वक्त का तमाशा

[jay]

"bhai, tujhe neend aa rahi hai..sone chal, main bhi jaata hun.." maine use wahan se uthaya aur sambhaal ke uske bed pe usko sulaya




"aur bata bhaaiii... waise tu.." ricky kuch kehte kehte chup ho gaya fir pata nahin sala ek dum khamosh ho gaya aur fir kuch bak bak karne laga




"Yeh saala kya company dega mujhe, ise toh khud company ki zarurat hai..." maine use dekh khud se kaha aur room ki light off kar ke baju wale room mein sone aa gaya.. Baju wala room bhi acha tha, par filhaal thakavat bahut lag rahi thi isliye uske interior ko ignore maara aur seedha nahane chala gaya.. Mast ache se fresh hoke bahar aaya toh fir wohi kapde pehnne pade..




"Chalo kal bag le aaunga hostel se.. Filhaal saale ko check kar lun ke kar kya raha hai, abhi bhi bak bak kar raha hai ya so raha hai.." maine khud se kaha aur ricky ke room ki taraf badh gaya




"Bhai.." maine ricky ke room ko halka sa dhakka diya toh kamre mein waisi hi shanti thi jaisi main chhod gaya tha, kamre mein pura andhera chaya hua tha, saale ki khidkiyan bhi bandh thi kamre ki, AC full temperature pe tha




"Chal acha hai so raha hai.." kehke main muda hi tha palatne ke liye ke pure room ki shaanti ko cheerti hui uske phone ki ring bajne lagi.. Maine socha rehne deta hun, uska phone kaise uthaun.. Par fir socha, utha ke bol deta hun ke yeh so raha hai nahin toh bajta rahega..Maine kamre ki light on ki tab tak ring bandh ho gayi, fir wapas muda toh wapas ring chalu ho gayi.. Idhar udhar dekha toh phone kahin nahin dikha,




"kahan rakh diya.." maine bistar ke udhar dekha toh takiye ke neeche dabba pada tha.. Maine phone uthaya toh screen pe Sheena ka naam dekh fir kuch der dekhi hui pics dimaag mein aa gayi..




"Girl friend hogi.. pics toh sexy thi, dekhein awaaz kaisi hai.." maine socha aur phone receive karke kaan pe phone rakha




"hello bhai... how are you, kitne din se apni behen ko ek baar bhi phone nahin kiya hai aapne.." Saamne se mere kuch kehne ke pehle hi yeh awaaz aayi..




"Sheena iski behen hai.." Yeh khayal mere dimaag mein aate hi mere hath se phone neeche gir gaya




"Yeh apni behen ki aisi pics dekhta hai.." main khud se kehne laga aur ek nazar ricky ki taraf dekhta toh kabhi neeche gire hue phone ki taraf.. Isse zyada ghatiya cheez maine aaj tak na dekhi thi na suni thi aur naa hi sochi thi.. Phone ko usi haalat mein chhod main apne kamre mein wapas chala gaya

"toh tu ladkiyan kyun nahin patata, i mean.. tu smart banda hai, upar se dikhta bhi sincere hai kaafi, tujhe itni mehnat nahin karni padegi.." maine ricky se kaha jab agle din shaam ko hum central london ke market mein gaye the kuch cheesein lene




"theek hai, ladkiyon ko kya patane ka, mehnat ki baat nahin hai, but u know.. kuch fantasies hain jo sirf yeh call girls hi puri kar sakti hain.." Ricky ne mujhe jawaab diya aur hum fir chalte chalte uski gaadi tak pahunch gaye




"tu drive karega.." Ricky ne gaadi ki chaabi deke pucha




"nahin bhai, aap chalao.. main chalte chalte apne khayalon mein kho gaya toh gaadi ke sath sath hamari jack bhi lag sakti hai.." hum gaadi mein bethe aur fir uske ghar ki or nikal pade






Aaj subah jab ricky apne hangover se utha toh main uske saamne betha tha




"Subah subah yahan kyun hai tu.." ricky ne mujhe kaha




"main hi uthane aaya hun tujhe.. aur subah nahin hai, dopahar ka ek baja hai.. ab tu jaldi uth aur fresh ho jaa, mujhe hostel se mera bag aur kuch dusra samaan yahan lana hai.." maine uske bed se khade hoke kaha aur neeche gira hua uska mobile usko diya




"kal raat teri girl friend ka phone aaya tha.. Sheena, haan, yehi naam tha.." maine use jhuth kaha




"Sheena meri behen hai... Ufff.. yeh daaru bandh karni padegi ab.." Ricky ne phone liya aur apna sar pakad ke beth gaya+




"Ok, toh tumhari behen ka fone tha, call back karna usse.. Maine phone receive kiya tha, but main kuch baat karta usse pehle phone cut ho gaya pata nai kyun, tu dekh lena ok.."




"haan yaar, chal neeche, main fresh hoke aata hun.. Aur tu kitni der mein aayega hostel se.." Ricky ne apna phone check kar kaha




"pata nai, kuch logon se baatein waatein karunga toh ek ya do ghante bhi lagenge na, aur upar se pura samaan pack karna hai, kahin jaana hai kya.." main jaanta tha use 3 baje liz se milna hai




"naa, aise hi.. chal tu jaa hostel, tab tak main bhi kuch kaam nipta dun, milte hain fir.." Ricky itna kehke nahane chala gaya.. Main bhi apna cell aur wallet leke hostel ki taraf paidal hi nikal pada, dopahar ke 1.30 baje aasmaan kaale kaale badalon se ghira hua tha, mausam kaafi suhana tha, yahan maine dhoop bahut kam dekhi thi, aur jab bhi hoti toh woh 18 degree ke taapmaan ki dhoop, usse humein kuch nahin hota.. isliye yahan paidal karna bhi pasand tha, ricky ke rented house se hostel kuch 2 km jaisa door tha, suhane mausam ke chalte tehalta tehalta hostel tak toh pahunch gaya, lekin room pe pahunch ke fir khayal aaya, ke samaan le kaise jaunga.. bada sa back pack leke 2 km tak chalna padega..




"theek hai, waise bhi sala uski liz se chumma chaati hi karega, main dekh ke kya karunga.." sochte sochte maine apna samaan sametna shuru kiya aur ek ek kar bag mein daalta gaya... Kapde, watches, hoodies, baseball caps, football ke kapde, perfume, sprays, cologne.. Sab cheesein ek ek kar yaad karke bag mein daalta raha




"aaj koi girl friend hoti toh yun bag leke sadak pe isse baat nahin kar raha hota.." main hostel se bahar nikla hi tha toh saamne billy ka ek frnd dikhai diya, ab galti se usse puch liya ke woh kyun nahin gaya ab tak ghar, toh saala shuru hi ho gaya aur ab tak bol raha hai.. bas kar bhai.. oh baangdu... main khud se mann mein keh raha tha ke yeh kab bandh hoga




"So when are you going home.." finally usne mujhe bolne ka mauka diya




"Around 10-12 days i guess, 29th the December.." maine use jawaab diya toh woh fir shuru hua ke kaise woh india aana chahta hai lekin uske dost mana kar rahe hain, isliye woh new zealand jaa raha hai ghumne, aur fir wahan se South Africa aur pata nahin kahan kahan..




"Oh, hey wait.." maine use rok ke kaha aur mera bajta hua phone nikal ke dekha toh dad ka phone tha..




