar pe Mona ulti leti gheri neend so rahi thi aur halke halke kharate bhi maar rahi thi. Uski kameez thodi upar ko khisak gayi thi aur uski kunwari gaand shalwaar se saaf mehsoos ho rahi thi. Ye dekh kar Bansi ke muh me to pani aa gaya aur uska lund jis ne kuch der pehle hi Mamta ki thukayi ki thi pathar ki tarha sakhat ho gaya. Wo dheere se Mona ki taraf barhne laga. Uske pas dabe kadmon se ja kar khada ho gaya ke kahin wo kachi neend me to nahi? Jab dekha ke wo waise hi kharate bhar rahi hai to uski chinta door ho gayi. Dheere se usne uski kameez jo pehle se hi thodi upar ko khiski thi ko aur upar kar diya. Ab Mona ki salwar pe bilkul kameez nahi thi aur uski pori gaand saaf mehsoos ho rahi thi. Usne nahane ke baad jism ko achi tarha se khushk bhi nahi kiya tha jiski waja se shalwar ka kapda gaand ke sath hi chipka hua tha aur kuch jaga se to shalwaar see through ho gayi thi. "Aare baap re baap kya mast mal hai ye! Iski to gaand marne ka bhi apna hi maaza hoga." Bansi soch kar muskarane laga. Wo dheere se apna hath Mona ki gaand ki aur le gaya aur dheere se chua.

Mona vaise hi kharate maar ke soti rahi. Jawani ki neend ki baat hi kuch aur hoti hai ypar se Mona to thaki bhi hui thi. Bansi kuch der vaise hi hath uski gaand pe rakh ke khada gaur se Mona ki taraf dekhta raha par jab yakeen ho gaya ke wo abhi tak so rahi hai to uski himat aur barh gayi. "Kya mast garma garam gaand hai saali ki aur tight bhi bahut lagti hai. Isko dekh ke vaise bhi lagta hai ke abhi isne kisi se chudayi nahi karwayi. Ye shub kaam bhi mujhe hi karna parega." Bansi ne ab doosra hath bhi uske doosre chutar par rakh diya. Uska lund to aasmaan ko chu raha tha ab. Dil to uska kar raha tha ke abhi Mona ki salwaar utaar ke uski kunwari gaand ko tika kar chode lekin usse pata tha ke agar ye jaag gayi to kahin lene ke dene na par jayain kyun ke saala doctor bhi ghar pe tha ab. Wo dheere dheere Mona ki gaand pe hath pherne laga. "Ummm" Mona ke muh se neend me nikla par wo abhi bhi neend me thi. Sach to ye hai ke usne jo aaj dekha wo hi usko sapne me aa raha tha magar Mamta ki jaga wo leti hui thi aur bansi uski tangon me ghusa hua tha. Iss sapne ko dekhte hue Bansi jo dheere dheere uski gaand pe hath pher raha tha usse usko neend me aur bhi maaza aa raha tha. Mona ne shalwaar ke neche jo lal rang ki panties pheni thi wo Bansi ko halki halki nazar aa rahi thi. Mona ki tangein thodi khuli hui thi jiska faida utha ke Bansi dheere dheere hath pherte hue uski tangoun ke bech me le gaya. Jaise hi usne wahaan dheere se apni ungli se chua to Mona ke muh se "ummm" ki awaaz nikli. "Lagta hai saali ko maaza aa raha hai." ye souch kar bansi ne apni ungli ahesta ahesta wahaan pherni shuru kar di. Wahaan sapne me Mona dekh rahi thi ke uski tangain Bansi ke kandhoun par hain jaise kuch der pehle Mamta ki thi aur Bansi ka lund Mona ke andar bahir ho raha hai. Bansi ungli pherte hue jo Mona ki gaand ki garmi mehssos karraha tha usne usko Mona ka deewana bana diya tha. Thodi der me usne mehssos kiya ke Mona ki shalwaar wahaan se thodi si geeli hone lagi thi aur wahaan se ek ajab si bheeni bheeni khusbu aa rahi thi. Wo apna chera uski gaand ke pas le gaya par sath sath vaise hi ungli pherta raha dheere dheere. "Wah kya mast khusbu hai iski to. Dil karta hai shalwaar utaar ke iski choot ko achi tarha chatun. Jis ki khusbu aisi hai uska maaza kaisa hoga?" ye souch kar wo apni ungli jisse wo Mona ki choot pe pher raha tha apne munh me le gaya. "Wah kya mast maal hai ye! Ek yah hai aur ek wo kkisi second hand tractor ki gaand wali Mamta. Ungli pherne ka itna maaza hai to lund se choone ka kitna hoga? Ab tak wo hawas me pagal ho chuka tha aur usne apna lund pajame me se bahir nikal liya.

Isse pehle ke wo Mona ka pas jata neche se Mamta ne zor se awaaz maari "Aare Bansi kahaan mar gaya hai to? Mona jaldi aao" Bansi jaldi se kamre se bahir lund pajame me kar ke nikal gaya. Mona shor se ahesta se uth gayi. Dheere dheere jab wo hosh me aayi to usse kuch ajeeb sa laga phir jab tangon me kuch geela geela mehsoos hua to apna hath wo wahaan le gayi. "Ae Bhagwaan ye kya ho raha hai?" wo pareshaan ho kar souchne laagi. "Madam ab aa bhi jaao neche" Mamta ki gusse se bhari awaaz usse aayi. "Ji aunty abhi aayi" ye keh kar usne kamre ka darwaza band kar liya aur jaldi si apne kapda aur panties badalne lagi.

Mamta:"Ye koyi harkatain hain kya ghar me rehne wali? College se aa kar mem sahab kutte bech ke so rahi hai. Hum iske naukar lage hue hain na jo khana bana kar intezaar kar rahe hain."

Doctor Sahab."Aare ab bas bhi kar do. Bechari ka pehle din tha college me thak gayi hogi."

Mamta:"Aap ko badi fikar ho rahi hai "Bechari" ki. Kher to hai na? Isse pehle ke wo kuch jawab de pate Mona wahaan bhagi bhagi aa gayi.

kramashah....................

[rajaarkey]

Zindagi ke rang--4

gataank se aage..................

Mona:"Sorry aunty aankh lag gayi thi meri. Waqt ka dhyaan hi nahi raha".

Mamta:"Theak hai theak hai par kal se thoda dehaan rakhna. Ye koyi hotel nahi hai jahaan is tarha se raho". Mona ye sun kar aur bhi zyada sharminda ho gayi. Bechare doctor sahaab ne to sharam se apna chera jhuka liya. Jane kyun Mamta Mona ke sath is tara se pesh aa rahi thi wo souchne lage. Sab jab khana khane lage to Bansi ne rasoyi se wahaan aa kar Mamta se poucha

Bansi:"Malkin kuch aur chahiye?"

Mamta:"Nahi tum bhi ja ke khana kha lo. Thak gaye hoge."

Bansi:"Aur bibi ji aap ko kuch chahiye?" Usne muskura kar Mona se poucha.

Mona:"Na...nahi." Mona ne mushkil se jawab diya. Bansi ko dekh usse phir se woi sab kuch yaad aa gaya tha. Wahaan Mamta ne jab Bansi ko yun muskura kar Mona ko bibi ji kehte suna to wo aag baboola ho gayi. Pehle uska pati aur ab ye saala Bansi bhi kuch zyada hi meethe nahi ho rahe tha is do takey ki ladki se? wo souchne lagi. Asal me usse aag Mona ki jawani se lagi hui thi. Sach to ye tha ke Mona khobsurat bhi bahut thi aur shayad is baat ka ehsaas Mamta ko bhi tha. Aise me wo souchne lagi "Saale mardon ki zaat hi kameeni hoti hai. Jawaan ladki dekhi nahi aur inki raal tapakne lag jati hain. Hmm.....kuch to is ka karna hi parega"...........

