Fantasy SAAJAN (Family Love FANTASY)

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Raj—maa, main kisi se naraz nahi hu…vaha kamre me raat me jo sabne kiya usme inki koi galti nahi thi…ab har koi divya to nahi ho sakti na..jise apne pyar par atal vishwash ho…vo manav ki ankhe jo dekhti hain usko hi sach manti hain, yahi sabne bhi kiya.. lekin dubara jo kiya vo galat tha…maine kisi ko nahi chhoda hai, mujhe chhodne ka faisla in logo ne khud hi kiya hai…vaise bhi ab sabhi ke paas paryapt paisa hai..to apni apni life apne hisab se jee sakti hain…unki khushiyo ke beech me aane ka mujhe koi adhikar nahi hai.

Main vaha se nikal kar apne kamre me aa gaya..mere piche piche payal didi, divya aur priyadarshini, mrinal bhi aa gayi…main unn sabse baat karne me lag gaya.

Ab Aage…….

Raat me sab ke sone ke baad jab main janhavi ke room me pahucha to dekh kar dang rah gaya…janhavi dulhan ke lal jode me phoolo se saje suhag sez par baithi huyi thi..shayad ye bistar sazane ka kaam bhi divya, aur priyadarshini ne hi kiya hoga..

Darwaja band karne ke baad main chalte huye unke paas aa gaya..mere paas aate hi vo bistar se niche utar kar khadi ho gayi aur mere pair chhune lagi..ye dekh kar maine usko apne seene se laga liya aur apni god me utha kar bistar me baitha diya..phir jab uska ghoonghat uthaya to unke chehre ki taraf dekh kar chounk gaya kyon ki unki ankho se moti tapak rahe the.

Raj (chintit)—ye kya..tumhari ankho me anshu…? Kahi aisa to nahi hai ki mere sath shadi kar ke aur suhag raat manane me tumhe pashchatap ho raha hai..?

Janhavi (sisakte huye)—nahi saajan, main to asal me apni taqdir par ro rahi hu….jis masiha ne mujhe narak se nikal kar mere apno se milwaya, maine uske pyar par vishwash nahi kiya…mujhe kshama kar do saajan..

Raj—jo hua use bhul jao..aaj hamari suhag raat hai…bas iske baare me socho sirf..

Janhavi—maine jo kiya vo bahut galat kiya…aap mujhe saza dijiye…

Raj—philhal abhi pyar karne ka samay hai…saza ki baat baad me karenge..

Maine janhavi ko apni baho me le liya aur use chumne laga..tabhi vo meri baho se nikal kar bistar se uth gayi aur baju me rakha hua doodh ka glass utha kar mere hotho se laga diya…

Janhavi—pahle doodh pijiye baki baad me..

Raj—doodh to jarur piyunga aaj lekin sirf apni biwi janhavi ka doodh..

Janhavi—vo bhi mil jayega..ab main aap ki biwi hu…chalo doodh piyo pahle ye wala..tabhi dusra wala milega

Raj—apni biwi ka doodh pine ke liye mujhe ye bhi manzur hai..lekin pahle tum piyo phir main..

Janhavi—nahi, aap mera jutha kaise piyoge, mujhe paap lagega..

Raj—paap nahi lagega balki pyar badhega...patni ka ek matlab ardhangni bhi hota hai matlab 50-50 har kaam me..

Janhavi—theek hai..pahle aap pi lo baki main pi lungi aadha..ab theek

Maine jabardasti aadha doodh pahle janhavi ko pilaya phir aadha khud pi gaya...uske baad maine usko pakad kar bistar me khich kar lita diya aur uske upar aa kar hotho par apne hoth rakh diye.

Hotho ko chuste huye hi mere hath janhavi ki chuchiyo tak ka fasla tay kar ke unhe dhire dhire dularne aur sahla sahla kar puchkarne lage..apni chuchiyo par mere hatho ka sparsh pate hi janhavi jor jor se mere hotho ko chusne lagi.

Uske hotho ka amrit paan karte huye main uske sare abhusan utarta gaya..phir dhire dhire kapde bhi badan se kam hote chale gaye...kuch hi pal me jnhavi meri ankho ke samne poorn nagn halat me bistar par padi huyi thi....apne aap ko mere samne poori nangi mahsoos karte hi usne dono hatho se apna chehra chhupa liya.

Behad khubsurat jism tha janhavi ka...maine bhi apne kapde utar kar uske upar aa gaya aur hotho ko chumne laga...dono hath swatah hi uske vaksh sthal par pahuch kar unka maan mardan karne lage.

Niche aate huye maine janhavi ki chuchi ka ek nipple apne muh le kar chusne laga aur dusre ko masalta raha...jisse vo atyadhik kamatur ho uthi...bari bari se dono chuchiyo ka ras pine ke baad maine uski yoni ki taraf dhyan diya.

Kele ke saman chikni jangho ke madhya janhavi ki choot gajab kahar dha rahi thi....reshmi mulayam ghane balo ke jhurmut ke beech se hote huye ek pani ka dariya bah raha tha....bade bade tapaswi muni aur sadhu apni tapasya chhod kar iss dariya me dubki lagane ke liye har pal taraste rahte hain aur jara sa bhi mouka milne par usko gawate bhi nahi hain.

Main bhi janhavi ki uss dariya ka swad chakhne ke liye usme muh laga diya aur uske madak ras ka rasaswadan karne laga....uski kamuk siskariya goonjne lagi...ye pahla avsar tha jab ki vo kisi mard ke samne nagn huyi thi aur vo mard unke kamuk ango se khel raha tha...iss krida me janhavi ko ek adbhut anand ki anubhuti mil rahi thi.

Janhavi—aaahhhh.....saajann....main marr jaungi...aaahhh....ye kaisa anand hai...kaisi gudgudi hai jo ki andar tak mujhe gudaguda rahi hai....haaaa...aise hi saajan....main kab se taras rahi thi aise sukh ko pane ke liye...uufff

Janhavi khud ko adhik der tak skhalit hone se nahi rok payi aur vo apne pratham charmotkarsh tak pahuch kar skhalit ho gayi kyon ki ye uske sath pahli bar ho raha tha....uske skhalit hone ke baad main uske upar 69 ki position me aa gaya aur uski choot ko chusna jari rakha.

Vo mere aise apne upar letne ka matlab pahle to nahi samjhi lekin baad me jab ye socha ki main kya kar raha hu to uske samajh me aa gaya ki main usse kya chahta hu... ? ye samajhte hi unki nazar mere sikandar ki taraf chali gayi to dekhte hi uske hosh ud gaye...himmat jawab dene lagi aur vo yahi kalpana karne me doob gayi ki agar ye lund unki choot me ghusa to unka kya haal hoga... ? vo jinda bachegi bhi ya nahi, isme bhi use sandeh tha..

Phir na jane kya soch kar unhone dhire dhire hi sahi sikandar ko apni jeebh se chumte huye pyar karna shuru kar diya...hum dono iss kriya me hi kuch der tak lipt rahne ke baad main uth kar uske dono pairo ke beech aa gaya aur unke dono pairo ko apne kandhe par rakh ke sikandar ko uska ghar dikha diya... janhavi ke chehre par barah baje huye the kyon ki vo janti thi ki agle hi pal kya hone wala hai.