"Haash, pehli baar aapne sahi time pe fone kiya dad.." maine phone utha ke kaha




"kyun kya hua.." dad ne seedhi awaaz mein pucha




"ek second han dad.. hey, uh, i have a call, so is it fine if we can catch later.." maine saamne khade matt se kaha




"Oh yeah, sure.. Tc buddy.." kehke woh wahan se nikal gaya




"Phewww.. bataiye dad, arey woh ek banda tha, bahut bol raha tha, thanks aapne phone kiya, isi bahane woh chup toh hua.. bataiye, aapne kaise phone kiya" maine apna back pack uthaya aur pehen ke ricky ke rented house ki taraf nikla




"haan dad, aa raha hun.. u also remember your promise han.. wahin rehne ki baat nahin karna, i need some more time please.. i promise main fir kab wapas aaunga toh aap logon se door kahin nahin jaunga.." maine dad ka sawaal sun jawaab diya




"haan bhai, promise.. hum nahin kahenge, but haan, tumhe wapas chhodne wahan tak zaroor aayenge, isi bahane hum bhi london dekh lenge.. kya kehte ho, ghumaoge na london.." dad ne mazaak mein kaha




"of course dad.. aur yahan pe mera ek indian friend bhi hai, in fact main usi ke sath aa raha hun wapas, Ricky.. uhhh, uski surname hamesha bhul jata hun.. Ricky... Ricky Raichand.. yess.. hum saath hi aa rahe hain, toh usko bhi le lenge sath, seems to be a big shot, khud ka rented villa, 3-3 convertible gaadiyan aur bikes, aisa lag hi nahin raha ke woh yahan padhne aaya hai.."




"tumhe chahiye gaadi udhar, kal dilwa sakta hun bolo," mere dad ne fir wohi baat ki




"arey nai dad, just share kar raha hun aapke sath, aur haan, hostel almost khali ho chuka hai, sab students apne apne ghar nikal gaye hain, toh main filhaal ricky ke sath hi reh raha hun, akele mein mazaa nai aayega isliye.."




"Ok son.. have fun, aur christmas pics zarur bhejna, tum yahan aa jao fir hum sath mein ghumne ka plan karenge.."




"yep dad.." maine dad se kaha toh fir kisi ka call waiting mein tha




"dad i will call u back, " kehke dad ka phone cut kiya aur ritu ka phone answer kiya




"hello amee.. kaise ho aap.." is baar woh mujhse puchti usse pehle maine puch liya yeh sawaal




"tumhe akira kya mil gayi, apni amee ko bhul hi gaye han.." ritu ne ek mazaak wale tone mein kaha




"arey abhi kahan mili, abhi diary ka hi sahara hai.. aur aapko kyun bhulunga, yeh toh dad se baat kar raha tha. Acha suniye, main 29th ko wahan aa raha hun, aur shayad mum dad bhi fir ghumne aayenge, toh aap free rehna, aapko bhi hamare sath yahan aana padega, aake dekh toh lo ladka padhai bhi kar raha hai ke nahin.." maine masti masti mein keh toh diya, lekin fir ehsaas hua ke agar sahi mein yeh log yahan aake dekh lenge ke main kya kar raha hun, aur kya nahin.. fir toh vaat hi lagegi




"arey, tum bulao aur hum na aayein.. rahi baat padhai ki, bache, maa hun teri, achi tarah se jaanti hun ke tu exams bhi nahin de raha.. lekin hum aayenge zaroor, isi bahane ghum bhi lenge, aur tum akira se bhi milwa lena, use puch lo, kya woh london aa payegi, ya hum hi austria pahunche usse milne.." ritu aur meri baatein chalti rahi, chalte chalte main ricky ke ghar tak bhi pahunch gaya, time dekha toh 2 ghante ho chuke the mujhe uske ghar se nikle, toh shayad liz chali gayi hogi




"kya aap bhi amee.. chalo, koi naa.. aapko jo kharcha karna hai karo, lekin tickets toh meri taraf se.. yaani ki dad ki taraf se hi.. fir aagey ka aap khud dekh lo if this makes u happy.. chalo, ab main pahunch gaya hun, fir phone karta hun.. yes, byee.." maine ritu se kaha.. Maine main gate khola toh dekha ek dum shanti thi ghar ke aas paas, sirf kuch pakshiyon ki hi awaazein aa rahi thi, waise maid rehti hai toh woh kahin na kahin dikh hi jaati hai, lekin abhi woh bhi nahin dikh rahi thi.. main gate lock kar main thoda aagey badha aur ghar ke darwaze ke knob ko ghumaya soch ke shayad locked hoga, lekin woh unlocked tha.. ghar ka darwaza jaise khula, us hisaab se toh mujhe kaafi darr laga, itna bada ghar, woh bhi saala khali, uske garage mein toh teen gaadiyan khadi thi, matlab woh kahin bahar nahin gaya tha, lekin uske rehte ghar mein itni shanti, baat kuch samajh nahin aayi.. maine ghar k darwaze ko lock kiya aur aas paas dekha toh maid kahin nahin dikhi, naa kitchen mein, naa hi uske room mein, aur naa hi hall mein.. hall mein toh..




"Oh ho.." maine khud se dheere se kaha aur jo seediyan upar jaa rahi thi wahan gaya.. Pehli seedhi pe ek ladki ka tank top pada hua tha




"hmmm.. nice.." maine us top ko uthaya aur use smell kiya toh ek bahut his strong perfume ki khushbu aayi




"lagta hai uski liz upar hi hai.." maine khud se dheere se kaha aur wapas bahar jaane ke liye palta, lekin fir socha




"agar kuch kar hi raha hai, toh dekh lete hain. dekhne mein kya problem hai, waise bhi mera toh aaj tak koi sexual encounter nahin hua, iska dekh lete hain, porn dekho ya yeh, kya farak padega.. Aur liz achi hui toh kuch kar lenge.." maine fir khud se kaha aur wapas dheere dheere kar ke seedhiyan upar chadhne laga.. Jaise hi aakhri seedhi pe pahuncha toh wahan ek bra padi hui thi




"36 D ... woowww, itne bade.." maine us bra ki size dekh kaha




"saala kapde faad kyun raha hai, paid call girl hi hai, toh aaram se karke maze le ne, yeh zabardasti kapde faad rakhe hain saale ne seediyon pe.. kya viagra leke bethta hai jo room tak pahunchne ka bhi control nahin hua.." maine fir wohi bra wahin rakhi aur tip toe kar ke uske room ke paas pahuncha..




"khol ke dekhun, nahin.. agar khula bhi aur usne dekh liya toh fir saala hazaar explanation dene padenge.. aise hi kaan laga ke sunta hun.. haan yeh sahi hai.." maine khud se kaha aur apna kaan darwaze pe rakh ke sunne laga andar kya chal raha hai..




"ohhh lizzz babyyy.... yeeeahhhh... suck my cock ahaahhaa.."




"yeahahah u like mee hhihii.... ummmm ahahaa, your cock is so nicee ahahahaaa ummmmmm..."




"ohhh yessss..... ur the finest of all ahahahaha... ummmmmm suck it hard baby aahahhaaa...... uffff.f.. fuck ahahahahaaa... ur so good at it... come here , give me those lips and massage my balls aahaahahaa... ummmmmmmmm yuuummmyyy ahahahahaa, u have nice titties ahahahaaa... ohhhh ahahhaa.... these are ummmm ssuckkkkkkk ssllurrpppp ahahahaaa.. best in the world... ahahahaaa...."




"ohhhh ahahaha yeeahah.... suck them hardddd ahahahaa... ummmm ahahahhaaa... ur so good at ahahaaaa.... yesssss ahahaa fuck me with those fingersss ahahahaa...."




"ahahahhaa... ur already wet ahahahaaa.... u like it haann ahahhaaa u like it bitch aahaah.."





"bas kar benchod.. humko sala kuch naseeb nahin ho raha, aur yeh ghar bhula ke thok raha hai.. tabhi saala idhar akela rehta hai.. liz, ek baar shakal dekh lun, main bhi paise dunga.. haan, yeh sahi hai, " maine fir andar socha aur wapas unki baatein sunne laga




"give me that ass baby... aahahah woooow... look at it mother fucker... u like itt... chattaakkk... u like it haann .. chataakakk...."




"ohhh yeessss.. i like it.... spank me more aaaahhhh those masculine hands ahahahaaa.. yesssss ahahah.... please fuck me now.."




"aahhhhhh ohhh my... lemme fuck u in that ass u bitch.."




"jaldi kar saale, jo bhi karna hai.. mujhse bhi control nahin hoga ab saala.." maine fir andar socha aur apni jean se apne lund ko ghisne laga




"ohhhhh noooooo ahahahahahaa yesss..... sloowwlllyyyyy..."




"why slowly bitch... u take 1000 pounds for slow, keep silent bitch.. take this deep..."




"ahahahaha nooooo..... nooooooo please take outttt ahhhhhh oohhh nnooooo....."




