Mere Dil Ke Paas

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Mere Dil Ke Paas

Hello friends my name is Dev, and m from palampur himachal pradesh.


Baat 4 years pehle ki hai jb maine BCA mein admision li thi ludhiana mein, model town mein rent par maine ek room n kichan liya tha, mein starting se padne mein kam n shararto mein jyada hosiyar tha, bebajah pange lene mein bada mazza aata tha.


Meri class mein ek ladki thi Shivani jo ki bot jyada cute, sweet n khatarnak, cute dekhne mein, sweet uski voice n eyes, n khatarnak uska gussa, meri usse bot baar ladai hue, ek baar to humne kam se kam one month tak ek dusre se baat ni ki, colz mein mera best friend tha Rajveer from moga inteligent n dil ka saaf.. Uski sis. ki marrige thi n hum sabhi wahan jane wale the, mein rajveer pehle hi chale gaye becz shadi ka kaam tha.


Jis din shadi thi us din meine n rajveer dono ne thodi thodi bear chada li, colz k sare friend wahan pohuch gaye, fir to dj, dance n masti us din shivani ne black saarie pehni thi, n us din to kya lag rai thi vo words nai hein mere pass? maan kar raha tha ki abhi usko propose kar du n haan kar de to abhi shadi kar lu, lekin uska gusse se mujhe b darr lagta tha, us din mein uske pass gaya n bola, shivani sorry meine tumse us din ladai ki pata nai bot dino se sorry bolne ki try kar raha tha but aj mokka mila.


Usne ek cute si smile di n boli, its okey dev. fir mein wahan se jane laga usne bola, dev wait. me shocked vo mere pass aayi n dhere se boli dev kam piya karo! Mein kaha aaj k baad touch b nai karuga! us din se uske pyar mein aisa pada ki pehle se b jyada nikama ho gaya, uske hostel k bahar bike lekar gediyan marna, colz-bus k piche piche bike dodana, yai roj ka kaam ho gaya, n fir dashere k ek do din k baad use dekha, n sidhe jakr propose kar diya, pehle vo hansi n boli, "dev mazak chodo" meine kaha mein serius hu, n i love u shivani. aur humesa ki tarah patttakkk sbke samne thapad! N 2-4 baaten sunayi n chali gayi,


Fir sham ko ghar pohche, mein n rajveer do bottle wiskey, pe gaye, n raat ko 1-2 bje usko phone kiya, pehle ph. Nai uthaya usne, fir 3-4 rings k bd usne phone uthaya n boli, kyu raat ko tang kar rahe ho mujhe. meine sidhe bola reason kya hai, usne bola mujhe in sb chijo mein koi intrest nai hai. meine kaha yeh koi resn nai hua. Fir usne bola dekho dev tum mere type k nai ho, tumhe ladai jhagda pasand hai, nasha karte ho, dhang se study nai karte, koi ek sunaye to use 2 suna doge.


Meine kaha agar mein change ho jau to? Usne bola ki fir kuch soch sakti hu. oK ab so jao n g.n. Meine b kaha g.n. Fir mein jakr bed par late gaya n sari bt rajveer ko btayi. Usne bola thek to bol rai hai yeh, tu usko change hokr dikha de agar fir b usne mana kiya to mein dekh lunga. Rajveer ki baat mein dum tha, fir mein dhere dhere khud ko sudharne laga, ladai jhagda bilkul band, regular classes attend karne laga, smoking drinking sab chod diya...


December ka time hamare final exam chal rahe the last exam tha, n meine use bola ki ab to mein change ho gaya hu, ab kya decide kiya, usne bola result ayega tb btaugi, gussa aya bot jyada but control kiya... Uske baad holidayz, vo b apne ghar chali gayi, n mein b apne ghar aa gaya, palanpur se hamirpur 35 to 40km tha kai baar wahan gaya ki darshan ho jaye uske but nai hue, bdi mushkil se holiday finish hue mein ludhiana return aya colz mein aakr dekha to ayi hi nai.


Ek week wait kiya do week samaj nai aya kya hua, kyu nai ayi, meine and rajveer ne uske ghar jaane ka plan banaya, rajveer ki gf thi kamalpreet kaur, vo b sath jane ko ready ho gayi plan tha subha 5 bje niklege n sham 5-6 bje tak return aa jayege, kisi friend ki car lekr morning time se nikal gaye, hamirpur pohuch kar edhar udhar pata karke unke ghar pohuch gaye,


Unke ghar k bramde mein budhi c lady baithe thi. humne unse pucha ki kya yeh shivani ka ghar hai. to unhone bola hanji yai ghar hai. humne kaha ki hum ludhiana se aye hein uske colz mein sath padte hein, vo ayi nai colz to pata karne yahan aa gaye. tbi bahar uske mom aye n she was crying. unhone btaya ki 2 week pehle shivani ka bus k sath accident ho gaya n vo ab is duniya mein nai hai.


Yeh sun kar pata nai mera dimag sunn gaya, aisa lag raha tha jaise mind ne kaam karna band kar diya hu, heart zor zor se beat kar raha, hum teeno hi control nai kar paye n khub roye! Vo dard vo pain itni buri thi ki kabhi kisi dusman k sath b aisa na ho, uske bd pata nai kyu mera damm ghutne laga, n aunty ko bola apna dhyan rakhna n wahan se chale aye.


Us din se bhagwan se bharosa uth gaya mera mein nastik ban gaya, meine 2 baar sucide karne ki koshish ki but dono baar bach gaya, rajveer ne kaha ki shivani ki roh hi tujhe har baar bachati hai, vo b nai chahti ki tu duniya chode, rajveer aj b mere sath hai n mera dard ko samjhta hai.


Shivani chahe jis duniya mein ho but mere sath hai, mere khayalo mein aj b jinda hai, aj yeh story likhte time aj fir mein bot roya, agar pyar mohabt bhagwan likhta hai to yai wish karta hu k kbhi kisi k sath aisa na ho. I wish sabko unka pyar mile, love u alot Shivani..