Raj—kya hua meri janhavi, tum taiyar to ho na.... ?

Mere puchne par vo sharma gayi phir uske chehre par chhaye sandeh ke badal door hote gaye…uski jagah laaz aur sharam se mili juli mushkurahat ne le li.

Janhavi (sharmate huye)—hmmm

Maine uski permission milte hi uske upar jhuk kar hotho ko chumte huye dono chuchiyo ko thaam liya aur ek jor ka dhakka maar kar sikandar ka muh andar kar diya….janhavi itne me hi dard se akadne lagi.. maine phir ek tez dhakka lagaya to lund janhavi ki choot ke andar kuwarepan ki nishani ko tod kar cheerte huye ghus gaya….vah dard se cheekh padi aur lagbhag behosh hone ki kagar par aa gayi chhat patate huye…janhavi ki choot se khoon ki lal rakt dhara pravahit hone lagi thi.

Maine charo taraf nazar daudayi to mujhe bistar ke ek kone me pani se bhara hua jug dikh gaya..jaldi se maine janhavi ke chehre par pani dala to vo hosh me aate hi rone lagi…maine phir se uski chuchiyo ko dabate huye chumna shuru kar diya….jisse vo kuch samay baad phir se garam hone lagi.

Uske normal hote hi maine dhire dhire jnhavi ko chodna chalu kar diya….jaldi hi vo kaam vasna me jalne lagi….aur mujhe speed badhane ko kahne lagi.

Maine raftar badha kar use chodne laga….hamare jism pasine se lathpath ho chuke the….kafi der tak hum ek dusre ko sambhog sukh dene me lage rahe….aur antatah dono apne charam par pahuch ke skhalit hone lage.

Janhavi ke chehre par ab khushi jhalak rahi thi….tabhi mere jism se ek roshni nikal kar hum dono ko uss ghere me samet liya…aur phir vo gayab ho gayi….main janhavi ke upar hi let gaya. Aur uske hotho ko chumne laga.

Janhavi—ye kya tha saajan..kaisi roshni thi ye…?

Raj—kuch nahi ab tumhare andar mere lund ka pani chala gaya hai…aur tum meri biwi bhi ban gayi ho to ye uska hi ashirwad hai ya ye samajh lo ki meri taraf se apni dulhan ko muh dikhayi ka gift tha ye..ab tum shraap mukt ho chuki ho…iske sath hi ab tum hamesha jawan, swasth aur khubsurat rahogi.

Janhavi (khush)—kyaaa..sach me, main ab uss chudail yoni se mukt ho chuki hu…?

Raj—hmmm…

Uske baad maine janhavi ke jism ko saaf kar ke use kapde pahanne me madad ki aur phir apne kapde pahanne laga..kapde pahan kar main jaise hi bahar jane ke liye muda to janhavi ne hairan ho kar mera hath pakad liya.

Janhavi (hairan)—aap kaha ja rahe hain saajan,…?

Raj—maine tumse vivah karne aur tumhe shraap mukt karne ka vachan diya tha…aaj maine apna vada poora kar diya hai janhavi jo maine tumse kiya tha..ab main chalta hu..

Janhavi (shocked)—to kyaa ab aap mujhe chhod doge…? Main aap ki patni hu, saajan…

Raj—pati patni ke rishte me vishwash ka hona bahut jaruri hai janhavi...meri patni tum avashya ban chuki ho, shayad ye tumhari vivashta thi...main ye nahi kahta ki tum mujhse prem nahi karti, kintu tumhe apne prem par khud hi vishwash nahi hai.. vaise bhi ab tum sampoorn vrihadpur ki maharani ho...main tumhe apne bandhan se mukt karta hu..tum apna jeevan apni ichchanusar jine ke liye swantra ho..

Janhavi (pair pakad kar)—aisa mat kaho saajan, main sach me tumhe prem karti hu...meri ek bhul ko kshama kar do saajan.. mujhe chhod kar mat jao..

Raj—maine tumhe kab chhoda hai janhavi…? Jis din tumhare andar sachche prem ki bhavna jagrit ho jayegi, mujhe sadaiv apne andar hi paogi…bas ye samajh lo ki ye judai tumhare prem ki pariksha hai..hum ek sath hote huye bhi alag alag rahenge.. hamara milan ab tab tak nahi hoga jab tak tum apni pariksha me utteerna nahi ho jati..tab tak prem pariksha deti raho..

Main uske baad janhavi ke kaksh se nikal kar payal didi ke kamre me aa gaya…aur unse lipat kar so gaya…mujhe apne paas dekh kar payal didi bhi khushi se mujhse lipat gayi.

Subah uth kar snan aadi se nivratt hone ke pashchat main mata mahakali ki pooja archana karte huye dhyan me leen ho gaya.. kafi samay tak dhyan me rahne ke baad main uth kar sab ke paas aa gaya.

Raj—sab log chalo…main aap sabhi ko vapis ghar chhod deta hu..

Paridhi—raj, main nahi jaungi…mujhe maaf kar do…ab dubara aisi galti nahi karungi..pls..

Raj—sab jayenge philhal abhi to..priyadarshini tum bhi dev lok vapis lout jao..

Mrinal—lekin saajan..

Raj (beech me hi)—main jo bhi kar raha hu, uske bhale ke liye hi kar raha hu..

Priyadarshini—theek hai saajan..main tumhara intazar karungi…apni antim saans tak main tumhare aane ki pratiksha karungi, shayad mere apradh ka yahi prayashchit hai.

Mrinal—swayamvar me to aaoge na saajan…?

Raj—swayamvar ka sambandh aane wale samay se hai isliye iska jawab samay par chhod dena hi adhik shreyaskar hoga mrinal.. ab tum dono dev lok prasthan karo..

Priyadarshini (udas mann)—theek hai saajan..

Priyadarshini ne maa, dono chachi, dono bua, dono mousi, aur teeno mami ke pair chhu kar ashirwad liya aur phir divya se gale milne ke pashchat behad khinn mann se mrinal ke sath dev lok vapis lout gayi.

Paridhi—raj, main nahi jaungi..mujhe tumhare sath rahna hai..pls mujhe maaf kar do…

Raj—faisla aap sab ne kal hi kar liya tha…aaj uss par koi baat nahi hogi..sabhi log ek jagah aa kar khade ho jaye..

Ruchi—betu, mujhe bhi tumhare sath rahna hai..

Raj—maine kaha ki sab log ek jagah khade ho jaye..

Uske baad maine apna ek prati roop vrihadpur me chhod kar baki baki sabhi ke paas pahuch kar apni ankhe band kar li..agle hi pal ek roshni ne hum sab ko apne aavaran me dhak liya..aur jab vo roshni hati to hum apne ghar pahuch chuke the.

Raj—aap sab log yaha araam se rahiye..ya phir jo aap ka dil kare, vo kijiye..

Veer—raj, mujhe yaha kyo chhod raha hai…? Kya mujhse bhi koi galti ho gayi hai….?