Kiran ki maa ne jevan me bahut dukh sahe the. Har insaan ki zindagi ki ek kahani hoti hai jis me dukh, sukh sab kuch hota hai. Haan ye baat alag hai ke kisi ki zindagi me dukh to kisi ki zindagi me sukh zyada hote hain. Kehte hain ke samay ke sath bade se bada ghav bhi bhar jata hai lekin such to ye hai ke kuch ghav samay ke sath aur bhi bigarte jate hain. Unke pati ka dehaanth bhi ek aisa hi ghav tha jo samay ke sath nasoor ban gaya tha. Kamzoor sharear ki Salma aaj bhi is sadme se pori tarha bahir nahi aa payi thi aur shayad ye hi waja thi ke wo zyada tar bistar pe hi pari rehti thi. Ye to Kiran ka pyaar hi tha jis ne usse abhi tak zinda rakha hua tha. Kiran ko dekh kar ye andaza lagana bahut muskil tha ke ye naaz nakhroun wali ladki ka dil andar se itna moom hai. Wo har raat Salma ki tangain dubati thi aur malish karti thi aur khana bhi apne hath se khilaya karti thi. Uska bhi to Salma ke siwa duniya me koyi nahi tha. Zindagi bahut hi zalim hai. Ye kisi ki bhavnaoun ko nahi samjhti. Such to ye hai ke is saali zindagi me paisa hi sab kuch hai. Agar paisa nahi to bachche ki bhook ho yaan maa baap ki dawa daru, insaan chahate hue bhi kuch nahi kar sakta. Aise me sirf ghar ke karaye pe ghar ka kharcha, Salama ki dawaiyaan aur Kiran ki khuhaishayain bhala kese pori ho sakti thi? Ye to Patel sahab ki dariya dili hi thi jo Kiran ka sahara bane hue the. Par aaj kal ke zamane me to bina kisi matlab ke koyi kisi ko pani bhi nahi pouchta to Patel sahab to phir bhi karobadi bande the.

Manoj Patel ek chote se gaoun se bhag ke Delhi koyi 28 saal pehle aaya tha. Tab uski umar kewal 16 baras ki thi. Apne sharabi baap ki rooz rooz ki maar aur sokhi rotiyaan kha kha wo tang aa gaya tha. Jeb me photi kodi na hone se aaj tak ka safar usne kese teh kiya is pe usse bhi tajub hota tha. Par jahaan chah wahaan rah. Kuch saal pehli unki aur unki dharam patni ki talaak ho gayai thi aur aise me unhain apne hi ghar se nikalna para tha. Jab tak koyi naye ghar ka bandobast karte wo ek ghar me paying guest ban gaye the. Kuch hi dinoun me unhoun ne koyi dosra ghar dekhna bhi chod diya aur ab ye hi ghar unko apna lagne laga tha. Rozana ki tarha Kiran Salma ki tangyain duba rahi thi aur Salma gheri neend so rahi thi. Kamre ka darwaza thoda sa khula hua tha aur Manoj ne darwaze ke pas aa ke Kiran ko halka sa ishara kiya. Kiran ne ek baar Salma ki taraf dekha aur phir dabe paoun kamre se bahir chali gayi.

Kiran:"Aap raat ke itne baje? Kher to hai?"

Manoj:"Aap ko is saame tang karne ki shama chahata hoon paranto mere kamre me abhi bhi woi samaseya hai jis ki waja se so nahi pa raha. Agar aap theak karne me madad kar dein to bahut ubhari honga aap ka."

Kiran:"Theak hai me dekhti hoon." Ye keh kar Kiran seediyaan char kar upar ki manzil ki taraf jane lagi aur Manoj us ke piche piche seediyaan charhne lage. Uske kamre me aate hi Manoj ne dheere se kamre ka darwaza band kar diya.

Kiran:"Ji batiye kahaan samaseya hai?"

Manoj:"Me samjha tha aap dekh ke khud hi samaj gayi hongi. Samaseya bistarme hai ji." Kiran ye sun kar unke palag pe char gayi aur dekhne lagi ke kya samaseya hai? Par wahaan to aisa kuch nahi tha. Ushi halat me bistar pe jhuk kar dekhte hue wo boli

Kiran:"Aare idhar to sab sahi hai phir aap so kyun nahi pa rahe?" Aise me do majboot hatoun ne usse piche se pakad liya. Aur uske sar ko piche se daba kar bistar ke sath laga diya.

Manoj:"Bhala tumhari gaand mare bagir mujhe neend kese aa gayi meri kutiya?" Ye keh kar usne ghodi bani Kiran ki nightie piche se upar ki aur dono taraf se uski panties pakad kar jaldi se utaar di.

Kiran:"Ye aap kya kar rahe hain? Me aap ki beti jaisi hoon. Mujhe jane den." Kiran ne sehmi hui awaaz me kaha. Manoj ab tak apne kapre utaar bhi chuka tha.

Manoj:"Saali raand chup kar ja. Ab bakwaas ki to goli maar donga." Ye keh kar Manoj ne Kiran ki gaand ko dono haathon se pakad kar zoor se khola aur apna muh uski gaand ki aur le gaya. Jaise hi usne apni zubaan Kiran ki gaand ke dwar pe pheri Kiran ke muh se awaaz nikli.

Kiran:"Ahhhhh" Ye aap theak nahi kar rahe. Mujhe chod den nahi to abhi shor kar ke sab ko bola longi." Manoj uski gaand chatte hue bola

Manoj:"Saali aaj to teri gaand jum ke marounga. Jisse chahe bula le."

Kiran:"Ahhhh AHHHH AHHHHH Ye theak nahi Ahhhhhh" Kiran ki gaand ki khusbo aur namkeen zaike na Manoj ko pagal bana diya tha. Kuch der aise hi chatne ke baad usne bistar ke neche se teel ki botal nikali aur Kiran ki gaand pe teel laga laga. Pahle manoj ke chatne aur ab teel ki malish ki waja se Kiran ki gaand halki halki khul rahi thi jab Manoj hath laga raha tha to. Thodi der baad usne apni tel se bhari ungli Kiran ki gaand me dheere se ghusayi. Ungli bahut aaraam se andar chali gayi.

Kiran:"Ooyi maa mar gayi me. AHHHH Ye kya kar rahe hain aap? AHHHH bahut darad ho raha hai." Uski batoun se Manoj ka lund pathar ki tarha sakhat ho gaya tha. Aise hi Kiran ki gaand ek ungli se marte hue dosre hath se Manoj ne apne lund pe teel malna shuru kar diya. Kuch hi der me uski 2 ungliyaan Kiran ki jawan gaand me thi.

Kiran:"AHHHH AHHHH AHHHHHH" Ek dum se manoj ne ungliyaan bahir nikaal kar jaldi se apna lund Kiran ki gaand ke muh pe rakh diya. Tel aur ungliyoun se chudne ki waja se uski gaand pehle hi khul chuki thi. Jab manoj ne ek zor ka jhatka mara to uska 5 inch ka mota lund aadhe se bhi zyada Kiran ki gaand me ghus gaya.

Kiran:"OOYI MAA! Bahir nikalo isse AHHHHHHHHH"

Manoj:"Chup kar saali raand. Lagta hai pehle bhi tone gaand marwayi hui hai. Bol saali kabhi college me kisi professor ka lund bhi liya hai tone?

Kiran:"Haan 2 professoroun se bhi marwa chuki hoon."

Manoj:"Mujhe pata tha to hai hi haraman. Bol saali aur kis kis ne teri gaand mari hai?" Sath sath wo zor zor se Kiran ki gaand maar raha tha aur ab uska pura lund teezi se Kiran ki gaand ke andar bahir ho raha tha.