"aahahhhhh... ur so tight ahahhaaa... stop crying bitch ahahaa.... lemme fuck my sis now.... ohhhh ahahaha sheeenaaaaaa hhhhhahhhhh..."

[jay]

Ricky ke muh se jaise hi yeh lafz sune, mujhe chakkar se aane lagey.. yakeen nahin hua ke mere kaano ne wahi suna kya, lekin fir andar kaan laga ke suna toh usne sheena hi kaha tha




"Chee saala.." maine fir khud se kaha aur wahan se neeche chala aaya




"Saala randi ghar pe bulata hai, aur apni behen ke naam se usko aisa karta hai.. upar se apni behen ki tasveerein.. chutiya kahin ka, vahiyat aadmi.. hat saala, kya karegi bechare ki behen jab use yeh sab pata lagega, par yeh saala pata hi nahin lagne dega.. waise itna paise vala hai toh behen bhi smart hi hogi, koi aise hi jhalli toh nahin hogi jo isko woh sab karne de jo yeh chahta hai.." yeh sab sochte sochte main neeche aake sofa pe beth gaya aur phone pe game khelne laga, lekin baar baar ricky aur uski behen ke liye uske vichaar, yeh khayal nikal hi nahin raha tha




"hat saala, ganda aadmi.." maine fir khud se kaha aur phone bandh kar aise hi beth gaya aur kuch magazines dekhne laga




"inme bhi kuch nahin hai.." maine magazine bandh kar wapas rakhi toh dekha uspar ek diary padi thi.. Diary kaafi sundar thi, glittery gold ka cover aur uski likhavat bhi glittery ink se thi




"Nice.. Aisi ek dad ke liye le leta hun, unko office mein kaam aayegi.." maine diary uthai aur open karke andar dekhne laga




"To the most lovable person in the World.. My Brother.... From Sheena.." Diary ke pehle page pe likha tha




"Kitni achi behen hai, kitna sahi gift diya hai, such beautiful writing as well, upar se yeh saala, leechad kahin ka.. bhagwan bhi behne aison ko deta hai, saala humein akela chhod dia.. Paisa, gaadiyan behne sab isko.. Aur humein, kuch bhi nahin..wah sahi hai" maine diary ke dusre panne ko dekh khud se kaha




"Nice.." maine dusra panna dekha toh dekhta hi reh gaya, andar kaafi saare morning thoughts likhe the, good night messages, shayari aur bhi kaafi choti choti poems..




"mast hai yaar.." main kareeb 15 min tak woh sab padhta raha aur ek ek kar panne palatne laga..




"three to do things with my brother in my life.." maine kuch panne palte toh ek page ke upar yeh likha tha




"this is interesting.. dekhein kya hai.." maine khud se kaha aur uski teen cheesein padhne laga




"kitni choti choti cheesein hain, sahi kehte hain log, khushiyan choti cheeson mein hi hoti hain.." maine uski diary bandh ki aur socha bahar jaata hun, kahin saala dekh lega toh shak karega.." maine apna back pack uthaya aur fir sab cheesein apni apni jagah pe rakh ke chupke se bahar nikal gaya




"Ab saala kahan jaun.." main bahar aake sochne laga, time shaam ke 4 hue the isliye mostly har jagah khaali hogi.. Main abhi soch hi raha tha ke itne mein gate khulne ki awaaz aayi




"It was nice.. yess... " maine ricky ki awaaz suni toh uski taraf muda toh woh bhi mujhe dekh ke pehle toh ghabra gaya, lekin fir khud ko sambhaala




"Arey, tu kab aaya.. Liz, he is my college friend.. Sunny, Sunny, Elizabeth.."




"Hi..." maine usse bas itna hi kaha aur apni nazrein fer li




"Ok liz, i will call you back.. Bye, tc..." Ricky ne use gale lagaya aur use ravana karke hum dono andar aa gaye..




"Yeh bhai, teri friend ka idhar hi reh gaya hai.." hum jab andar aaye toh seediyon pe padi uski bra dikhayi maine




"Oh.. " ricky ne bas itna hi kaha aur upar jaake use utha liya, maine dekha woh zara bhi nahin chaunka is cheez se




"toh yeh kitne ki thi, i mean her charges.." maine seedha point pe aake pucha jise sun ricky bas hasne laga







"Kahan kho gaya bhai..." Ricky ne jab gaadi ki break maari toh main dopahar ke khayalon se bahar aaya




"bas kahin nahin, ghar aa gaya.." maine usse kaha aur gaadi se neeche utar ke andar chala gaya




"Bhai, tu baith, main zara bahar se hoke aata hun.. tujhe kuch chahiye.." usne fir bahar jaate pucha




"haan, teen beer lana, aur khane ke liye kuch uske sath.. bas usse zyada nai.." maine use jawaab diya toh woh darwaza patak ke bahar chala gaya




"Dekhun kya.." maine khud se sawaal kiya




"Chalo dekh hi leta hun.." maine fir khud ko jawaab diya aur dopahar wali Sheena ki diary utha ke use padhne laga

You've always been here for me,
But now you are about to leave.
I know we fuss and fight,
But I love you with all my might.

You are my big brother,
And there is no other.
No one can take your place,
And when you leave, there will be this big empty space.

We've never been really close,
But at least you have not always lived across the coast.
Because some big brothers do,
I'm really grateful for all the years I've lived with you.

I remember when I was small,
And I would always fall.
You were always there for me,
And I know you always will be.

You told me not to cry,
That it would be ok.
Even if I thought you lied,
It was like my big brother saved the day.

You've made me laugh, you've made me cry,
You've even helped me hide some lies.
I love you is something I don't tell you enough,
But I want you to know
When you leave it will be really tough.

I know you have to move out,
And start a life of your own.
But promise me without a doubt,
You will never forget me back home.





"Kamaal hai yaar.." maine khud se kaha jab sheena ki diary padhe mujhe almost ek ghanta ho chuka tha, maine is page ki date dekhi toh yeh tab ki hai jab shayad ricky yahan aaya tha, mujhe ache se yaad hai main yahan march mein aaya tha aur woh shayad may mein.. Aur yeh page pe date thi 30 June




"haan, shayad jab iski behen ko pata laga hoga ke bhai jaa raha hai london, toh yeh diary gift di hogi.. Iski peom padh ke lagta hai iski behen kitni innocent hogi, aur yeh.. saala, value hi nahin hai.." yeh padh ke mujhse zyada padha nahin gaya, itna pyaar behen ki taraf se dekh mujhe acha toh kaafi laga lekin fir jab iski kartutein meri aankhon ke saamne aati toh utni hi daya iski behen pe aati




"bechaari ko job pata chalega, toh kya haalat hogi uski.." maine diary fir wahin rakh di sab magazines ke neeche aur ricky ka intezaar karne laga





"Kya aisi koi diary di thi tune bhaiya ko.." Jyoti ne diary beech mein bandh kari aur sheena se aankhon mein aankhein daal pucha....