Raj—veer, tumse galti hone ka sawal hi paida nahi hota mere dost…teri dosti to ek mishal hai…inn sab ki dekh rekh ab tumhari jimmedari hai…tumhare bharose par main sab ko chhod raha hu..

Soniya—raj, hame maaf kar do..

Raj—didi, main kisi se naraz ya gussa nahi hu…isliye aap tension free ho kar rahe…jab bhi dil se yaad karogi …mujhe apne samne paogi..

Roopaly—raj, hum aaj hi apne ghar lout jayenge..tumhe kahi jane ki jarurat nahi hai…yaha rah kar apna business sambhalo..

Raj—mami, mera kuch bhi nahi hai inn sab me..maine sari companies pahle hi aap sabhi ke naam kar di hain..apne liye maine jamin ka ek tukda bhi nahi rakha hai…ye sab aap logo ka hai..aap log hi sambhaliye…mujhe to bas sab ke dil me thodi si jagah chahiye thi, lekin shayad main iss qabil hi nahi hu ki aap sab ka pyar pa sakta..

Ruchi (nam ankhe)—to kya tu hum sab ko chhod kar chala jayega betu…?

Raj—didi, maine kis ko chhoda hai…? Mujhe chhodne ka faisla aap sabne kiya tha, maine nahi..main to bar bar samjhane ki hi koshish kar raha tha…lekin samjha nahi paya…ek baat shayad aap sab bhul chuki hain ki gurudev ne aap sab se kya kaha tha..?

Mamta—kya bhul gayi hain sab beta…?

Raj—maa, gurudev ne sabhi se kaha tha ki ab tum sab ki pariksha shuru ho chuki hai…do bar pariksha huyi aur dono hi bar sab fail ho gayi..pahli bar jab papa ne mere upar aarop lagaya tha tab bhi kisi ne mujh par vishwash nahi kiya tha aur ab dusri bar bhi vaisa hi hua…ye dono ghatnaye sab ki pariksha lene ke liye hi ghatit huyi thi..magar afsos aaj bhi kisi ko mujh par vishwash nahi hai..sirf divya ko chhod kar….iss tarah ki pariksha tab tak chalti rahengi jab tak ki ye usme paas nahi ho jati…isliye inhe apni pariksha se gujarne dijiye maa..

"Maine Tujhe Barso Padha, Tu Bhi Mujhe Kuch Der Padh

Aa Mere Nazdik Aa, Meri Gazal Ke Sher Padh,

Aur Taak Pe Rakh De, Ye Sab Kitabe Pyar Ki,

Prem Ko Padhna Hai To, Shabri Ke Juthe Ber Padh."

Sandhya—main tumhare sath jaungi raj…main tumhe akele kahi nahi jane dungi..

Raj—main rahne ka naya thikana dekhne ja raha hu, apne liye…

Mamta—raj beta, maine tumhe hamare liye ek naya bunglow dekhne ko kaha tha, uska kya hua…?

Raj—hum vahi dekhne chal rahe hain maa..phir jisko jaha rahne ka mann karega, apna rahega..

Veer—raj,ye dekh rajgarh se padam mishra ka invitation card aaya hai…vaha mothers day ke program me hame invite kiya hai.

Raj—hmmm..theek hai..chalo dekhte hain.

Maine mala, shikha aur munni ko bhi vapis mumbai bhej diya…main maa, divya, payal didi aur veer ke sath rajgarh ke liye nikal gaya...maine ab rajgarh me hi rahne ka soch liya tha, vaise bhi meri jeevan ki manzil to rajgarh hi thi…jana to mere sath sab hi thi lekin payal didi ne mana kar diya.

Veer (raste me)—raj, kya sach me tum sabse alag rahoge….?

Raj—main kisi se jabardasti to nahi kar sakta na yaar…jisko jaha rahna hoga, rahenge…unhe apni life apne dhang se jeene ka poora haq hai..kis ko kaha aur kis ke sath rahna hai, ye faisla unhe khud hi karne dena behtar hoga.

Aise hi baate karte huye hum rajgarh pahuch gaye…rajgarh pahuchte hi vaha ka vatavaran achanak hi badalne laga…bin mousam ki barsat ne hamara swagat kiya..halanki ye kuch pal ki hi barish thi….hum sidhe padam mishra ke invitation sthal par pahuch gaye.

Hamare aane ki suchna milte hi padam mishra khushi se jhumte huye hamari aagwani karne aa gaya…uske chehre par kuch alag hi tarah ki rounak thi jo ki behad rahasyamay lag rahi thi…uski nazre bar bar divya par hi ja rahi thi..sirf uska hi nahi balki vaha upasthit har shakhs ke aakarsan ka kendra divya hi sabse jyada lag rahi thi kyon ki sabhi ki nazre divya par hi kendrit hoti ja rahi thi…har shakhs badi hi tanmayta ke sath divya ke chehre ko dekhne me lage huye the.

Kuch ki nazre hamari taraf bhi thi lekin divya ki baat hi kuch nirali thi…bina shringar ke bhi uska soundarya swarg lok ki apsarao ko maat dene wala tha…divya ka roop youvan tha hi aisa ki ek bar jo dekh le phir uski nazre kisi aur cheez ko dekhne ki khwahish hi nahi karengi…upar se uske sharir se nikalti huyi anupam sugandh kisi ko bhi apni taraf akarsit kar ke use apne vashikaran ke bandhan me baandh kar sammohit karne ke liye paryapt thi.

Padam—aaiye..aaiye…bhabhi ji…main kab se aap logo ke aane ki pratiksha kar raha tha…aap sabhi ka hardik abhinandan hai.

Mamta—dhanyawad mishra ji.

Manch par pahuch kar hum apni apni chairs par baith gaye…hamari company yaha hone ke karan vaise to lagbhag sab log hame pahchante the phir bhi padam mishra ne hamara sabhi ko parichay de kar apni aupacharikta poori ki…phoolo ki mala aur guldasto se hamara swagat satkar hua.

Padam (mike par)—jaisa ki aap sabhi jante hain ki aaj ka ye aayojan ‘Mothers Day’ ke uplakshya me aayojit kiya gaya hai.. hamare aaj ke chief guest aur bahut bade udyogpati thakur raj vardhan singh apni mata aur bahno ke sath yaha manch aasin ho chuke hain..main raj ji se nivedan karta hu ki vah mothers day par apne sambodhan se hum sab ko kritarth kare..

Raj (khade hokar)—main aap sabhi ka hriday se dhanyawad karta hu ki aapne mujhe iss qabil samjha..sajjano, bhagwat geeta me ek shlok hai..

पिताऽहमस्य जगतो माता धाता पितामहः।

वेद्यं पवित्रमोंकार ऋक् साम यजुरेव च ।।

Geeta me shri krishna ne kaha hai ki iss jagat ko dharan karne wala pita, mata, pitamah, janne yogya pavitra om kaar . rik, saam, yaju ved bhi main hi hu.