Kiran:"4-5 student UMMMMM aur hamre dodh wale AHHHHH ne bhi meri AHHHH mari hai." Kiran ki tight gaand ka maaza aur uski batain Manoj ke liye bahut zyada thi. Zor zor se jhatke maar ke usne apne lund ka pani Kiran ki gaand ki gherayi me nikaal diya. Thodi der wo aise hi jhatke marta raha jab tak ke uska lund naram nahi par gaya phir dheere dheere usne lund Kiran ki gaand se bahir nikala. Bistar pe usne pehle hi 2 kapde rakhe hue the. 1 se usne apna lund saaf kiya to dosra Kiran khud pakad pe uski gaand se Manoj ka jo pani bahir aa raha tha usko saaf karne lagi. Jab dono ne sab kuch saaf kar ke kapre pehan liye to Manoj ne takiye ke neche se notoun ki ek bhari gadi nikaal kar Kiran ko pakra di. chup chaap paise pakad kar wo kamre ka darwaza khol kar sediyaan utarne lagi. Aisa in dounon ke bech pechle koyi 1 saal se chal raha tha.........

Achche waqt me samay bandook se nikli goli ki tarha hota hai jo sab kuch cherta hua itni teezi se beet jata hai ke pata bhi nahi chalta aur bure waqt me ek ek lamha bhi sadiyon ki tarha mehsoos hota hai. Par shayad samay ki sab se badi khobi ye hi hai ke insaan ka waqt kaisa bhi kyun na chal raha ho, ghadi aik hi raftaar pa chalti hai. Jab achche lamhe sada nahi rahate to bure bhi beet hi jate hain. Mona ko Delhi aaye ab 3 mahine ho chuke the. Jis mahool me wo reh rahi thi usse wo khush nahi thi par kar bhi kya sakti thi? Kehne ko to kuch bhi nahi badla tha magar ab wo in batoun ki aadi ho gayi thi. Aaj bhi jab wo college se aati thi to Bansi Mamta ke kamre me ghusa hota tha. Itne dinoun baad bhi Mamta ka rawiya uske sath vaise ka wesa hi roukha tha aur Bansi usse abhi tak vaise hi gandi nigha se dekhta tha. Uski nazar ko to Mona kab ki bhanp chuki thi aur ishi liye kamre me ab chutki laga ke hi soti thi. Kabhi kabhaar uske zehan me phir woi manzar aate the jo usne Bansi aur Mamta ke bech me dekhe the par apne jazbaat ko wo kisi na kisi tarha kaboo mai kar hi leti thi. Usse uske mata pita ki izaat bahut pyari thi aur kuch aisa nahi karna chahati thi jis ki waja se kal ko unhain sharmindgi ka samna karna pare.

Aik din wo picnic pe apne class fellows ke sath gayi. Picnic ka saara intezaam ladkoun ne kiya tha. Park me ghomne phirne ke baad jab khana laga diya gaya to ladkoun ne khulam khula jam ke khoob khaya aur ladakiyo ne nana karte hue sharma sharma ke unse bhi zyada khaya. Kiran kuch der ke liye use chod ke pene ko jo kuch lene gayi to wahaan kuch ladkoun ke sath flirt karne me lag gayi. Aise mouke ka faida uthate hue Ali Mona ke pas aa gaya.

kramashah....................

[rajaarkey]

Zindagi ke rang--5

gataank se aage..................

Ali:"Aare aap to kuch kha hi nahi rahi. Kya baat hai khana aap ko pasand nahi aaya?"

Mona:"Nahi aisi to baat nahi. Mee sahi tarha se khaya hai."

Ali:"Vaise khaksaar ko Ali kehte hain." Ye kehte hue Ali ne apna hath Mona ki taraf barha diya. Mona ne thoda hichkichate hue usse hath mila liya.

Mona:"Mona"

Ali:"Bahut khushi hui aap se mil kar Mona ji. 3 mahine me pehli baar aap se baat kar paya hoon." Vaise to uski baat me aisa kuch nahi tha lekin jane kyun Mona ko ye sun kar thodi sharam aa gayi.

Mona:"Ja..ji."

Ali:"To phir kaisa laga aap ko hamara Delhi?"

Mona:"Theak hai." Itne me Kiran bhi wahaan aa gayi.

Kiran:"Ali kher to hai? Kya line maar rahe ho mere piche piche?" Mona ka ye sun kar munh tamatar ki tarha lal ho gaya. "Ye Kiran bhi na kuch souchti hai aur na samjhti hai aur jo man me aata hai bak deti hai." Wo man hi man souchne lagi.

Ali:"Aare nahi me to in se pouch raha tha ke inko Delhi kaisa laga?"

Kiran:"Ghar se bahir nikle gi to kuch dekhe gi na ye?"

Mona:"Kiran!"

Kiran:"To kya galat keh rahi hoon me? Meri jaan tumhari aunty ke ghar ke bahir bhi ek duniya basti hai jo bahut khubsurat hai. Us duniya me kab kadam rakho gi?"

Mona:"Ab tu bas bhi karegi?"

Ali:"Bura na maniyega Mona ji par keh to ye theak hi rahi hain na? Agar aap bura na manyain to kya me aap dono ko kal Delhi darshan pe le ja sakta hoon?"

Kiran:"Kyun nahi? Ye mem sahab to warna ghar se khud niklaingi hi nahi."

Mona:"Shukriya par me kisi ko koyi zehmat nahi dena chahati. Aap dono ho aayain na."

Ali:"Aare doston me zehmat kaisi? Wo alag baat hai ke agar ab aap hame dosti ke kabil na samjhain to." Ab tak kitne hi ladke Mona se dosti karne ki koshish kar chuke the lekin un sab ki nazrain Mona uske jisam ki taraf dekhti mehsoos kar leti thi yaa phir kuch ki to batoun se ki ghamand saaf mehsos hota tha. Pehli baar Mona ne ek aisa ladka dekha jis ki aankhoun aur batoun me usse sachchayi dekhi. Aise me uske muh se jo nikla usse Kiran to kya khud wo bhi hairaan ho gayi.

Mona:"Theak hai phir kal chalte hain." Aise me unki aankhe pehli baar mili aur ek naya ahesaas pehli baar Mona ko mehsoos hua........

Aslam sahab ne zindagi me unch neech, khushiyaan aur gham sab kuch to dekhe the. Zindagi ke is daur me aa kar aaj jab wo palat ke dekhte the to sab kuch ek sapna sa to lagta tha. Bhala Delhi jaise shehar me bina jaan pehchan ke apna gay karobaar khada kar lena kahaan koyi mamoli baat thi? Ye safar itna aasaan hargiz nahi tha jitna ke bahir se dekhne waloun ko lagta hoga. Unhoon ne wo waqt bhi dekhe the jab ghar me fakoun ki halat aa gayi thi. Us daur se bhi guzre the jahaan khud apne pe hi bharosa kamzoor pad gaya tha. Aise me ek unki bewi hi thi jinka bharosa un pe kabhi nahi tota. Andheere me to saya bhi sath chod jata hai lekin ek sachcha hamsafar sath nahi chodataa. Aaj bhi jab unhain apni marhoom bewi yaad aati thi to dum ghutne lagta tha aur aankhe bheag jati thi. "Kya me usko wo sab sukh de paya jin ki wo haqdaar thi?" Aise sawal aksar unke dil me aate the. Such to ye tha ke 2 jawaan betoun ke baap aur apna karobbar hone ke bawajood unko zindagi me ek kami mehssos hoti thi. Sab kuch hote hue bhi youn mehsoos hota tha jaise kuch bhi to nahi hai. In hi sochon aur tanhayi ne unhe apni umaar se bhi zyada bhoodha kar diya tha. Insaan ki umaar haqeqat me utni hi hoti hai jaisa wo mehsoos karta hai. "Ek baar Ali ka ghar bas jaye phir to me bhi apni sab zimedariyoun se aazaad ho kar wahaan ja sakounga jahaan wo mera intezaar kar rahi hogi. " Cigrete ka kash lagte hue wo souchne lage.