"Is diary ki koi bhi baat juthi nahin ho sakti.." Sheena ne apna sar pakad kaha aur bed pe peeche ki or jhuk ke beth gayi.. Sheena ke chehre pe ek nirasha saaf jhalak rahi thi.. Hamesha ujala felata sheena ka chehra aaj ek dum feeka pad gaya tha, aankhon ke neeche kaale dhabbe bhadne lage the, pichle kitne ghanto se ro rahi thi woh ab khud bhi bhul chuki thi, woh rona bhi chahti toh nahin kar sakti, uske aansu bhi sukh chuke the ab.. Lekin in sab mein jyoti use kaafi himmat dene ki koshish kar rahi thi aur khud ko bhi sambhaale hui thi.. Ricky uska bhi bhai tha, dukh use bhi tha is baat ka ke ricky ki aad mein koi aur reh raha tha, lekin sheena ki dukh usse kahin zyada upar tha




"Sirf yeh baat sach hai does not mean ke har baat sach ho sakti hai.. main yakeen se keh sakti hun ke baaki kaafi kuch jhuth hai.." jyoti ne fir apni baat rakhi.. Is baar uski baat khatam hote hi ek khamoshi chaai rahi.. sheena ke kamre ki balcony ka darwaza khula tha, hamesha samandar ki lehron ki awaazein jo kisi meethe sangeet ki tarah prateet hoti, aaj wohi awaazein uske toote hue dil ko ghayal kar rahi thi, pathar se har takrati hui samandar ki lahar jaise uske dil ko chhali kar rahi thi, lekin abhi use kaafi kuch aur janna tha, ricky ke baare mein, sunny ke baare mein




"tu sun rahi hai na.. main yeh.." abhi jyoti ne kehna shuru hi kiya ke fir uske phone pe sunny ka phone aaya




"meri koi bhi baat jhuthi nahin hai, yakeen nahin hai toh diary ke cover ke peeche wale side mein ek envelope rakha hai, usme woh photos hain jinka zikr maine kuch der pehle kiya tha, use dekh samajh jaogi ke main kitna sacha hun.. Aur photos pe development ki date bhi hai, shayad tab tumhe yakeen ho ke yeh koi conspiracy nahin hai.." Jyoti ne jaise hi phone receive kiya, uske kuch bolne se pehle sunny ne apni baat kahi aur uske kuch bolne se pehle hi phone cut kar diya.. Jab tak woh diary ke end mein jaati tab tak fir phone baj utha




"helllloooooo..." jyoti ne chilla ke kaha




"Chillao mat, kitni der se diary padh rahi ho, apni behen ko juice pilao, baaki thoda time tum dhyan rakho, fir uske paas main rahunga hamesha ke liye, uska dhyan rakhne ke liye" Sunny ne fir aagey kuch sune bina phone cut kar diya.. Jyoti ne diary ko paas wali table pe rakha aur sheena ko dekha toh bed pe teka deke sheena ki palkein bhaari hone lagi thi.. Jyoti jaldi se kitchen ki taraf badhi aur 5 minute mein sheena ke liye juice ka glass le aayi




"Sheena..." jyoti ne sheena ke baalon ko sehlaake use jagaya toh sheena bhi jaise ek jhatke ke sath uth gayi




"Relax.. main hi hun, yeh tere liye hai.." Jyoti ne sheena ko juice pakda ke kaha, toh bhuje hue mann se sheena ne glass thaama aur dheere dheere kar use kuch sochte sochte peene lagi.. jab tak sheena juice peeti, tab tak jyoti kuch kadam peeche hati aur sheena se chup ke diary ke aakhri panne pe gayi aur cover ke andar kuch touch karke mehsus karne lagi.. Jab use laga andar kuch hai toh halke se use bahar kheencha toh dekha woh photos hi the jinka zikr diary ke andar kiya gaya tha.. Pure bahar nikal ke woh nahin dekh sakti thi isliye woh dates nahin dekh saki




"yeh toh wohi.." khud se kehte kehte jyoti ruk gayi aur fir sheena ko dekhne lagi jo abhi bhi khali juice ka glass haath mein pakde kisi soch mein gumsum bethi thi




"Sheenaaa.." jyoti ne thoda zor deke kaha toh sheena hosh mein aayi aur gardan ko naa mein hila ke side table pe glass rakh diya




"aagey dekhte hain.." sheena ne khud ke chehre pe haath ghuma ke kaha aur seedhi hoke beth gayi




"tu sure hai.." jyoti ne fir wohi sawaal pucha aur uske paas aane lagi




"isse zyada sure mein aaj tak kabhi nahin hui.." Sheena ne ek sthir awaaz mein kaha aur jyoti ke hath se diary leke aagey padhne lagi

[jay]

Ricky ka intezaar karte karte kab aankh lag gayi pata hi nahin chala.. Waise toh agar main kuch cheez mein busy rehta hun toh neend nahin aati, main pure 3 din aur 3 raat tak ek sath jaag sakta hun, lekin yeh akele ghar mein jahan pe kuch interesting nahin hai wahan kya karta, pehle socha novel padhun, lekin fir woh idea drop kar ke ricky ko call karne ka socha, saala gaya kahan aakhir




"dekho call karke... kahan gaya.." maine khud se kaha aur ricky ko phone milaya, kuch rings bajne pe bhi jab phone nahin uthaya toh cut kar ke fir sochne laga kya karun..




"Ritu se baat ho gayi... Mom dad se kar li.. Billy.. abhi toh wahan early morning hogi, so raha hoga.." main phone book mein contacts dekh raha tha toh samajh hi nahin aaya kisse phone pe baat karun




"Akira..." uske contact pe jab scroll ruka toh socha isko phone karun ke nahin




"isko phone karun, par karke kya baat karun.." main sochne laga




"haan, kal usse milne ka kaha tha, ab tak nahin bataya usne.." maine khud se kaha aur usko call kar diya




"pick up the phone baby..pick up the phone..." uski ring bajte bajte becheni si badhne lagi




"hello.." style se jab usne phone utha ke kaha toh dil ko uski awaaz sun ek sukoon sa mila




"ab kuch bologe bhi ya bas lambi lambi saansein lete rahoge.." jab usne haske yeh kaha toh mujhe reealise hua kuch bolne ke badle main sirf saansein hi le raha tha phone pe




"Nai nai.. uh, sorry.. woh maine toh isliye phone kiya tha, kal shayad milne ki details dene wali thi.." maine atak atak ke kaha




"mujhe laga tha ke at least abhi toh atkoge nahin baat kar ke.." usne meri hichkichahat dekh jawaab diya




"naa, nothing like that.. just that.." kehte kehte main ruk gaya




"just what.." usne pyaar se pucha




"nothing.. main tumse milna chahta hun, toh please details jaldi bhejo, main tumse kuch bolna chahta hun.. shayad aisa kuch, jise sun hum fir kabhi naa milein.." maine bade dukh se kaha




"main bhi tumse kuch kehna chahti hun, in fact, kaafi kuch, jise sun, mujhe yakeen hai ke tum mujhse kabhi nahin miloge.." uski awaaz mein ek nirasha saaf saaf thi lekin woh fir bhi use dhakne ki koshish kar rahi thi




"aisa kya kehna hai.. aur chaahe jo bhi baat ho, agar hamare milne ka faisla mujhe lena padega, toh woh faisla kabhi naa pe khatam nahin hoga.. itna toh mujhe yakeen hai.." maine kuch soche bina kaha, woh kya kahegi ya aisi kaunsi baat ho sakti hai, woh sab chhod diya aur apne dil ki baat kahi




"itna yakeen.. mujh pe ?" usne ek sawaal pucha




"khud pe.." kehke main ruk gaya aur fir apni baat jaari rakhi




"aisa nahin hoga, aisa kabhi nahin hoga.. ke hum sirf is wajah se naa mil paayein kyun ki main naa bolunga.." maine dabe lafzo mein jo baat kahi nahin janta tha woh usne samjhi hogi ke nahin, lekin pehli baar kuch kehte waqt darr nahin laga




"kabhi aazmaayish ka waqt aaya aur tum peeche hate toh.."




"peeche nahin hatunga, yeh waada hai.." aagey bhi kuch kehna tha lekin ruk gaya




"Waada.. kiska ?"




"Dost ka.." bhaari dil se maine use jawaab diya




"Sunny jee, mujhe umeed hai ke hum kaise mile the yeh aapko yaad hai aur aap mere baare mein kuch bhi nahin jaante.. bas jaante hain toh sirf naam aur phone number.. Uske alawa kuch nahin.. Fir bhi itna aitbar ke dost bana liya.." uski baatein thi toh sahi lekin ab mere bas mein kuch nahin tha




"ab aap details sms kijiye, milke sab baatein karenge.. fir aazmaayish bhi kar lena.." main uske shabdon se darne laga tha, isliye filhaal yeh baat ko jaane diya




"Ok, 10 min mein.. lekin woh padh ke zara bhi chaunkna nahin.. aur naa hi kisi ko batana ok, aapki amee ko bhi nahin, main unhe sab khud bataungi.. aur ab direct milke baat karenge, no phones.." itna kehke usne phone cut kar diya




"SMS padh ke kaun chaunkta hai, aur amee ki baat.." amee ka naam sun yaad aaya toh maine fir unhe hi call kar diya, bhale wahan raat ke 1.30 baje the, lekin woh hamesha call answer karte the isliye zyada bina kuch soche unhe call kar diya




"Hello amee.." maine unki awaaz sune bina kaha




"amee nahin, main bol raha hun." baba ne apni kadak awaaz mein kaha




"Oh.. aap ho, soye nahin.. Aur amee kya kar rahi hai.."