Jo jagat ka srasta, palan karta, niyanta hai, uss mata pita roop eshwar ka kya koi ek nishchit din ho sakta hai….? Kya koi bhi din uske bahar hona sambhav hai…? Tab kya arth ‘Mother’s Day’ ka, ‘Father’s Day’ ka ya phir ‘Teacher’s Day’ ka…? Sab naqli chehre hain jeevan ke…

Kya inhi matao ke liye ‘Maatra Devo Bhav’ ya pitao ke liye ‘Pitra Devo Bhav’ aur guru ke liye ‘Acharya Devo Bhav’ kah sakte hain..? ye to devta hain, jo pran (sukshma) roop se hamare jeevan ko chalate hain…devta dikhayi nahi padte, devta bhaav ke bhukhe hain.

Mata-Pita sharir nahi hain…hum bhi sharir nahi hain..aatma hain, sharir ki tarah samay ke sath na paida hote hain, na marte hain….sharir bas ek marg hai, aatma ko 84 laakh yoniyo me laane aur le jaane ka….jagat ka ek hi pita hai-surya (sun)…vahi aatma ban kar sab ke hriday me pratisthit rahta hai….

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Tab hamari ‘Mothers Day’ wali mata koun hai… Jiske liye saal me ek baar holi-diwali ki tarz par tyohar manana chahte hain….? Shesh varsh (364 din) ke liye charcha se bahar….kya panch mahabhoot ki sthool deh ko ‘Maa’ kahna uchit hoga….? Kya navratra me 9 din ke anusthan ki adhikarini ho sakti hai yeh deh…? Yeh deh to prani maatra ki, har maada ki hoti hai…koi bhed nahi hai…. Karya kalaap bhi sthool dristi se ek hi hain…tab sabhi praniyo ki matao ke liye kyo nahi manaya jaye ‘mothers day’….?

Maa ek srasti tatva hai, prakriti hai, jo purush ke sansar ka sanchalan karti hai…purush aatma ko kahte hain…srasti me purush ek hi hai…yahi vajah hai ki sampoorna srasti purush pradhan hai….shesh sab maya hai…maya hi maa hai..’Maatra devo bhav’.

Manav yoni karm pradhan yoni hai…shesh sabhi yoniya, bhog yoniya hain…iss bhog yoni me devta bhi sammilit hain…manav apne karm anusar inn bhog yoniyo me jata hai…atah manav pitra, maatra swaroop me daivik aadhar, ek vishesh uddeshya ke liye rahta hai….hamare shastro ne jeevan ko purusharth ke roop me prastut kiya hai…iska arth hai, dharm aadharit arth aur kaam ke madhyam se moksh prapt karna….arthat kamna mukt ho jana…maya hi arth aur kaam ko dharm roop deti hai…mata ke roop me anya yoniyo se aaye huye jeev ko prasav poorv manav (sanskar yukt) banati hai…iss pake huye matke ka swaroop sansar ki koi shakti badal nahi sakti.

Mata kewal akriti hi nahi deti balki prakriti me bhi roopantaran karti hai…anya maada praniyo me yeh kshamta nahi hoti… sampoorna manav sabhyata ko mata chahe to ek pidhi me badal sakti hai…abhimanyu ki tarah dixit kar sakti hai…aaj shiksha ne naari deh se ‘Maatratva’ ki divyata ko nakaar diya hai…atah viksit aur buddhiman mada rah gayi hai…sirf mada rah gayi hai, mata khatam ho gayi hai.

Har mata ko garbh kaal me apekshit vatavaran nahi milta…vah janti hai ki uski santan me koun si kami chhut gayi hai…kami choonki aatma ke star ki hoti hai…(santan bhi sharir nahi aatma hi hota hai) atah vah ann bramh ya naad bramh ke sahare santan ki aatma tak pahuchne ko roopantarit karne ka prayas karti hai.

Maa ki loriya, uski aatma ka naad hota hai….sharir, mann, buddhi me ye kshamta nahi hoti ki aatma tak pahuch sake….ann bramh ka upyog kewal bhartiya ‘maa’ (mother nahi) hi karti rahi hai….vah jo kuch pakati hai, vah prasad ki tarah ek ek vyakti ke liye, use prasann karne ke liye, ichchhit vardan maangne ke liye pakati hai…’mera bachcha ye khayega to aisa ho jayega’, ‘mera pati yeh khayega to aisa ho jayega’….khana khate samay uski yeh prarthana santan ya pati ke hriday me sukshma roop se pahuchti rahti hai….sampoorna pariwar sanskarvan bhi hota hai aur ek sootra me bandha bhi rahta hai…iss dristi se aaj ki matao ko mothers kahna hi uchit hai…vo ‘maa’ kahlane yogya nahi hain…vo santan ke liye khana pakana saza manti hain.

Jab maa apni santan ke liye mann me ye bhaav rakh kar khana banati hai to uski ye soch kahi na kahi uski santan ki aatma tak pravist ho jati hai aur iss tarah maa aur santan ke beech aatmeey sambandh jud jata hai…hazaro ki bheed me bhi kisi abodh balak ki maa ko khada kar do to vah nanha abodh balak uss hazaro ki bheed me bhi apni maa ko pahchan lega…ye aatma ka aatma ke sath judaav ke karan hi sambhav hota hai…isiliye maa ka sthan bhagwan se bhi upar mana gaya hai.

Aur ‘maa’ ka ek naya roop bhi hai….har patni me apne pati ke liye bhi maatratva bhaav hota hai…budhape me to sabhi maanne lagte hain….vah pachchis varsh ki vay me pravritti ban kar aati hai…ek anubhavheen purush ke jeevan me aahut ho jati hai…vahi purush ke jeevan (arth-kaam) ki havan samagri banti hai.

Ek shlok hai…aatma (pita) vai jaayte putrah…kewal maa hi janti hai ki usne pati ko hi putra banaya hai …atah use poori umra pati maan kar hi uski sewa karti hai….purush ke patni ko le kar koi swapn nahi hota jabki stri sapne bun kar pati se judti hai.. uska pati kaisa hoga, khoob samajhti hai.

Pachas ki umra uski nivritti ki hai….iss grahasthasram ke pachchis varsho me shraddha, vatsalya, kaam aur sneh ke chhaini hathodi se pati ki murti gadh deti hai, sapno wali….halanki uska yeh vyavhar pati ke mann me vimoh bhi paida kar sakta hai.. yahi patni ki maa ke roop me uplabdhi hai…vah stri se vimukh ho gaya to vaan prastha aur sanyas me kamna mukt ho hi jayega, uska moksh to nishchit kar hi diya na.

Srasti me koi bhi prani, anya prani ke liye nahi jeeta…aaj ka shikshit vyakti to pashu hi hai…deh maatra uska dhyey hai…maa swayam apne liye nahi jeeti, na kisi par adhikar jatati hai…santan kuch achcha kar bhi de to mann hi mann garv kar leti hai.

Jeevan ka koun sa kshan ‘maa’ ke bahar ho sakta hai…? Purush beej hai, uske baad uske bina srasti chalti hai, beej ke bramh ko kendra me rakh kar…maa hi guru hoti hai..guru bhi ‘maa’ bane bina shisya ki aatma tak nahi pahuch sakta..vaha pahuch kar kya maa, kya guru, kya santan..