Agle din college ke baad Kiran aur Mona Ali ke sath uski gaadi pe baith gayi. Uski salgira pe uske walid ne ye gaadi usse tofe me di thi. Jahaan Kiran us me baith ke souch rahi thi ke Patel ki garhi ke muqable me ye ek dum khatara hai to wahaan Mona gaadi me baith apne aap ko ek maharani ki tarha mehsoos kar rahi thi.

Ali:"Mere khayaal se pehle khana kha lete hain. Mujhe pata hai ke meri tarha aap dono ko bhi bhook lagi hogi. Yahaan pas hi ek bahut mashoor restaurant bhi hai."

Mona:"Nahi nahi is takaloof ki kya zarorat hai? Vaise bhi mujhe

bhook nahi lagi."

Kiran:"Aare bhook kese nahi lagi madam ko? Aur jab wo itne pyaar se keh hi rahe hain to hum unka dil to nahi tor sakte na?" Ye baat usne is ada se kahi ke Ali ka muh lal ho gaya aur Mona Kiran ko dil hi dil me kosne lagi. Uski flirt karne ki aadat Mona ko bahut buri lagti thi lekin ab tak wo ye to jaan hi chuki thi ke Kiran dil ki buri nahi.Ali:"Mona ji doston me kaisa takalouf? Vaise bhi restaurant aa hi gaya hai. Delhi apne khanoun ke liye bhi bahut mashoor hai aur ye restaurant ko to 100 baras se bhi zyada ho gaye hain." Such to ye hai ke muskil se 30 baras bhi nahi hue honge lekin 100 saal ka hone ka board phir bhi lagaya hua tha. Kumse kum khana such me bahut achcha tha. Kiran ne hamesha ki tarha jum ke khaya. Uski bhook mardoun se kum na thi. Par usko aise khata dekh kar college ke ladke aur bhi us se mutasir hote the. Ek door tha jab jo ladkiyaan sharma kar thoda sa khati thi unko pasand kiya jata tha. Us door me mard unko khandani aurat samjhte the. Aaj kal ke door me jo ladkiyaan bebaak ho kar fast food aur jo bhi khane ko mile us pe toot parti thi unko pasand kiya jata tha. Shahyaad aaj kal ke ladkoun ki souch ye thi ke jab aisi ladakiyo ko ye bhook itni lagti hai to sharear ki bhook bhi bahut lagti hogi.

Khana khate hue Ali ne usse uske ghar baar aur mata pita ke bare me pouchna shuru kar diya. Is tarha ke sawaal jawab Mona ko nervous kar diya karte the lekin Ali ki har baat me usse ek sachchayi aur mukhlispan dekhta tha jo usse aisa mehssos karata tha jaise wo ek duje ko janmunh se jante hoon. Ab tak Kiran bhi ye to samjh gayi thi ke Ali us me nahi balki Mona me dilchaspi rakhta hai. Usse aisa dekh kar bahut achcha laga kyun ke uski Mona bahut hi achi ladki thi jisse yaan to banao singhaar na karne ki waja se kuch ladke zyada line nahi marte the to jo koshish bhi karte the unko wo ghaas nahi dalti thi. Par yahaan pehli baar wo usse kisi ladke se bagir ghabraye baat karte dekh bahut khush thi. Vaise bhi Ali bhale ghar ka ladka tha aur Mona ki tarha wo bhi dosri ladakiyo ko ghaas nahi dalta tha. Agar in dono ka ghar bas jaye to jodi buaht hi achi lage gi. Jahaan Kiran ne apne zehan me unki shadi bhi karwa di thi wahaan wo dono abhi tak ek dosre se bas chote mote sawal hi pouch paye the.

Khane ke baad wo un dono ko kuch Delhi ke tarikhi maqamaat dekhane le gaya. Delhi ne bhi mughloun ke door se le kar angrezoun ki hukmarani tak, aur phir aazadi ke baad har chand saal baad woi purane wadoun ke saat naye nataoun ko apne pe Raj karte dekha tha. In sab batoun ke bawajood Delhi ka husan pheeka nahi padha tha balki sharaab ki botal ki tarha waqt guzarne ke sath sath aur bhi zyada nikhra tha. Baad me wo sab lingerie shoping pe chle gaye. Un donoun ko mutasir karne ke liye wo unhe apni dukaan pe le gaya. Jab wo unki chijo ke pese dene laga to Mona ne saaf mana kar diya jise dekh Kiran ka munh ban gaya. Dukaan pe uske walid sahab nahi the us waqt par bade bhai the. Usne unhe keh diya ke uski dost hain is liye khas discount den. Bhai ji ne keh diya ke fikar na karo aap ke dost hain to wo to milega hi na? Bazari kematoun ke muqable par dono ladkiyaan 2-300 zyada de kar khushi khushi dukaan se bahir aa gyai ke achcha discount mila hai. Kiran ka ghar raste me aata tha is liye usse pehle utaar diya. Usse utaar kar gaadi abhi thodi hi door gayi thi ke us ne Mona se poucha

Ali:"Snaha ji agar aap bura na manayain to pas hi ice cream ki dukaan hai. Kya hum ice cream khane chalain?" Saaf zahir hai wo bhala kese haan keh sakti thi lekin uske munh se sirf ek shabad hi nikal paya

Mona:"Ji zaror." Apne munh se nikle shabad pe usse khud hi yakeen nahi aa raha tha aur na jane uske dil ki dhadkan kyun teez hone lagi thi?.

Jane ye kaisa ahesaas tha? Kitne ghente se to wo Ali ke sath bahir phir rahi thi phir aisa kyun tha ke Kiran ke sath na hone ki waja se ab alag sa mehsoos ho raha tha? Ye pehli baar tha ke wo aise kisi bhi ladke ke sath akele kahin gayi ho aur jaisa wo Ali ke bare me mehsoos kar rahi thi ye bhi ek naya ahesaas hi tha. Baar baar ghabra ke wo muskurane lagti thi aur uska khobsurat chehra bhi khil sa gaya tha. Jahaan Ali uski ghabrahat ko door karne ke liye usse chote mote sawal kar raha tha wahaan uske jawab ji aur nahi tak hi the.

Ali:"Kya baat hai aap kuch ghabrayi hui si lag rahi hain. Kher to hai?"

Mona:"N...nahi aisi baat nahi." Ek baar phir un donoun ki aankhe mili aur is baar bina kuch bole dono ek duje ki aankhoun me dekhte rahe. Insaan ki aankhe bhi kabhi kabhaar wo baat jo wo keh nahi pa raha hota chupke se keh deti hain. Aankhe vaise bhi rooh ki tasweer hoti hain aur patloon ke andar ki sachchayi in se jhalak hi jati hai.

Raat jab Mona apne bistar pe leti hui thi to aankhoun se neend jane kahaan chali gayi thi? "Kya me jaisa mehssos kar rahi hoon vaise wo bhi kar raha hoga? Aaj jo mee uski aankhoun me dekha kya ye hi pyaar hai?" Aisa souchte hue jane kahaan se usse uske mata pita yaad aa gaye aur wo apne sapnoun ki duniya se nikal aayi. "Kahaan ka pyaar? Ek ameer ghar ke ladke ko me hi milongi pyaar karne ke liye? Shayad dosre ladkoun ki tarha ye bhi Kiran me hi dilchaspi rakhta hoga aur uske bare me zyada janne ke liye uski dost se dosti kar raha hoga. Vaise bhi me yahaan in kamunh ke liye thore hi aayi hoon? Mujhe to apne peroun pe khare hona hai take apne mata pita ka sahara ban sakoun. Aise raiszadoun se dor hi rahoun to is me hi bhalayi hai." Kehne ko usne ye apne aap ko keh to diya par dil tha ke mane ko tiyaar nahi tha. Such to ye tha ke wo mane yaan na mane par uske dil me ek jaga to ALi ne bana hi li thi. Dosri aur Ali ke neenden to vaise bhi jab se Mona ko dekha tha udd hi gayi thi. Aaj jo saara din uske sath guzara aur usse pas se dekha to dil aur bhi uski aur khencha chala gaya tha. Baar baar uske bare me souch ke muskurane lagna aur ab buri tarha se uski apni zindagi me kami ko mehsoos karna agar pyaar nahi to aur kya tha?