"main so jaun aur amee jaagti rahe, neend mein hai ya azaak kar raha hai.." baba ne fir gusse mein kaha




"Aur kitne din se mujhe phone nahin kiya, yaad rakh, main chahun toh ritu ko bol ke usse bhi baat bandh karwa sakta hun teri.." baba ne halki si dhamki di, jo woh hamesha dete the




"Arey haan, janta hun.. Ab aapne phone utha liya hai toh kya karun.. aap ek baat batao, aapne amee ko kab propose kiya tha, i mean.. kaise haalat mein, aur kitne time baad aapki pehli mulaqat se leke.." maine sabs awaal ek sath puch liye




"Itni raat ko mujhe apni love story sunane mein bilkul mazaa nahin aata.. teri amee se hi puch le.." baba ne jawaab diya aur phone ritu ko de diya




"Arey wah, aap jaag rahe ho.." maine ritu ki awaaz sun kaha




"Jaag hi rahe hain, abhi ek daawat se aaye, tum batao.. itni raat ko, koi problem hai kya"




"Nahin, problem nahin.. ek advise chahiye thi.." maine dheere se kaha




"Ruk, mujhe inse door jaane de.." Ritu ne kaha aur thodi door jaake kaha




"haan bata ab.. kya hua, akira ki baat hai.." ritu ne haske pucha




"usi ki baat hai, main soch raha hun, matlab.. maine usse milne ko kaha hai, toh jab hum milenge main usse kehna chahta hun ke.. matlab, main sure nahin hun ke woh kya kahegi, but main usse kahunga ke..matlab abhi milne ka jawaab nahin diya hai usne, usne kaha woh sms karke jagah batayegi.. toh main soch raha hun usse milke kahunga..." main iske aagey badh hi nahin paa raha tha, zabaan baar baar wahin aake ruk rahi thi jise ritu samajh gayi




"jab mujhe hi nahin keh paa rahe ho, toh use kaise propose karoge.." ritu ne fir has ke kaha




"matlab aap samajh gayi na main kya kehna chahta hun.." maine ek lambi saans chhod kaha




"haan bache main samajh gayi, par uske saamne aise baat karega.. mujhe samajh nahin aata humse toh normally baat karta hai, fir ladkiyon ke aagey kyun aisa ho jaata hai.. ok, i am sorry, ladkiyon ke aagey nahin, sirf unke aagey jo tujhe bahut ache lagte hain.." ritu ne fir dheere se kaha




"nahin woh toh main bol dunga, i mean maine kuch socha hai.. but kya propose karna theek rahega.." maine finally apna sawaal pucha




"haan isme kya galat, kyun, tujhe kyun sahi nahin lag raha.."




"pata nahin, isn't it weird, hum kaise mile, fir 6 mahine baad usse austria milne jana, and suddenly ab propose.. kya woh mujhe chhipak nahin samjhegi.." maine fir apna sawaal dohraya, aur ritu kuch jawaab deti usse pehle gate se ricky aata dikha




"chalo amee, baad mein baat karte hain.." maine ritu se kaha aur phone cut kar diya




"yeh le teri beers.. 3 din ka stock laya hun, aur phone kyun kar raha tha.. kuch hua kya" Ricky ne andar aake kaha




"Nahin yaar, main bas akela bore ho raha tha isliye phone kiya.. hey sun na, yeh diary pe meri nazar padi.. this is very beautiful, main soch raha hun dad ko gift karun, toh kahan se lee tune.." maine use sheena ki diary dikha ke kaha




"pata nahin, this is a gift.. aur maine dekhi bhi nahin, time kahan hai, padhai aur fir liz aur un sab ko bhi toh dekhna hai na.." usne aankh maar kaha




"Ok, chal i will search this.."




"koi naa, main mumbai mein tere ghar bhijwa dunga, meri behen ko puchke ke kahan se lee usne.. Chal filhaal ab upar chalte hain, fresh hoke thoda peete hain.. Aur haan, aaj chicken khate hain, kaafi din hue nahin khaye.." usne upar jaate hue kaha toh main fir us diary aur uske andar likhi hui cheeson ke baare mein sochne laga






"nahin, aisa kuch nahin hai. but ab tak koi mili nahin hai toh kya pataun aur kya ragdun yaar.." ricky aur main peete peete baatein kar rahe the ke tabhi meri nazar mere phone pe gayi




"Ruk, phone dekhne de.." maine ricky se kaha aur ek unread sms ki wajah se light blink ho rahi thi

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"Oh shit, main toh bhul hi gaya tha.." maine socha akira ka sms hoga shayad milne ke liye, maine turant sms open kiya toh kisi unknown number se tha.. Jab pura msg padh liya tab mera dimaag kharab hua




"Yahan kaise..." maine itni zor se kaha ke ricky bhi mujhe dekh ek pal ke iye darr gaya


"Waise tere exams kaise rahe .. I mean good, paas hoga ?" Maine ricky se pucha jab hum finally apne apne ghar jaa rahe the... Christmas aur boxing day ki kaafee saari shopping ke baad bhi mere paas 10000 pounds bache the jisme se 2000 pound ricky ke jo usne tickets mein pay kiye the.. 8000 pounds, ghar jaake toh kharch nahin hoga kuch bhi, 8000 thode kam hain, par fir dhyan aaya ke India Australia test series mein billy ne Australia pe lagaya hai, aur pehli test India jeet bhi gayi thi.. Toh wahan se kuch aa jayega toh aur time nikal jayega..




"Nahin.." Ricky ke muh se sirf yeh shabd suna toh hosh mein aaya ke woh mere sawaal ka jawaab de chuka hai..




"Kya kaha tune.. Sorry, woh main kuch soch raha tha.." hum log swiss air ki personal lounge mein bethe the, business class se safar karne ka yeh bhi ek fayda hai, ke agar flight late ho toh shanti se lounge mein bethiye aur drinks peete rahiye..




"Janta hun, maine kaha exams toh ache gaye, pass toh aaram se ho jaunga, pass kya, bahut ache percentage bhi aayenge.." Ricky ne apni scotch sip kar kaha




"yaar, ek baat bata.. please don't mind han.. Tu itna intelligent hai padhai mein, toh kisi dusri university mein kyun nahin gaya.. I mean, idhar toh kaafi farzi students hain, upar se is university ka koi recognition bhi nahin hai.. toh fir yahan kyun aaya tu, kaafi dusri universities bhi hain..." maine mera beer ka glass leke kaha




"hmmm..." ricky ne bas itna hi kaha aur fir apna scotch ka sip lene laga.. Jab tak woh nahin bola, tab tak main use hi dekhta raha jawaab ke intezaar mein




"OK.. dekhna bandh kar, jawaab kya dun yaar.. dekh maine pehle hi kaha ke main india mein rehke toh ache se zindagi nahin jee paata, upar se mere bade bhai bhi hain, toh hamesha unki nazar mujh pe rehti hai, pata nai kyun, isliye ghar pe main ek dum subtle aur classy banke rehta hun, ek dum khamosh, naa kisi se baat karo aur naa kisi ki suno.. Uspar fir padhai karne yahan aaun toh thodi freedom bhi chahiye yaar.. Aur yahan ka haal toh tu janta hai, kaun padhta hai kaun nahin kise farak padta hai, isliye yahan 60 percent ki mehnat karo, aur baaki ke 20 percent thoda haath per maarke mil jayege, bas , 80 marks se zyada kise chahiye.." Ricky ne aankh maar kaha




"20 percent haath per matlab.." mujhe samajh nahin aaya toh maine fir usse pucha




"matlab, dekh, yahan ke jo faculties hain, woh yaan toh purane saal ka paper nikalte hain yaa toh class mein almost pura paper de hi dete hain, isliye main mauj masti ke chalte sirf 60 jitne effort deta hun, baaki ka 20 purane papers aur class ke lecture mein diye gaye imp questions dete hain.. Simple." Ricky ne samjhaate hue kaha