Aaj hum saal me ek baar mothers day manane ka dhong to kar lete hain..lekin uske baad baki saal ke 364 din hame apni maa se baat karne tak ka samay nahi hota….hum bas apni biwi aur apne bachcho tak hi simit rah jate hain…saal me ek din ‘mothers day’, ‘fathers day’ ya phir ‘teachers day’ manane ka asli abhipray yahi hai ki hum saal ke baki dino me bhi unka vaisa hi aadar aur samman kare jaisa ki saal ke ek din karte hain…tabhi iss aayojan ka koi mahatva hoga warna vyarth hai….dhanyawad

Iske baad main apni jagah par baith gaya..sabne taaliyo se mere abhibhasan ka swagat kiya…kuch der aur vibhinn logo ne apne vichar prastut kiye…karyakram samapan ke uparant hum vaha se jane ke liye chal pade.

Padam—abhi kaha ja rahi hain bhabhi ji…? Abhi to ek mukhya kaam baki hai…?

Veer—kaisa kaam mishra ji….?

Padam—vo aisa hai ki maine rajgarh me ek vishal ram mandir ka nirman karwaya hai..meri hardik ichcha hai ki uss ram mandir ka anavaran aur murti ki pratham pooja ka karya divya ji aur raj ji ke hatho se sampann ho..

Mamta—ye to bahut achcha kaam kiya aapne mishra ji, raj beta, chal pahle mandir chal kar bhagwan ke darshan karte hain..suna hai ki yaha ka ram mandir bahut hi bhavya hai.. mere mann me bahut dino se unke darshano ki abhilasha thi..vaise bhi koi bhi naye kaam ki shuruwat karne se pahle bhagwan ka ashirwad lena uchit rahta hai..

Raj—theek hai maa..

Main sab ko le kar mandir ki taraf nikal gaya..hamare piche piche padam mishra bhi apne body guards ke sath aa raha tha..kuch hi der me hum vaha pahuch gaye…mandir ke prangan me hazaro ki bheed jama thi..mandir waqai me bahut hi vishal aur bhavya tha.

Logo ne malyarpan kar ke hamara swagat kiya…vaha mandir ke pramukh dwar par lal ribbon laga hua tha aur kuch purohit bhi hath me pooja ki thali liye huye vaha khade the.

Padam—aaiye raj ji, aur divya ji ribbon kaat kar iss mandir ka anavaran kijiye..

Maine aur divya ne mil kar ribbon kaat kar mandir ke kiwad khol diye...logo ne bhagwan ke naam ka jaykara lagaya...kiwad khulte hi hum andar aa gaye...andar se uss mandir ki sundarta dekhte hi layak thi..andar aa kar hamne bhagwan ki pratima ko naman kiya aur hum hath pair dhone ke baad pooja ke liye baith gaye…bahar khadi bheed bhi andar aa kar vishal haal me baith gayi thi…tabhi mera dhyan bahar darwaje par khade purohit ki taraf gaya jo kisi aurat se bahas kiye ja raha tha…Ye dekh kar maine uss pandit ko bhitar bula kar uski bahas ka karan pucha…

Raj—kya baat hai pandit ji, kis baat par bahas ho rahi thi …?

Pandit—sahab, pata nahi kaha kaha se neech log mandir me ghuse chale aate hain…mandir ko apvitra karne ke liye..main usko mana kar raha tha to vah bahas karne lagi..

Raj—pandit ji, kya vo insaan nahi hai…ya phir use bhagwan ke darshan karne ka adhikar nahi hai…?

Pandit—bilkul adhikar hai sahab…lekin mandir me ghus kar darshan karne ka nahi..vahi se bhi to darshan kar sakta hai…ye hamare rishi muniyo ke banaye niyam hain jise hum nahi tod sakte..

Raj—mere ek sawal ka jawab dijiye..

"Jab Ram Shabri Ke Juthe Ber Kha Sakte Hain, To Shabri Ram Ke Mandir Me Kyo Nahi Ja Sakti…..?"

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Ab kisi bhi tarah ka nirnay karne ke liye meri samarthya shakti bhi jawab de chuki thi…chitra ne to kabhi socha bhi nahi tha ki kabhi ye din bhi dekhne padenge..vivash ho kar mujhe bhi uske sath bhagna pada.

Vaha se bhag kar abhi kuch door hi pahuche the ki samne ki pahadi se doodh ke jharne bahte huye nazar aane lage…gulab jamun se lade huye vriksho se bhara hua ek bagicha nazar aaya.

Chitra—arrey wah..! yuvraj dekho gulab jamun..chalo khate hain..

Jitu—chup..vo bhi mujhe to dristi bhram hi lag raha hai..iss chakkar me mat pado..aao aage chalte hain..

Main chitra ka hath pakad kar aage nikal gaya..kuch aage aur chalne par kal kal kar ke bahti huyi ek nadi dikhayi padi…chitra ko pyas lagi thi to maine socha ki chalo do ghoont pani hi pi liya jaye.

Jaise hi chitra ne hatheli me jal bhar kar pine ka prayas kiya vaise hi….

Ab Aage…….

Jaise hi chitra ne hatheli me jal bhar ke pine ka prayas kiya vaise hi uske muh me pani ki jagah par dhool bhar gayi..usne chounk kar apne hath ki taraf dekha to usme pani ka namo nishan tak nahi tha…dhool andar jate hi uska dimag bhan bhana utha..usne dubara hatheli me jal le kar dekha to pahle pani hi nazar aaya lekin muh me lagate hi vo pani gayab ho kar dhool me badal gaya.

Chitra—yuvraj..ye kya ho raha hai….? Ye pani apne aap dhool kaise ban ja raha hai…?

Jitu—shayad tum bhul rahi ho ki hum tilism ke andar hain…yaha ki har cheez tilismi hai…sab kuch ankho ka dhokha hai..isliye pani chhodo aur aage badhne ki taiyari karo..

Chitra—hmmm..chalo…manhoos nadi hai ye…dikhta to bahte huye pani hai, lekin pite hi dhool bhar jati hai muh me..

Hum dono nadi paar karte huye dusre kinare par pahuch gaye…uss kinare par niche dhalaan tha..dhalaan par utarte huye hum behad satark aur savdhan the aur kisi bhi musibat ka samna karne ke liye bhi main taiyar ho chuka tha.

Halanki bhagwan ki ye kripa rahi ki ab tak koi aisi musibat gale nahi padi jisse ki hathapayi karne ki naubat aayi ho…lekin aage bhi nahi hoga, aisa nahi kaha ja sakta hai…ye tilismi kshetra hai to aage kuch bhi ho sakta hai, kisi bhi prakar ki samasya samne aa sakti hai..marg me koi bhi kathinayi ka samna ho sakta hai..chalte huye maine apne mastisk ko chaitanya karne ka prayas kiya.

Chalte chalte andhera hone laga to aisa laga jaise ki suryast ho gaya hai ..halanki abhi tak hame ek bar bhi surya devta ke darshan nahi huye the to phir raat hone ka to prashna hi paida nahi hota hai kintu andhera hone ke karan hame aisa prateet ho raha tha jaise ki suryast ho chuka hoga.