Ae dil jinki yaad me to bechain hai

Kya wo bhi tere pyaar me bechain hai?

Kya teri tarha unki neend bhi kahin kho gayi hai?

Kya unko pake hi milna tujhe ab chain hai?

kramashah....................

[rajaarkey]

Zindagi ke rang--6

gataank se aage..................

Kiran jab ghar pohanchi to Ali ki gari se utaar kar dekha ke Manoj usse upar ki khirki se dekh raha hai. Un dono ki nigaahewahaan ek duje se mili aur Patel ki aankhoun me jo usne dekha usse wo kaanp uthi. Kya wo nafrat thi yaan pagalpan? Ye to wo samjh nahi payi magar usko aise dekh kar dar zaroor gayi. Kya ye dar usse Patel se tha yaan is baat se ke kahin wo usse kho na de? Sach to ye tha ke ab wo is zindagi ki aisi aadi ho chuki thi ke agar Patel ne apna hath usse door khench liya to wo kya karegi ye usse maloom na tha. Ghar ke andar gayi to dekha ke uski mata bistar pe leet bhi chuki hai. kapre badalne ke baad ja ke wo unki malish karne lag gayi. Kuch hi der me mata ji ke kharate kamre me gunjne lage jis se saaf zahir tha ke wo gheri neend so chuki thi. Wo bhi kuch thak si gayi thi aur sone hi wali thi ke darwaze me usse Manoj khada nazar aaya. Usne aankhoun se hi usse upar aane ka ishara kiya aur chala gaya. Ye pehli baar nahi tha ke wo uske pas jane wali thi. Patel uske jisam ko har tarha se to istimaal kar chuka tha. Phir aisa kyun tha ke aaj sediyaan charhte waqt wo ghabra rahi thi?.............

Kiran jab kamre me aayi to Manoj kamre ki kherki ke pas uski taraf pith kiye khada hua tha. Kiran ne kamre me aa ke khud hi darwaza band kar diya. Jane kyun uske munh se koyi shabad nahi nikal pa rahe the? Usne aaj se pehle Manoj ko kabhi is tarha gusse me nahi dekha tha. Sath hi sath uska zehan ye samjh nahi par raha tha ke wo gusse me hai kyun? Akhir Manoj ne hi is khamoshi ko tora.

Manoj:"Baith jaao Kiran." Wo chup chaap kamre me pari kursi pe baith gayi. Manoj uske samne aa ke zameen pe baith gaya aur uski aankhoun me ghuse se dekhne laga. Manoj ki aankhoun me jo gussa tha usse dekh kar Kiran kaanp uthi. Wo ab pehle se bhi zyada ghabra gayi thi.

Manoj:"Kiran kya tumhe kisi cheaz ki kami hai?" Usne dhemi awaaz me magar ghuse se poucha.

Kiran:"Nn.....nahi to"

Manoj:"Kya kabhi bhi tumhe pesoun ki koyi pareshani mee hone di hai?"

Kiran:"Nahi" Kiran ne muskil se jawab diya.

Manoj:"Tumhe pata hai ke pese ke liye duniya me kya kya kuch karna parta hai? Tumhare se bhi zyada khoubsurat ladkiyaan 100-100 rupe ke liye aise bandoun ke sath bhi soti hain jin ki shakil bhi wo aam tor pe dekhna pasand na karain. Kya tum bhi chahati ho ke pesoun ke liye tumhe bhi 2 take ki randiyoun ki tarha jaga jaga jana pare?"

Kiran:"Nahi" Uski khoubsurat aankoun se ye sun kar aanso ek dariya ki tarha behne lage the. Aaj tak usne apne aap ko fareb ki duniya me rakha hua tha. Manoj ke kamare me jo bhi hota tha usse kamre se nikalte sath hi wo bhola deti thi. Aandheere ki duniya me rehne waloun ko jab sachchayi nazar aati hai to uski roshni unki aankhe seh nahi pati. Kuch ye hi haal Kiran ka bhi ho raha tha. Kitne hi ladke uski khobsurti ke deewane the par aaj usse youn lag raha tha ke wo sheshe ke samne khadi hai aur sheshe me usse duniya ki sab se badsurat ladki ka chera nazar aa raha hai. Badi muskil se rote hue usne poucha

Kiran:"Meri galti kya hai? Aaj tak aap ne jo kaha woi to karti aayi hoon?" Ye sun kar to Manoj gusse se pagal ho gaya.

Manoj:"Saali Randi me tujhe kehta hoon ke dosre ladkoun ke sath gulchare uda?"

Kiran:"Aap galat samjh rahe hain. Me to apne college ke dosto.." TAPAK thapad ki gunj se kamra gonj utha aur Kiran ka sar ghomne laga. Dard se laga raha tha kisi ne uska munh hi tod diya ho.

Manoj:"Saali randi jhoot bolti hai mujhse? Kitni garmi hai saali tujhe jo mere baad bhi dosroun se chudwane jati hai? Idhar aa aaj teri garmi to bujhata hoon me." Ye keh kar usne Kiran ko uske sar ke baloun se pakad ke bistar ki tarf phenk diya. Wo bechari zor se bistar pe giri aur uska sar palang se takraya. Pehle hi aankoun ke aage tare nazar aa rahe the aur ab sar aur bhi dard se phatne laga. Manoj ne piche se aa kar uski shalwaar khench ke utar di aur use zor se ghodi bana diya. Kiran ko samjh hi nahi aa rahi thi ke kya horaha hai ke achchank uske munh se cheek nikalne lagi. "AHHHHHHHHHH nahi AHHHHH CHODO MUJHE" Manoj ne bagir kuch lagaye hi apna lund zor se uski chot me ghusa diya tha. Bilkul khusk aur zehni tor pe tiyaar na hone ki waja se Kiran ko buaht hi zyada dard hone lagi. Dard itna teez tha ke usse aise lag raha tha ke kisi ne ek dum se usse churri maar di ho. Manoj ko ek ajeeb se bemari thi ke jab tak usse aisa na lagta ke wo zabardasti kar raha hai uska theak se khada nahi hota tha. Ishi liye wo hamesha Kiran ke sath zabardasti karne ka drama kar ke usse chodataa tha. Par aaj jab such me wo uska rape kar raha tha to uska lund lohe ki tarha sakhat ho gaya tha. Kiran ki siskiyaan sun kar usse aur bhi maaza aane laga tha. Wo zor zor se jhatke marne laga aur sath hi sath khench khench ke thapad uski bund pe bhi marne laga.

Manoj:"Kyun saali kutiya maaza aa raha hai na tujhe? Aise hi chudwati hai na to bahir ja ke? BOL bol bhadwi?" Wo gandi gandi galiyaan nikalte hue Kiran ko chodataa raha. Shor se kahin uski bemaar maa jaag na jaye is liye Kiran ne apne munh me bistar ki chadar ghusa li thi. Aanso the ke ruk hi nahi rahe the aur uska munh laal ho gaya tha. Dard se usse lag raha tha ke wo mar hi jayegi. Manoj hewanoun ki tarha usse zor zor se aadha ghenta chodataa raha aur Kiran ka wo haal ho gaya tha ke dard se bas behosh hone hi wali thi. Aakhir zor se jhatke marte hue wo Kiran ke bech hi jhad gaya. Manoj ka lund jab naram padha to nikaal ke bistar pe hi wo leet gaya aur hanpne laga. Kiran ushi halat me wahaan pari thi. Ro ro ke ab to aanso bhi sokh gaye the. Aankahin sojh ke lala ho gayi thi aur jisam dard se tot raha tha. Thodi der baad badi muskil se uth kar usne apni shalwaar pehni aur badi muskil se chalte hue kamre ke darwaze ki taraf chalne lagi.