"Oh, aisa.. i thought saala yahan bhi paper leak hota hai.. But theek hai, acha hai, mujhe toh exams ka mood hi nahin hua yaar, but aake dunga, do sem ek sath kar dunga.. 40 ka target achieve kar lunga.." maine apni baat ke sath beer bhi khatam kar di




"But exams skip kyun kiye the, ab tak mujhe yeh samajh nahin aaya ke tum ko class se suspend kyun kiya tha aur maine dekha tha, shayad billy ne exam diya tha, fir tune kyun nahin diya.." Ricky ne fir apne liye dusra scotch ka peg liya




"Yaar, woh samar ki wajah se panga hua tha.." maine usse kaha aur use saari baat bata di hamare jhagde wali par exam ke waqt Austria gaya tha woh nahin bataya




"Yeh saale body builder log aise hi hote hain, dimaag se kam aur shareer se zyada sochte hain.. pehli mulaqat mein mujhe woh banda theek nahin laga, ho sake toh tu bhi usse door reh.. Billy sahi banda hai, uske sath hi reh aur main toh hun hi.." ricky ne apne peg ko bottoms up kar diya kyun ki tab tak hamari flight ki announcement ho chuki thi.. Main jab mumbai se yahan aaya tha toh safar kaafi boring lag raha tha, in house entertainemnt games and movies woh sab toh tha hi, lekin fir bhi akele mein kaafi bore lag raha tha, lekin abhi jaate waqt baat hi alag thi, ricky aur meri kaafi achi bonding ban gayi thi pichle 10 dino mein, hamari baatein college se leke ghar, fir scotch se leke beers aur ladkiyon tak seemit nahin thi, hum kuch bhi baatein karte the..




"Waise tujhe airport lene kaun aayega.." maine ricky se pucha jab hum mumbai ke kareeb the




"Sheena hi aayegi lene, uske alawa mom dad thode se busy rehte hain.. Tu bhi chalna mere sath, i will drop you.. Aur meri sis se bhi mil lena." Uske is prastaav se toh kaafi khushi hui, main jiski handwriting aur thoughts padh ke impress hua use bhi dekh lunga par fir rehne diya, itne lambe safar se hum nikalne wale the toh pata nahin huliya kaisa lagega, kisi ladki se milun toh kam se kam fresh toh lagun




"Nahin bhai, thank you.. par mujhe lene 4 log kab ka wait kar rahe honge.. tumhari sister ko Hi kehna mera, main fir kabhi mil lunga.. Waise bhi mumbai mein hi hain , toh kabhi na kabhi toh mil hi lenge.." maine ricky ko jawaab diya aur khidki se bahar dekhne laga... Itne dino baad ghar jaane ki excitment kaafi alag thi, pata nahin mom dad kaise react karenge, main unhe kaise face karunga, aur fir woh sab baatein na nikle toh acha hai, par jo sunny yahan se gaya tha aur jo sunny wapas lauta hai usme kuch toh badlaav hai, isliye woh baatein bhi karenge kuch purani toh ghuma dunga..




"haan, yeh sahi rahega.." maine khud se kaha aur fir mobile mein game khelne laga





"Sunnyyy... Sunnyyyyy.." Flight land hui, security clearance aur baggage collect karke jaise hi ricky aur main bahar nikle toh mom dad ke sath ritu aur baba bhi aaye the..




"Mom dad..." main thoda sa tez chal ke unke paas gaya aur unse gale lag ke fir ritu aur baba se mila




"Oyee.. idhar aa..." maine ricky ko apne paas bulaya jab woh door se hi mujhe dekh raha tha




"hello.. namaste.." Ricky chaaron se mila




"Yeh ricky hai, and ricky.. this is my family.." maine ricky ko sabse milwaya




"Ab saari baatein yahin khade rehke karni hain kya.. Chalein ghar pe.." Baba ne apni kadak awaaz se kaha aur fir has diya




"haan chalo.., arey, but teri sis nahin aayi.. tu hamare sath chal, we will drop you.." maine ricky se kaha




"U go ahead bhai, she is on the way.. Wapas bhejna sahi nahin lagega.. And sure main aap se wapas milunga.. idhar hi hain filhaal toh, so relax.. U go ahead and enjoy.." Ricky ne jab mana kiya toh usse alvida kehke hum wahan se nikal gaye




"Abhi sabse pehle tumhara fav khana khane chalte hain aur wahin pe baatein karenge.." Mom aur ritu ne ek sath kaha toh maine bhi bas haske haan bol diya




"hahahahhaaa... sahi kaha " dad aur baba hasne lage baba ki baat sun ke.. Airport se hum seedha baba ke ghar aaye the jahan pe ritu ne mere liye special wohi kebabs banaye the jo mujhe kaafi pasand aate the




"yeh pehla banda hai jo videsh se hoke aaya aur maa ko kehne ka mauka nahin diya.. kitna dubla ho gaya hai re tu... hahahaa" papa ne fir wohi baat dohrayi aur fir dono hasne lage




"ab aap chup bhi kariye, bache ko khane toh dijiye.." Ritu ne baba se kaha toh dono chup ho gaye aur fir dher saari baatein karne lage, har sawaal ka jawaab dene mein mazaa aa raha tha siwaaye padhai ke




"Waise tumne subject kaunsa choose kiya hai.. i mean major and minor both.." dad ke is sawaal ne stump kar diya mujhe.. Finance hi toh tha maine socha, fir yeh major minor ka chakkar kahan se aaya




"Finance major dad.. Abhi minor toh do sem ke baad select karenge.." maine fir kebab khate waqt jawaab diya aur fir khana khake sab ke liye gifts liye the woh dikhane laga.. Baba aur dad ke liye toh scotch ki bottles kaafi thi, lekin ritu aur mom ke liye jo bhi cheesein lee woh sab same thi, koi difference nai..




"Beta yeh sab kyun kharcha kiya.." ritu ne gift dekh ke kaha




"Sunny, wahan karte kya ho, i mean yeh paisa.." Dad ne gifts dekh kaha




"Aur yeh Sunny hua clean boldd...." maine mann mein socha




"Dad, actually hum indians ke liye wahan ek alag community teams hi hain, toh hum padhai ke sath job bhi karte hain, and job matlab woh petrol pump ya pizza shop pe nai.. Juniors hain hum investment bank mein, toh wahin se stipend milta hai.. Aur jo bhi stipend milta hai woh save hi kiya, khana aur rehna toh hostel se hai.. And yeh sab boxing day ke discounts mein liya hai, toh good deal mein mila yeh sab.." mere is jawaab pe maine dekha toh baba ke chehre pe dabbi hui hansi thi aur ritu use kohni maar chup karwa rahi thi




"theek hai.. ab chalein, raat hone aa gayi.." dad ne kaha toh mom ne bhi haami bhari




"Abhi itni jaldi, abhi thodi der ruk jaate sir.. Pata nahin fir ab yeh kab aayega idhar.." baba ne mujhe dekh kaha




"Ghar se nikal rahe hain kya, abhi jaunga tabhi toh subah ko aaunga na.. Waise bhi aapse baatein nahin karni, amee se karni hain.." maine ritu se gale lag ke kaha toh ritu kaafi khush hui.. Wahan se nikal ke hum ghar pahunche toh mom dad kaafi khush the, lekin un dono mein se purani baat kisi ne nahin nikali.. Yeh sahi hai, koi purani baat nahin ki, nahin toh main kya jawaab deta, theek hai us waqt mujhe aisa laga ke mom dad ko meri parwah nahin hai aur maine shayad.. shayad jaldbaazi mein yeh faisla liya, lekin yeh mera faisla hi tha is badlaav ke peeche, dad toh kabhi ghar ke liye time nahin nikalte, aaj mere sath pura din the, koi call nahi, koi office mein zaruri kaam nahin and ghar pe aaram se beth mom aur mere sath baatein kar rahe the

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"Sunny... U ok ?" Dad ne mujhe yun kuch sochte dekha toh mere paas aake beth gaye