Ab raatri vishram ke liye vaha koi sthan to tha nahi..sone ke liye palang ki vyavastha bhi nahi thi..odhna, bichhouna kaha se ayega, ye to sochna hi bekar tha.

Chitra—yuvraj, thand lag rahi hai..yaha aag nahi jal sakti kya…?

Jitu—lakdiya to mil jayengi lekin aag jalayenge kaise…?

Chitra—itna bura din bhi dekhna padega, iski to maine kalpana bhi nahi ki thi..

Chitra ka kahna bhi theek hi tha…aisa jatil samay bhi uske jeevan me aa sakta hai, usne kabhi socha nahi hoga…yeh sari jhanjhat khadi huyi thi uss gufa me pravesh karne ke baad…hum vahi ke ek vat vriksh (bargad ka ped) ke upar chadh kar baith gaye..aur soch vichar karne lage.

Abhi hum yaha se aage badhne ke baare me soch vichar kar hi rahe the ki tabhi hame apne sharir me jakdan si mahsoos hone lagi..maine dhyan se dekha to vat vriksha ki jade dhire dhire badhte huye hamare paas pahuch kar hame apni agosh me jakad chuki thi…maine bahut koshish ki lekin hath pair hilana to door, gardan ko idhar udhar nahi hila pa raha tha.

Chitra (tension)—yuvraj, kuch karo…ye kya nayi musibat gale aan padi…?

Jitu—main kya karu..mera bhi to vahi haal hai..jab hath pair tas se mas honge tabhi to kuch karunga na... ?

Chitra (pareshan)—ab mera kya hoga…? Main abhi nahi marna chahti yuvraj…mujhe to abhi aapke do darzan bachcho ki maa banna hai..jaldi se kuch karo na..

Jitu—arrey chup…yaha jaan bachane ki sochne ki jagah tera dhyan abhi bhi bachcho par hi atka hua hai..

Tabhi te dekh kar main chounk gaya ki samne se ek chakra badi tezi se hawa me tairta hua ussi vriksh ki taraf chala aa raha tha jiski latao ne hame jakad rakha tha.

Chitra (chilla kar)—yuvrajj..vo dekho..vo chakra hamari gardan kaatne aa raha hai..mujhe bachao yuvraj..

Jitu—chup rah..

Vaise chitra ka ghabrana bhi jayaz hi tha kyon ki uss chakra ki jamin se unchayi bilkul hamari gardan ke barabar hi thi, agar koi chamatkar nahi hua to hamari gardan ko karne se koi nahi rok sakta tha.

Chitra—hey prabhu, ab tu hi hame bacha..nahi ho ab mera pranant hone wala hai….agar main yuvraj ke bachcho ki maa bane bina hi marr gayi to tumhe bahut paap lagega bhagwan..isliye mujhe bacha le..

Chakra apni masti me apni hi raftar se vriksh ki oar badha chala aa raha tha, aur vriksh ke karib pahuchte hi chakra ne apni unchayi se kuch niche jhukna shuru kar diya aur dhire dhire vo hamare pair ke jitna jhuk gaya…aur usne uss vriksh ko kaat diya.

Ye dekh kar chitra ki jaan me jaan aayi thi ki agle pal vo phir se ghor ashcharya me doob gayi jab chakra ne vriksh ko utha kar upar hawa me udna shuru kar diya to..hum dono bhi ussi vriksh me baithe huye the isliye hum bhi vriksh ke sath sath udte ja rahe the.

Upar vriksh me baithe huye bade bade pahad, nadi, jharne niche bahte huye dikhayi de rahe the….udte huye vo chakra akash ki anant unchayi par pahuch gaya..kano me sirf chakra ke chalne ki su-su-su ki awaz ke atirikt aur kuch bhi sunayi nahi pad raha tha.

Upar se dikhne wale drishya atyant manoram the kintu hum inn manoram drishyo ka koi anand anubhav nahi kar pa rahe the aur anand anubhav karne ka prashna hi paida nahi hota jab jaan janjal me phansi ho to…sath me jab iss baat ka koi bharosa hi na ho ki kab, kaha aur koun si ghatna ghat jaye. Ya ghatna achanak kis taraf naya mod le le…drishya kab, kis prakar badal jaye.. ye sabhi prashna soch samajh aur maanviya buddhi se bahar ho chuke the.

Chakra pata nahi kitne samay tak akash me udta raha..kintu pahado ki talahti me ja kar ke vah niche ki taraf jhukne laga aur ek chote se ashram jaise lagne wale sthan par ja kar vo niche utra..niche utarte hi usne uss vat vriksh ko vaha ki samtal bhumi par sthapit kar diya aur phir chakra achanak hi gayab ho gaya.

Chitra (shocked)—ye ..ye chakra kaha gayab ho gaya…?

Jitu (hairan)—pata nahi..meri to khud hi samajh me kuch nahi aa raha hai abhi..

Tabhi dusri ashcharya janak ghatna ghat gayi…hua ye ki vat vriksh ki jin jado ne hame jakad rakha tha, vah jade bhi vilupt ho gayi..kintu vat vriksh apni jagah vahi sthit iss tarah khada tha jaise ki yahi par chote se bada hua ho…hum dono vriksh se turant niche utar aaye.

Chitra—ye koun si jagah hai…? Hum ye kaha aa gaye hain... ?

Jitu—mujhe kya malum... ? samne ek ashram hai, chalo vahi chal kar pata karte hain..

Chitra—mujhe to ab ashram me bhi jane me darr lag raha hai…kya pata vaha jate hi koi nayi musibat gale na phans jaye…? Jane se pahle achchi tarah se soch lo yuvraj..

Jitu—chitra, jab yaha ki koi bhi ghatna hamare niyantran me nahi hai to jaisa bhi hoga dekha jayega...chalo ashram me chalte hain.

Chitra—hmmm...lekin aap pahle mera hath pakad lo kas ke..agar aap par koi sankat aaya to main apni kulhadi se kaat dungi..

Jitu—hahahaha...tum aur tumhari kulhadi....hahaha

Chitra—haso mat aur mera hath pakad kar chalo jaldi se..

Maine chitra ka hath pakad liya kyon ki main janta tha ki vo thoda dari huyi hai...uska hath pakad kar main ashram ke mukhya dwar se ashram me pravesh kar gaya...andar pahuchte hi ye samajh me aa gaya ki ashram nishchit roop se kisi yogi, sanyasi ya pahuche huye tapaswi ka raha hoga..ashram ke bhitar bade hi anokhe aur ashcharya janak drishya vidhyaman the..

Hum abhi ashram ke andar chalte huye kuch door hi gaye the ki kuch dekh kar hum chounkne par vivash ho gaye...kyon ki vaha koi sadhak ped se ulta latka hua mantro ka jaap kar raha hai..koi sadhak jal me niche sir kar ke upar pair kiye huye jal sadhana me leen hai...koi ek pair par khada hua hai to koi dharti par pada hua hai.