Manoj:"Ruk jaao. Aise bhala kese jane donga tujhe? Kiran meri ek baat apne pale band le. Ye jo college ke lounde hain na inki dosti college me hi kahatam kar ke aaya kar. Agar mee tujhe kabhi kisi bhi haramzade ke sath aainda dekh liya to zinda nahin chodunga. To bas meri kutiya hai aur mere sath hi wafadaar rehna parega. Samjh gayi na?" Wo bechari bas halka sa sar hi hila payi.

Manoj:"Chal ab ye pakad." Ye keh kar Manoj na notoun ki ek gadi takiye ke neche se nikaal kar uski taraf barha di. Kuch lamhe wo apni jaga par but ban gayi. Wo un notoun ko dekh rahi thi jin ki waja se aaj uski ye halat ho gayi thi. Kya ye hi meri sachchayi hai ab? Ek darinde ki rakheal? 2 aanso uski aankoun se phir nikal gaye aur usne kanpte hatoun se notoun ki gadi ko pakad liya aur kamre se bahir nikal gayi. Koyi pehli baar apni izzat lutwa kar to wo Manoj ke kamre se bahir nahi aa rahi thi par aaj pehli baar apni izzat ke sath sath wo khud bhi apni nazroun me gir gayi thi. Seediyaan neche utarte saame ek ek seedi pe kadam rakhte hue usse aisa mehsoos ho raha tha jaise wo hazaar bar mar rahi ho.

Saamey ke sath sab kuch badal jata hai bas farak ye hota hai kuch chezain raat gaye hi badal jati hain to kuch dheere dheere. Jaise waqt ek jaga ruk nahi jata waise zindagi ki garhi bhi aage ko chalti rehti hai. Mona bhi dheere dheere badal rahi thi. Chahe kabhi mini skirt na pehne par ab kam se kam aise to the ke shehir ki ladki to dekhne hi lagi thi. Make up bhi bhale hi dosri ladakiyo ke muqable me kum tha par halka phulka karna to shuru kar hi diya tha. College ke ladkoun ne bhi us me zyada interest lena shuru kar diya tha par ye baat alag thi ke abhi bhi wo kisi ko zyada ghaas nahi dalti thi. Par kuch had tak badla to ye bhi tha. Ab Kiran ki tarha Ali bhi uska dost ban chuka tha. Wo ladka hai, ameer khandaan se hai aisi batoun ke bare me usne souchna chod diya tha. Abhi kal hi ki to baat lagti thi ke kese wo akeli uske sath ice cream khate bhi sharma rahi thi aur ab to college ke baad wo hi usse apni gaadii pe ghar chodne lag gaya tha. Unki us mulaqaat ko ab koyi 2 mahine ho chuke the. Is doraan Mona ki zindagi me choti moti bahut si chezain badal gayi thi. Jaise ke usne call center par part time job shuru kar di thi. Shehar me rahate hue pesoun ki zarorat to parti hi hai aur wo apne pita par bojh nahi banna chahati thi. Rahi baat Mumta aunty ki to uska bas naam hi Mamta tha warna mamta naam ki us me to koyi cheaz thi hi nahi. Usko Bansi ke sath apna munh kala karwane se thodi fursat milti to dosroun ke bare me souchti na?

Usko call center pe naukri Kiran ne hi dilwayi thi. Kiran bhi to pechle 2 mahine se bahut badal gayi thi aur us me ye badlao sab se zyada Mona ne hi mehsoos kiya tha. Kuch ghaoo insaan ko puri tarha toor kar rakh dete hain to kuch usko pehle se bhi zyada mazboot bana dete hain. Kiran ke sath bhi kuch aisa hi hua tha. Jo Kiran apne irdh girdh ladkoun ko bhanwaroun ki tarha ghomne pe majboor kar deti thi wo ab unse zyada baat na karti thi aur na hi kisi ka tofa kabool karti thi. Khud Kiran ne hi call center me naukri milne ke 2 hafte baad hi Mona ko bhi wahaan naukri dilwa di thi. Pehle to Mona ko ajeeb sa laga jab Kiran ne usse kaha ke wo usse bhi naukri dilwa sakti hai par phir Kiran ne hi usse mana bhi liya.

Kiran:"Mona apna aap ko kabhi kisi ke sahare ka mouhtaaj na hone dena. Khud ko itna mazboot bana lo ke agar kal ko koyi tofaan bhi aaye to tum tanha hi uska muqabla kar sako." Ye baat jane kyun sedhi Mona ke dil pe lagi aur usne haan kar di. "Sach me Mona bahut badal gayi hai" aisa Mona souchne lagi thi. Ab to wo dosroun ko chodo Ali aur Mona ke sath bhi kahin bahir nahi jati thi. Hamesha koyi na koyi bahana bana diya karti thi aur phir kuch dinoun baad in dono ne bhi usse pouchna chod diya. Par jo bhi tha Mona ko Kiran pehle se bhi achi lagne lagi thi. Wo usko dost se zyada apni behan manti thi. Aur ali ke bare me wo kya souchti thi? Ye to batana bahut hi kathan hai. Ali uske sath mazaak karta tha, usse aksar bahir ghumane ke liye bhi le jata tha maghar kabhi usne aisi koyi baat nahi ki jis se aisa saaf zahir ho ke wo Mona ko pyaar karta hai. "Kya ye pyaar hai yaan dosti?" aisa wo tanhayi me soucha karti thi.

Aisa nahi tha ke Ali us se apne pyaar ka izhaar karne ke liye bechain nahi tha. Par pehla pyaar wo ahesaas hai jo mehsoos to har insaan kabhi na kabhi karta hi hai par uska izhaar karna aasaan baat nahi hoti. Ye dar ke kahin inkaar ho gaya to kya hoga? insaan ko andar hi andar kahye jata hai. Phir Ali abhi jaldi me ye dosti bhi hath se ganwana nahi chahata tha jo unke darmiyaan ho gayi thi. Usne dekha tha ke kese Mona kisi ladke ko bhi apne pas bhatakne nahi deti thi. Aise me kahain usse wo dosre ladkoun ki tarha lofar na samjh le ye dar bhi to tha. Rozana jo samay wo dono ek sath guzarte wo uske din ke sab se haseen lamhe hote the. Mona ke khoubsurat chehare pe uski masoom hansi to kabhi uski ek aadh zulaf jab hanwa me beqabo ho kar uske chehare pe aa jati thi to wo usse bahut hi achi lagti thi. Thode hi dinoun me usne Mona ke bare me sab kuch jaan liya tha. Saaf dil ke log vaise bhi dil me baat chupa ke nahi rakhte aur Mona ka dil to abhi bhi sheshe ke jaise bilkul saaf tha. Shayad ishi liye Ali ko kabhi kabhaar mehsoos ho hi jata tha ke Mona bhi usse ek dost se barhkar pasand karti hai. Jaise jaise din guzre uski mohabat Mona ke liye pehle se bhi mazboot hoti chali gayai aur ab usko bas intezaar tha us mouke ka jab wo apne dil ki baat Mona ko keh sake. Aur aisa mouka usse jald hi mil bhi gaya.......