"Of course i am ok dad.. Just.. U know... " kehte kehte main ruk gaya




"Kya hua beta, tum theek ho na, kahin kuch hua toh nahin udhar..." Ek side mom aur ek side dad aake bethe gaye the




"Sab theek hai mom, but meri is harkat se i know aap log bilkul khush nahin hoge, shayad maine jald baazi mein yeh kadam uthaya tha, please aap mujhe maaf kar dijiye.." maine nazrein jhuka ke kaha kyun ki unse aankhein milane mein bhi mujhe sharam aa rahi thi.. Waise yeh guilt toh laazmi tha, par iska matlab yeh nahin ke main apne faisle ko leke pachta raha tha, faisla mera sahi tha par uska tareeka, shayad woh galat tha




"Sunny.. this is fine.. jo beet gayi so baat gayi.. Guzre hue kal ke badle aane wale kal pe focus karo.. Ab main janta hun tum emotional baaton mei humse haar jaoge, isliye mujhe woh nahin karni.." mom ne jawaab diya toh chehre pe hansi bikhar gayi




"Bas, aise hi haste raho ok... And kal dopahar mein ek chhoti si party di hai for you..." mom ne jab kaha toh mere dimaag mein fir se woh pushy ke khayal aane lage




"Don't worry, pushy nahin hogi.." mom ne mujhe yun dekh kaha





"Ok mom.." maine jawaab diya aur fir kuch der unke saath baatein kar ke apne room mein sone aaya.. kaafi time baad apne room ko dekha toh bahut acha laga, purani yaadein taaza ho gayi.. Sab kuch waisa hi tha, maine jhat se apne wardrobe ko check kiya toh mera gaming console bhi wahin tha.. Maine jaldi se use connect kiya aur khelne laga.. Kareeb raat ke 3 baj rahe the, game khelte khelte jab bore hua toh balcony mein jaake khada hoke bahar dekhne laga.. Kuch der wahin akele khada hoke raat ko dekhne laga, ek dum shaanti pasri hui thi, koi awaaz nahin, koi shor nahin.. Main dheere se main room mein gaya aur dad ki gaadi ki chaabi leke marine lines ki taraf nikal gaya.. 15 minute mein ghar se leke main samandar ke kinaare bane patharon pe betha hua tha aur samandar ki awaaz ka mazaa le raha tha.. karne ko kuch tha nahin toh wahin bethe bethe bas aati jaati samandar ki lehron ko dekhta




"Pick up the phone fuck face..." jaise hi ring tone baji maine apne phone receive kiya




"Will u let me sleep billy.." maine phone utha ke kaha




"What the fuck.. U have gone back to sleep.." Billy ne apni cheekhti hui awaaz mein kaha




"What is it, tell me.."




"I have placed a bet of 30000 pounds on Australia Ok.. they r through first match.. So if Aussies win, we are getting 4 times the money ok.."




"Ya.. i will call u back, now let me sleep.."




"ur sleeping by the sea shore fuck face.. Get lost.." Billy ne has ke kaha aur phone cut kar diya..




"kal local number lena padega.." maine phone ko haath mein ghumate hue khud se kaha toh Akira ke SMS ka khayal aaya




"Main probably next week Italy jaungi, toh shayad naa mil paun, agar tum wahan aa sako toh aa jao.. Aur uske baad bhi i will be very busy.. Agar kabhi milna hua toh hum zaroor milenge.. Aur mere paas tumhari amee ki skype ID hai, main unhe bata dungi is baare mein, kyun ki woh meri is majburi ko zaroor samjhengi aur tum unhe bata nahin paoge.. Main jaanti hun tum yeh padh ke khush nahin hoge, par... Hum zaroor milenge.. Yeh ek dost ka vaada hai.."




Wahin bethe bethe maine 4 baar sms padha aur har baar padh ke dil mein wahi dard uthta..




"Why did you do this.." maine sms padh khud se kaha aur sochne laga akira ke baare mein




"Chalo, dekh lenge.." maine apni aankh se tapakte aansu ko saaf kar kaha aur ghar nikal gaya.. Subah ke 4 bajne aaye the isliye road pe ikka dukka gaadiyan dikhne lagi.. Main dheere se ghar pe ghussa toh main room mein dad bethe dikhe




"Dad.." main unhe dekh chaunk gaya




"Sunny, kahan chale gaye the, i was just calling you.." dad ne sofa se uth kaha




"Neend nahin aa rahi thi dad, toh marine lines chala gaya tha.. Chaliye so jaiye.." maine unhe muskura ke kaha aur room ki taraf jaane laga




"Sunny, everything is ok with you.." Dad ne peeche se awaaz di




"Yes dad.. sab theek hai.." maine unhe jawaab diya aur unhe hug kar ke fir room mein chala gaya





"Uske paas meri skype id kaise aayi.." Dusre din subah 11 baje main ritu se milne gaya toh use akira ka sms dikhaya




"Arey woh video call hua na toh usme upar id dikhti hai, toh shayad dekh li hogi.." maine nazrein neechi kar kaha




"Beta niraash kyun hota hai.. tu uska number de, main baat karti hun usse.." Ritu ne mere sar pe haath ghuma ke kaha




"Nahin, ab main use call nahin karunga aur naa hi aap ki baat karwaunga.. Uske bina bhi toh reh hi raha tha na main, pagal tha jo uske peeche gaya, uski jaan bachayi, uski awaaz sunke paagal ho gaya tha main.. par ab nahin.." maine thodi si unchi awaaz mein ritu se kaha toh ghabrahat uske chehre pe bhi dikhne lagi




"Sunnyyy.." Chillata hua baba andar aaya toh ritu ne apne mood ko theek kiya aur maine bhi apne chehre pe juthi hansi laa di




"kya kar rahe ho dono.." Baba ne robdaar awaaz mein kaha




"Kuch nahin, aap batao, humein kyun disturb kiya.." maine unhe fir has ke jawaab diya




"Disturb... yeh meri biwi hai, yeh mera ghar hai.."baba ne ritu ki or ishara kar kaha




"Yeh meri ammi hai.. Aur yeh ghar unka hai.." maine khade hoke kaha




"London jaake bahut baatein seekh gaya hai han.. Chal mere sath, kuch kaam hai.." baba ne order diya aur naa chahte hue bhi mujhe unke sath jaana pada




"Toh bas ek ladki mili tujhe wahan.. Mera matlab, sirf ek ladki ko patta paaya tu." baba ne gaadi mein kaha jab hum maahim darga se hoke maahim church ki taraf badh rahe the..




"Haan, Linda.. Aur please baatein badliye na, mera mood bilkul nahin hai ladkiyon ki baatein karne ka." maine khidki se bahar dekhte hue kaha.. Subah ke 11.30 baje maahim pe kaafi bheed thi, 31st December ki wajah se road kaafi heavy tha, darga mein sajavat, church pe sajavat, log shopping karne mein kaafi busy the, isliye gaadi bhi dheere dheere badh rahi thi




"Arey chal na aagey.. " baba ne sheesha khol ke kisi pe chilla ke kaha




"Idhar logon ko khud ke liye time nahin hai, aur tu hai muh sujaye betha hai.. Bata kya hua, main teri madat karunga.." baba ne apni gaadi mein baj rahe player ki awaaz dheemi ki aur fir apne glasses chadha ke kaha




"Kuch nahin.. Aaj dopahar ko ghar pe mom dad ne party rakhi hai, aapko aur ammi ko aana hai.." maine apni nazrein abhi bhi bahar rakhi thi




"Ok sir.. aur kuch.." baba ne jawaab diya aur dheere dheere gaadi aagey badhane laga.. Hum church ke paas abhi pahunche hi the ke hamari gaadi se thodi door meri nazar ek building ke main gate pe padi




"Roko roko... gaadi roko..." maine baba ke haath ko pakad ke chilla ke kaha toh baba bhi darr gaya




"kya hua, aur aagey rokne de.." baba abhi bhi gaadi chala raha tha toh main chalti gaadi mein darwaza khol utar gaya, speed dheemi thi isliye koi dikkat nahin hui




"Sunyyy.." baba ne chilla ke kaha aur aagey jaake gaadi rok di, tab tak main bhi daudta us building ki or badhne laga