Kintu kul mila kar vaha jitne bhi sadhak nazar aaye sabhi chitr vichitr sadhanao me leen dikhayi pad rahe the...tabhi ashram ke bhitar se do sadhwiya prakat huyi aur hamare samne aa kar khadi ho gayi.

Unhone hamara swagat karte huye kuch kaha lekin unki bhasa hamari samajh me nahi aayi...kintu unke kahne ka ashay avashya hi main samajh gaya tha ki vo kahna kya chahti hain... ?

Shayad vo hamse bhitar chalne ka anugrah kar rahi thi..dono sadhwiyo ke sath chalte huye hum dono ashram ke ghaas phoos se nirmit ek kaksh me pahuch gaye jaha unhone hame jalpan karaya...uske baad unhone hame vishram karne ko bol kar vaha se chali gayi.

Kuch samay taduprant dono sadhwiya phir upasthit huyi aur unhone phir hamse kuch kaha lekin iss bar bhi unki bhasa hamari samajh me nahi aayi...hame to ye bhi samajh nahi aaya ki vastav me ye bhasa koun si bhasa hai... ? sansar ke kis kone me boli jati hai... ? kam se kam aaj ke adhunik sansar me to yeh bhasa shayad kisi bhi rastra me nahi boli jati hai...

Mujhe iss baat ka yakin to ho chuka tha ki ho sakta hai koi puratan bhasa rahi hogi…? Philhal sadhwiyo ka ishara samajh kar hum dono bhi unke piche piche chal pade..chitra mera hath pakad ke bilkul chipak kar chal rahi thi..

Chalte huye kuch kshan baad hum unn sadhwiyo ke sath ek bade se kaksh me pahuch gaye jaha koi mahan sadhak apni sadhana me leen baithe huye the..kintu unke darshan karte hi hame ek ashcharya ka mahan jhatka laga..

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Kuch samay taduprant dono sadhwiya phir upasthit huyi aur unhone phir hamse kuch kaha lekin iss bar bhi unki bhasa hamari samajh me nahi aayi...hame to ye bhi samajh nahi aaya ki vastav me ye bhasa koun si bhasa hai... ? sansar ke kis kone me boli jati hai... ? kam se kam aaj ke adhunik sansar me to yeh bhasa shayad kisi bhi rastra me nahi boli jati hai...

Mujhe iss baat ka yakin to ho chuka tha ki ho sakta hai koi puratan bhasa rahi hogi…? Philhal sadhwiyo ka ishara samajh kar hum dono bhi unke piche piche chal pade..chitra mera hath pakad ke bilkul chipak kar chal rahi thi..

Chalte huye kuch kshan baad hum unn sadhwiyo ke sath ek bade se kaksh me pahuch gaye jaha koi mahan sadhak apni sadhana me leen baithe huye the..kintu unke darshan karte hi hame ek ashcharya ka mahan jhatka laga..

Ab Aage…….

Ashcharya janak baat to ye thi ki yogi maharaj padmasan ki mudra me baithe huye the aur hawan pujan me leen the..kintu jhatka lagne wali asal baat ye thi ki vah pujan to avashya kar rahe the lekin vaha unke samne koi pratima sthapit nahi thi balki samne aasan par swayam unka hi kata hua sir rakha hua tha aur vah apne hi kate huye shish ka abhishek karte huye sadhana me talleen the.

Badi ajib sthiti thi..kya koi sadhak aisa bhi ho sakta hai jo apna sir kaat kar samne rakhe aur phir apne hi sir ki sadhana me leen ho jaye….? Inn sari paristhitiyo par vichar karne ka anukool samay nahi tha…main aur chitra ye drishya dekh kar hairan rah gaye. Abhi hum iss drishya ke jhatke se bahar ubre bhi nahi the ki tabhi uss sadhaka ke kate huye sir ke shree mukh se awaz nikalti dekh kar chounk gaye..

“Aaiye, Padhariye Saajan, aap ka hardik abhinandan hai…aapki pratiksha karte karte chaar sadiya vyateet ho gayi, tab ja kar aapke darshan prapt huye hain.” Uss sadhak ke kate huye sir ke shree mukh se awaz nikli.

Main aur chitra hairani se mook darshak ki bhanti uss sadhak ke kate huye sir ko bolte huye dekhte rah gaye…yogi maharaj ke kate huye sir ke mukh se nikle huye ek ek shabd meri samajh me aa gaye..kintu shabd samajh me aana ek alag baat hai aur shabdo ka arth samajhna dusri baat hai…unke shabd bhale hi meri samajh me aa gaye the kintu kahne ka taatparya samajh me nahi aaya ki chaar shatabdiyo se vo sadhak mera intazar kar rahe hain…?

Chitra (hairan)--Iska kya matlab hua, yuvraj…?

Jitu—pata nahi..ab iska matlab to yogi maharaj hi samjha sakte hain ..

“Saajan, ashcharya me mat padiye…aapki duniya se sadhako ka sadhana sansar bada vichitra hota hai…yaha ka har sadhak apne aap me ek vichitra sansar samaye huye hai…aur hum chaar shatabdiyo se aapke aane ki pratiksha kar rahe hain…aap ka yaha aana to poorv niyojit hi tha aur aapko yaha tak aana hi tha…kintu aapke yaha aane me itna lamba samay vyateet ho jayega hum samajh nahi paye…kintu aaj hamari lambi sadhana sarthak ho gayi…aapke charan padte hi hamari ye sadhana sthali pavitra ho gayi.” Yogi raj ne apne shree mukh se bahut hi shant swar me vinamrata se kaha.

Jitu—kintu aap meri pratiksha kyo kar rahe the vah bhi itne lambe antaral se…?

Sadhak—saajan, sadiyo se hamare paas rakhi huyi aapki dharohar aapke supurd kar ke hum rin mukt hona chahte hain..aapki amanat aapke hatho surakshit soumpne ke liye hi hum aapke yaha aagman ki pratiksha kar rahe the…ye tilism aapki iss dharohar ki suraksha hetu hi nirmit kiya gaya tha jo aapke hatho me aapki dharohar aate hi toot jayega..aapke atirikta anya koi bhi yaha tak nahi pahuch sakta.

Jitu (hairan)—meri dharohar..! meri koun si dharohar aapke paas hai..? meri to kuch bhi samajh me nahi aa raha yogi raj..

Sadhak—ye mera kata hua sir jiski main aradhana kar raha hu..vastav me yahi aapki dharohar hai…isko hi aapke supurd kar ke hum rin mukt hone ki anubhuti prapt karna chahte hain…aapke sparsh karte hi ye kata hua sir neel mani me badal jayega…

Jitu (shocked)—kyaaa..? aapka ye kata hua sir meri dharohar hai…?