Jahaan Kiran ki mohabat ka dum bharne wale ladke ek ek jar ke usse uska rawaiya badalne ki waja se door hote ja rahe the wahaan hi ek insaan aisa bhi tha jo usse barsoun se dekh raha tha aur ab us me is tabdili ke aane ki waja se bahut khush tha. Wo dosre ladkoun ki tarha shookh na sahi par dil ka bhala insaan tha jo pagloun ki tarha Kiran ko chahata tha. Ye chahat koyi 2-4 din purani bhi nahi thi. Wo school ke zamane se hi Kiran ko pasand karta tha par kabhi dil ki baat zubaan par la nahi paya tha. "Kya ab saame aagaya hai ke usse bata dooon ke me usse pagloun ki tarha chahata hoon?" Sharad ne apne se kuch door baithi Kiran ko call center me kaam karte dekh kar soucha...

kramashah....................

[rajaarkey]

Zindagi ke rang--7

gataank se aage..................

Itne mahine beetne ke baad bhi Mona Mamta ko ek aankh na bhati thi. Usse ghar me moujood dono mardoun ko apni ungliyoun pe nachchane ki aadat pad gayi thi. Uske pati aur Bansi uske hi geet gate rahain ye hi wo chahati thi. Aise me Doctor sahaab ki zaorat se zyada meethi zubaan aur Bansi ki Mona ko dekh kar ralain tapkana Mamta ko gusse se pagal bana raha tha. Kitne hi dinoun se wo aise mouke ki talash me thi ke Mona se chutkara pa sake par Mona usse mouka hi bhala kab deti thi? Mamta agar gusse se bhi usse bolti thi to wo chup rehti thi aur agar kabhi koyi galat baat bhi keh jati to Mona nazar andaaz kar deti thi. "Saali bahut hi mesni hai ye to?" Aisa souch souch ke uska gusa uske andar hi rehta par saame ke sath sath ye gusa barhte barhte jwalamoukhi ban chuka tha jo ek din phat hi gaya.

Jab Ali ne Mona ko ghar chodna shuru kiya to pehli baar to dekh mamta ko bhi achcha laga. Khushi usse is baat ki nahi thi ke Mona ke liye aasani ho gayi balki uski souch to ye thi ke "Mujhe pata tha ye randi sati sawitri banne ka dhong karti hai. Jumma juma aath din nahi hue aur yahaan pe yaar bhi bana liya." Galat insaan hamesha dosroun ko galat kaam karta dekh khush hota hai. Shayad is liye ke usse apne bare me achcha mehsoos hota hai yaan phir youn keh lain ke ye ahesaas hota hai ke chalo hum hi bure nahi saari ki saari duniya ki kharaab hai. Doctor sahaab kaamke silsile me kuch din ke liye shehar se bahir gaye hue the. Aisa mouka bhala kahaan milne wala tha Mamta ko? Khane ki meez pe jaise hi Mona aa kar baith gayi, Mumta ne apni zubaan ke teer chalne shuru kar diya.

Mamta:"Bansi khana paros do meem sahab ko. Aaj kal bahut kuch karwa ke aati hain ne is liye thak jati hongi." Ab Mona koyi bachi to thi nahi. Delhi me itne mahine bitane ke baad wo sheher waloun ki do maiyene wali batoun ko bhi khoob samjhne lag gayi thi. Mamta ki ye baat usse bahut ajeeb lagi aur is baar wo chup na reh payi.

Mona:"Aunty aap kehna kya chahati hain?"

Mamta:"Ab tum itni bhi bachi nahi ho. Khub samjh sakti ho ke kya me keh rahi hoon aur kya nahi. Haan par ek baat samajh lo, mee koyi dhoop me khade ho ke baal safeed nahi kiye. Ye jo kuch tum kar rahi ho na in harkatoun se baaz aa jaao." Har insaan ke bardashat ki bhi ek seema hoti hai aur vaise bhi man ke sachche log to kisi ko na galat baat karte hain aur na hi sunna pasand karte hain. Kitne hi aarse se to wo Mamta ki zehar bhari batoun ko bardashat kar rahi thi par aaj jab usne Mona ke charitar pe ungli uthayi to Mona se bhi bardashat nahi ho paya. Wo kehte hain na ke saanch ko koyi aanch nahi hoti. Ishi liye wo bhi bolna shuru ho gayi.

Mona:"Apne mata pita se door hone ke bawajood bhi me aaj bhi unke diye sanskaar nahi bholi. Kabhi zindagi me aisi koyi harkat hi nahi ke jis ke liye sharminda hona pare. Aap ne mujhe ghar me rakha aur ye ahesaan me kabhi nahi bholongi par uska ye matlab nahi ke aap mere charitar pe khechar uchalayain aur me chup chaap dekhti rahoun."

Mamta:"Aare wah Bansi dekho to zara. In madam ke to par nikal aaye hain. Ek to chodi upar se seena zori. Kahaan jate hain tumhari maa ke diya sanskaar jab rozana munh kala karwa ke apne yaar ke sath aati ho?" Bas ab to Mona ka ghussa bhi joualamoukhi ki tarha phat gaya ye sun kar.

Mona:"BAS! Dosroun ko baat karne se pehle apni gerebaan me jhank kar dekho pehle. Apne naukar ke sath pati ke piche munh kala karwate tumhe sharam nahi aati aur dosroun pe ilzaam tarashi kar rahi ho? Me tumhari tarha giri hui nahi jo aisi ghatiya harkatain karo." Ye keh kar Mona to ghusse se uth kar apne kamre ki taraf teezi se chali gayi aur ja ke darwaza andar se band kar liya par Mamta wahin but ban gayi. "Kya isko mere aur Bansi ke bareme pata hai? Agar isne aise hi apni zubaan Unke samne khool di to mera kya hoga?" Kuch lamhoun baad jab usne aapne aap pe kabo paya to uska ghussa pehle se bhi zyada shidat ke sath wapis aa gaya. Ghuse se chilati hui wo Mona ke kamre ki taraf chilate huye jane lagi.

Mamta:"Aare ohh randi teri jurat kese hui ye bakwaas karne ki? Tum chote zaat wale logoun ko zara si izaat kya de do sar pe char ke nachne lagte ho. Jane kis kis se mouh kala karewa ke aa ke to mere hi ghar me mujh pe hi ilzaam lagati hai haramzadi? Nikal bahir kutiya tera me aaj khoon pi jaaoungi." Wo aise hi kitni hi der kamre ke bahir khare ho kar aanap shanap bakti rahi par kamre ke andar se Mona ne koyi jawab na diya. Phir jab kuch der baad kamre ka darwaza khola to Mona hatoun me apna suitcase pakre kahri thi. Uski aankoun me jo aag Mamta ko nazar aayi usne uska munh band kar diya.

Mona:"Kehna chahoun to buaht kuch keh sakti hoon aur agar chaoun to tumhari asliaat puri duniya ke saamne la sakti hoon. Kaisa lage ga Doctor sahaab ke yaah jaan kar ke unki dharam patni ek randi se bhi zyada giri hui hai jo apna aur apne pariwaar ka pith bharne ke liye apna sharear bechati hai. Par me aisa karoungi nahi. Isko meri kamzori mat samjhna balki tumhare ahesaan ka badla utaar ke ja rahi hoon. Ek baat yaad rakhna. Tumhare jaisi aurat auratzaat pe ek kala dhaba hai. Aainda dosroun pe ungli uthane se pehle ho sake to apna chahara aaine me dekh lena." Mamta ka to munh khole ka khola reh gaya ye sab sun kar aur uske munh se phir ek shabad bhi nahi nikal paya jab Mona uske saamne ghar se bahi ja rahi thi. Ghar se bahir nikalte saame Mona ko bhi puri tarha se nahi maloom tha ke ab wo kay karegi aur kahaan jaigi par ye zaror janti thi ke ye duniya bahut badi hai aur jahaan man mai chah ho wahaan raah mil hi jati hai......