"Sunny.... paagal hai kya.." peeche se baba ne mujhe ghuma ke kaha




"Ek second ruko, aur aapka phone do jaldi.." maine baba se dekh kaha aur fir apni nazrein building ke gate pe lagaa di




"kya bakwaas kar raha hai.. beech sadak pe kya kar raha hai.." baba ki cheekhein badhti jaa rahi thi aur upar se traffic ki awaaz aur tang kar rahi thi aur gaadiyon ke horn zyada magaj garam kar rahe the




"Apna phone do please.." maine baaju mein khade auto ke horn se tez awaaz mein kaha toh baba ne apna phone diya




"kya karna hai aakhir.." baba ne phone dete hue kaha




"ruko.." maine unse phone liya aur contact list mein jaake usman ka number dhundha




"Usman se baat karo, aur use jaldi bulao please.." maine usman ka number dial karke phone baba ko diya




"yeh main bhi kar sakta tha.." baba ne phone kaan pe lagaya aur usman ko jaldi wahan bulaya




"par hua kya, woh toh bol.." baba ne fir mujhe dekha aur meri nazrein abhi bhi building ke main gate pe thi




"bol toh.. aakhir hai kya.." baba ne fir wohi sawaal pucha, tab tak usman bhi aa gaya




"haan bhai, kya hua.." usman ne apni bhaari si awaaz mein kaha




"mujhe nahin, yeh sahab ko puch.. kal se tu iske liye kaam karega .." baba ne meri or ishara kar kaha




"Arey aap idhar aao na yaar, inko chhodo.." maine usman se kaha aur use apne sath khada kiya




"par hua kya, woh toh batao.." usman ne kaha




"Ruko, abhi dikhata hun.." maine usman se kaha aur paas mein rakhi bike ke bharose hum dono neeche jhuk gaye aur nazrein saamne wale gate pe rakhi... 10 min, 20 min, kareeb aadha ghanta hua lekin hum wahin ke wahin the, dhoop ki wajah se paseena behta raha aur usman toh apna rumal nikaal sar pe baandh chuka tha




"ghutno mein dard hone laga hai bhai.." usman ne baba se kaha toh baba ne bhi meri taraf dekha




"Arey koi nai, main ek ghante se hun idhar, aaj exercise bataunga aapko ghutne ki, dard nai hoga.. filhaal saamne dekho.." maine fir usse kaha toh woh wahin dekhta raha




"haan.. woh dekho..." maine use saamne ki or ishara kar kaha toh usman ne apni nazrein saamne ki




"use dekh rahe ho.." maine usman se pucha




"haan" usman ne use dekhte hue kaha




"Shaabash.. iske baare mein pata lagaiye please.. bahut zaruri hai mere liye.." maine usman se kaha toh usne baba ki taraf dekha




"Arey main keh raha hun na, aap please jaiye peeche aur pata lagaiye.. puri jaankari.. aur yeh bhi haan bol rahe hain.. chalo chalo jaldi karo.." maine usman se kaha toh usne fir baba ki taraf dekha toh baba ne use ishare mein haan kaha.. Baba ka ishara paate hi usman wahan se uske peeche jaane laga aur phone bhi nikal liya apna




"thank you.." maine baba se kaha aur fir unki gaadi ki taraf gaya aur andar beth gaya




"Ab tu batayega ke yeh sab kya maajra hai.." baba ne gaadi start kar ke kaha

"Welcomeeeeeee Backkkkkkk.... !!" Jaise hi main ghar baba aur ritu ke sath pahuncha toh darwaza kholte hi sabse aagey mom dad aur peeche kuch mehmaan chilla ke swagat karne lagey.. Yeh sab mere liye, Woww... mujhe khud yakeen nahin ho raha tha yeh sab dekh ke, yeh sab mere liye aaj tak toh kabhi nahin hua tha, lekin aaj hota dekh dil ko kaafi acha laga..




"Guys.. Please allow us to welcome our dearest son back home.. Yahan se jab bhaag ke gaya tha toh laga tha ke yeh kabhi wapas nahin aayega, lekin nahin.. Yeh bilkul baap pe gaya hai, jaldi sudhar gaya aur aaj hamare sath hai yahan pe.. Cheers to this.." Dad ne chilla ke kaha toh wahan maujud sabhi guests hasne lage aur ek sath sab ne apni champagne ke glasses raise kiye




"Arey, aapka glass.. Ek second.. " Dad ne baba se kaha aur dusre hi pal unke liye bhi champagne ka glass laaye




"Sirf mere liye... Aaj toh sunny ki party hai, sunny nai piyega toh main bhi nahin piyunga.." baba ne dad se kaha




"Nahin, mujhe nahin peeni... Main sirf beer peeta hun, uska bhi mood nahin hai aaj.." maine baba se kaha aur ghar ke dusre kone mein dekha toh mujhe kuch log ghoor rahe the




"Arey champagne sharaab thodi hoti hai.. And main tera baap hun, tu nai, jo mujhe samjhayega ke kya sahi hai kya nahin.." Dad ne itna kaha aur mere liye bhi dusra glass laaye




"Yeh lo, chalo now raise a toast.." Dad ne kaha toh majburi mein mujhe champagne peeni padi




"Ummm.. yeh kadvi toh nahin hai.." maine ek sip leke kaha toh baba aur dad dono ne gardan haan mein hila di




"Dad, excuse me.." maine unse aur baba se kaha aur us kone mein chala gaya jahan se woh log mujhe ghoore hi jaa rahe the. Wahan jaate jaate meri nazar mom pe padi toh dekha woh ritu ke sath baatcheet karne mein busy thi, unki frnds aur khaas kar woh pushy wahan nahin thi




"thank god, woh pushy idhar nahin hai.." maine khud se kaha aur ek dusra sip maarke un logon ke paas chala gaya




"hello guys.." maine unke paas jaake kaha toh unhone bhi ek smile paas kar di.. Dad ne college se Ajay, Riya, Shweta aur Pankaj ko bhi bulaya tha




"Hi Sunny... Kya bhai, tu toh naaraz hi ho gaya tha yaar hum se.." Pankaj ne mujhse kaha




"Nai, aisa kuch nahin hai.. bas ek apni space bana li thi us waqt, jiski zarurat bhi kaafi thi.. Anyway, i hope u guys are enjoying the college" maine sip mar ke idhar udhar dekha toh fir dusre kone mein khadi do aankhein mujhe ghoor rahi thi




"hum laaye hain usse, tujhe usse baat karni chahiye.." Is baar ajay ne kaha




"dekh yaar, tu ghar pe aaya hai isliye baat yeh achi hogi ke main tere sath ache se pesh aaun, lekin waisa nahin kar sakta main, mujhe rishton ki parwah nahin hai, main jo theek samajhta hun wohi karta hun, faisle leke unhe sahi karta hun aur naa ki sahi faisle leta hun.. Isliye tu aaram se drink le, khana kha aur mujhe kya karna hai woh mat sikha.. Aur please bura nai lagana, mujhe laga tha kam se kam pankaj ne jo kaha tu woh aaj bolega, khair.. Please enjoy... Pankaj, i will call you ok.. And u also shweta.." maine unse kaha aur fir se baba ke paas chala gaya




"kya hua, woh do ladkiyan, achi toh hai.. Aur tune baat bhi ki, toh set kar le, aur london le jaa apne sath.." baba ne mazaak mein kaha




"aapko champagne chadhne lagi hai.." maine jawaab diya




"dekh sunny.. choosy hona achi baat nahin hai, mere jaisi personalty toh hai nahin ke tujhe ritu jaisi ladki milegi, isliye wohi kar jo main keh raha hun.." baba ne aankh maar kaha




"wohi sochta hun main bhi, ammi ne aisa kya dekh liya aap mein.. agar main us waqt hota na, like aap ke jitna , toh zaroor aapki shaadi unse nahin hoti.." maine mazaak mein kaha toh baba fir mujhe ghoorne laga




"tu meri jagah hota toh usse baat bhi nahin kar paata samjha... tera woh dost kaun hai, Billy.. sahi kehta hai, bas paise kharch karta hai aur usse aagey nahin badh paata hahahhaaa.." kehke fir baba hasne laga aur main use gusse mein ghoorne laga