Sarhad Pandey shuru se hi tanha rehne ka aadi tha. School ke zamane se le kar aaj tak usne zyada dost nahi banaye the aur jo banaye un me se bhi koyi uske zyada kareab nahi tha. Sharmili tabiyat ka hone ka karan wo chahe kahin bhi jaye log usse aam tor pe nazar andaaz kar dete the. Dekhne me bhi bas theak tha. Darmeyana kad, sanwala rang aur thode si tond bhi nikli hui thi. Shayad usse shuru se hi ye complex tha ke wo dekhne me badsurat hai. Aisa to kher hargiz nahi tha lekin jaise jaise wo bada hua sar ke bal bhi ghane na rehne ke karan uska ye complex aur bhi zyada mazboot hota chala gaya. Padhayi me bhi bas theak hi tha. Aisa nahi ke kabil nahi tha magar kabhi bhi usne padhayi ko sanjedgi se nahi liya tha. Uske pita samjh nahi pate the ke aisa kyun hai? Pehle pehal to unhoon ne har tarha ki koshish ki. Kabhi pyaar se to kabhi ghuse se lekin kuch khas farak nahi padha. Akhir tang aa kar unhoon ne usko uske haal par chod diya. Aur to aur kheloun me bhi wo bilkul dilchaspi nahi leta tha.

Aise me bas ek hiaisi cheaz thi uski zindagi me jisse wo pagalpan ki had tak pasand karta tha aur wo thi Kiran. Wo koyi tesri jumaat me tha jab uske pita ka transfer Delhime ho gaya. naye school me aa kar bhi kuch nahi badla tha. Kuch shararti ladkoun ka uska mazak urana to kuch teachchers ke us pe ghusa nikalna, sab kuch to pehle jaisa tha. haan par kuch badla tha to wo ye ke pehli baar usse koyi achcha lagne laga tha aur wo thi uski class me hi ek hansmukh bachi Kiran. Us umaar me pyaar ka to koyi wajood hi nahi hota aur na hi samjh. Ye bas vaise hi tha jaise hum kisi ko mil kar dost bana chahate hain. Farak bas itna tha ke apne sharmelepan ki waja se wo ye bhi nahi kar paya. Jo chand ek dost usne banaye bhi wo us jaise hi the. Ye bhi ek ajab itefaak tha ke uske pita ko bhi ghar company ki aur se wahin mila jahaan Mona ka ghar bajo me hi tha.

Usse aaj bhi yaad tha ke kese wo chup chup kar Kiran ko apne kamre ki khirki se sadak par mohale ke dosre bachoun ke sath khelte dekha karta tha. Dosre aur Kiran ne to kabhi usse sahi tarha se dekha bhi nahi aur agar nazar us par padhi bhi to nazar andaaz kar diya. Kehte hain ke saamay ke sath sab kuch badal jata hai lekin kuch chezain agar badalti bhi hain to wo achche ke liye nahi hoti. School ke baad dono ne aik hi college me dakhla bhi liya par itne saal beetne ke baad bhi to sab kuch vaise ka wesa hi tha. Aaj bhi wo door se Kiran ko pagloun ki tarha dekha karta tha. Tanhayi me us hi ki tasweer uski aankhoun me ghoumti thi aur doosri ore Kiran ab jawani me har aere gaire se hansi mazak karne ke bawajood bhi Sarhad ki aur kabhi dekhti tak nahi thi. Agar kuch badla tha to wo uske dil me uske pyaar ki shidat thi. Kabhi kabhaar to wo ye souchta tha ke kya ye pyaar hai yaan janoun? Vaise usse pasand to Kiran ki nayi dost Mona bhi bahut aayi thi. Wo bilkul Kiran ke baki ke sab doston se alag thi aur usse hairat hoti thi ke un dono me dosti hui bhi to kese? Chand hi mahinon me usne dekha ke Kiran me tabdili aane lagi hai aur wo us chanchal hassena se ek samjhdaar ladki banne lagi thi. Aisa kitna Mona ki waja se tha to kitna umaar ke barhne ke sath ye to wo nahi samjh paya par wo is tabdeeli se khush bahut tha. Ab to sab kuch pehle se behtar hone laga tha. Kiran ne ladkoun se zyada baat cheet bhi kum kar di thi aur kapre bhi dhang ke pehanne lagi thi.

Sarhad ki khushi ka koyi tikhana na raha jab ek din Kiran ne bhi wo hi calling center join kar liya jahaan wo kaam karta tha. Ab to unki thodi bahut dua salaam bhi hone lagi thi. Phir kuch hi aarse me Mona ko bhi wahin naukri mil gayi. Mona aur Sarhad kuch hi dinoun me achche dost bhi ban gaye aur shayad is hi liye Kiran se bhi uski thodi bahut dosti to hone lagi thi. Yaan phir youn keh lain ke jisse wo dosti samjh ke khush ho raha tha wo bas dua salaam tak hi mehdood thi. Par jis ladki ke sapne wo saaloun se dekhta aa raha tha ab uske sath ek hi jaga pe kaam karna aur din me ek aadh baar baat kar lena bhi uske liye bahut badi baat thi. Dheere dheere hi sahi par sab kuch to uske liye achcha hota ja raha tha sewaye ek cheaz ke aur wo tha Manoj Patel. Kuch saal pehle Kiran ke pita ke dehant ke baad wo unke ghar karayedaar ke toor pe aaya tha aur ab tik hi gaya tha. Bhala ek karobadi bande ko aise kisi ke ghar me karayedaar ban ke rehne ki kay zarorat hai? Usko is baat ki hhi jalan thi ke aik hi chhat ke neche wo uski Kiran ke pas hi reh raha tha. Ab Kiran ko dekh kar kis ki neyat kharaab nahi ho sakti thi? Ye aur aise hi jane kitne sawaal uske man me roozana aate the. Jane kyun usse Manoj me kuch ajeeb si baat nazar aati thi. Aisa uski jalan ki waja se tha yaan sach me daal me kuch kala tha?

Zindagi hamesha ki tarha vaise hi ranwa danwa thi. Har taraf bhagam bhaag thi aur har koyi dosre se aage nikal jane ki door me laga hua tha. Is bheed me hote hue bhi aaj Mona apne aap ko kitna tanha mehsoos kar rahi thi. Mamta ki batain abhi tak usse kantoun ki tarha chub rahi thi. Ghariboun ke pas sewaye unki izzat ke hota hi kya hai? Aur agar log uspe bhi ungli uthayain to ye wo bardashat nahi kar pate. Wo dheere dheere ek seedh me chali ja rahi thi par manzil kahaan thi iska usko bhi pata nahi tha. Dil me bahut hi zyada dukh tha par aankhoun me usse qaid kar rakha tha. Aise me uska mobile bajta hai. Jab dekhti hai to Ali phone kar raha hota hai.

Mona:"Hello"

Ali:"Mona kaisi ho?"

Mona:"Abhi thodi der pehle to tumhare sath thi phir bhi pouch rahe ho ke kaisi hoon?" Usne rokhe se lehje me jawaab diya. Mamta ka ghusa abhi tak gaya nahi tha shayad.

Ali:"Hehe nahi wo bas souch raha tha ke kya film dekhne chalain? Suna hai ke Akshay ki bahut achi film aayi hai."

Mona:"Tum dekh aao me nahi aa paoungi." Dheere se usne kaha. Ali bachcha to tha nahi, samjh gaya ke kuch to galat hai.

Ali:"Mona sab theak to hai na?" Ab tak jin aansoun ko usne apni aankhoun me roka hua tha wo ab tham na paye and wo rone lagi. Usse aisa rote sun kar Ali bahut ghabra gaya.

Ali:"Mona kya hua hai? Please ro mat me aa raha hoon." Rote hue badi muskil se Mona bas ye keh payi

Mona:"Me ghar pe nahi hoon Ali."

Ali:"Koyi baat nahi. Tum jahaan pe bhi ho bataou me 2 minute me pohanch raha hoon." Uski charoun aur jo log guzar rahe the un me wo bhi apna tamashaa nahi banwana chahati thi isliye aansho saaf karne lagi.

kramashah....................