Sadhak—hey saajan, ye mani koi sadharan mani nahi hai…ye aapke janmo janmo ki tapasya ka parinam hai…ise dharan karte hi aapke andar kayi daivik shaktiya jagrit ho jayengi…aap sansar ki kisi bhi bhasa ko samajh aur bol sakenge…chahe vo bhasa vartaman ki ho ya phir aadikalin ho…aap kisi bhi bhasa ko jaan samajh sakte hain…itna hi nahi agar ko aapke samne ek bhi shabd na bole tab bhi aap uski moun bhasa ko samajh sakte hain..kisi ke bhi mann me chal rahe vicharo ko padh sakte hain…iske madhyam se aapko apne pichle janam ka smaran bhi ho jayega…yadi aap kahi jana chahe to iska smaran karte hi tatkal aap apni manovankshit jagah par pahuch jayenge..chahe aap kahi bhi ho, kisi bhi haal me ho, desh kaal aur paristhitiyo ke bandhan se mukt ho kar aapke dwara mani ke smaran karte hi aap ka bhoutik astitva vaha prakat ho jayega…baki sab aap isko sparsh karte hi samajh jaoge…atah aap isko grahan kar mujhe iss rin se mukt karne ki kripa kare saajan..

Maine to yogi raj sadhak ki kuch baate suni aur kuch ansuni hi rah gayi…kyon ki meri avastha uss samay ardh murchhit jaisi ho rahi thi…aur main ashcharya ke mahasagar me jaise dubkiya laga raha tha…mujhe apna astitva pata nahi jaise akash me ud raha tha ya ki sagar ki gaharayi me tair raha tha…? Mere liye kuch bhi tay karna asambhav jaisa lag raha tha.

Phir bhi sadhak ke dubara kahne par main thoda hosh hawash me louta aur unke samne rakhe kate huye sir ko jaise hi sparsh kiya vaise hi unka vo kata hua sir aloukik tez roshni se jagmagane laga…meri ankhe swarah hi band hone lagi…hum kuch samajh pate ki tab tak dusre ashcharya ka jhatka lag chuka tha…yahi haal chitra ka bhi tha..

Maine ankhe khol kar dekha to vaha ab na to koi ashram tha aur na hi samne vo yogi raj dikhayi diye..aur to aur hame yaha tak utha kar laane wala vo vat vriksh hi vaha moujud tha.

Dhire dhire vo roshni mere andar samane lagi aur main sangya shunya ho kar vahi par gir gaya...chitra to kab ki murchhit ho chuki thi...yahi avastha kanva rishi ke ashram me divya ki ho rahi thi...hamare behosh hote hi hame apne pichle janam ki yaade ek ek kar ke taro taza hone lagi...divya aur mera atoot prem dikhayi dene laga...pari ki nafrat drishti gochar hone lagi..

"Upar Ambar Niche Dharti, Beech Me Hain Dil Ke Afsaane,
Afsaano Me Dard Hai Kitna, Pyar Ke Dushman Ye Kya Jaane."

Kuch samay pashchat jab vo roshni ka aavran dhire dhire samapt hua aur phir ek cheekh ‘’divyaaaa’’ ka naam chillate huye sath hi meri ankhe khuli to maine khud ko jamin par pade huye paya…meri ankho se ashruo ki jal dhara pravahit ho rahi thi..samne hi chitra chetna shunya ho kar padi huyi thi…pahli bar chitra ko dekh kar mujhe usko apni baho me samet kar pyar karne ki teevra abhilasa hone lagi…usko uthane ke liye maine uthne ka prauatna kiya to uth nahi paya…

Sharir ekdam kamjor aur jarjar ho chuka tha..sharir me itni bhi shakti shesh nahi bachi thi ki uth kar khada ho jaau…uth kar khade hona to door ki baat hai, hath pair hilana bhi sambhav nahi lag raha tha…sirf saanse hi chal rahi thi…lekin pichli ghatnao par avishwas karne ka to sawal hi paida nahi ho raha tha kyon ki pichli ghatnao ke sakshi ke roop me vo mani mere andar moujud ho kar apne hone ka ehsaas kara rahi thi…vah iss baat ki gawahi de rahi thi ki jo kuch bhi hua, vah satya tha, jo ghata vo satya tha.

Dhire dhire phir se meri ankhe band hone lagi…iske sath hi meri chetna vilupt hoti ja rahi thi..maine khud ko chaitanya rakhne ka bahut prayas kiya kintu ab swayam ki chetna par mera koi niyantran nahi rah gaya tha aur antatah main punah achet hota chala gaya.

Na jane kitni hi der tak main achet pada raha..jab chetna vapis louti to maine apne andar kayi shaktiyo ka samavesh mahsoos kiya…sharir pahle ki tulna behad majbut aur shaktishali lag raha tha..maine uthne ka prayas kiya to iss bar kisi bhi tarah ki kathinayi pesh nahi aayi.

Maine nazre ghuma kar dekha to chitra abhi bhi vaisi hi avastha me sangya shunya ho kar niche padi huyi thi…maine turant uske paas ja kar usko apni god me utha liya aur uske chehre ko dekhne laga.

Jitu—mujhe maaf kar dena chitra..main tumhe aur tumhare prem ko samajh nahi paya tha kintu ab mujhe sab kuch yaad aa chuka hai…hosh me aao chitra..ankhe kholo..

Mere kayi bar awaz dene par bhi jab use hosh nahi aaya to na jane mujhe kya sujhi ki mere hoth apne aap hi uske adhro ki tarah jhukte chale gaye aur phir uske adhro ka raspan karne lage.

Jaise hi hamare adhro ka milan hua vaise hi chitra ke jism me halchal honi shuru ho gayi aur usne ankhe khol kar jaise hi mujhe apne hotho ka ras pite huye dekah to maare khushi ke vah mujhse kas ke chipak gayi aur mera sath dene lagi.

Chitra—saajannn..

Jitu—chitra..tumhe hosh aa gaya..

Chitra (chounk kar)—aaaannnn…saajann..vo sadhaka aur ashram kaha gaya…main yaha kaise aa gayi…?

Jitu—vo sab gayab ho gaya…chalo ab vapis chalte hain…

Chitra—saajan, ab to mujhse shadi karoge na... ?

Jitu (mushkura kar)—ab to jabardasti tumse shadi karunga main..

Ye sunte hi vo mere gale se jhul gayi aur ek bar phir se hum hotho ke gahan chumban me kho gaye…jab chumban toota to hum vapis apne ashiyane ki taraf lout chale…

Chitra—kya ye tilism ab toot gaya saajan…?

Jitu—haan, aao chale..

Phir chitra ka hath pakad kar maine divya ke paas jane ka dhyan kiya to turant hi adrishya ho kar kanva rishi ke ashram me pahuch gaya..ashram me pahuchte hi mere kano ek cheekh mere kano me goonj uthi..

“Saajannnnnnn.”

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UPDATE- 309

Pandit—bilkul adhikar hai sahab…lekin mandir me ghus kar darshan karne ka nahi..vahi se bhi to darshan kar sakta hai…ye hamare rishi muniyo ke banaye niyam hain jise hum nahi tod sakte..

Raj—mere ek sawal ka jawab dijiye..

"Jab Ram Shabri Ke Juthe Ber Kha Sakte Hain To Shabri Ram Ke Mandir Me Kyo Nahi Ja Sakti…..?"

Ab Aage…….

Raj—hai koi jawab aap ke paas mere iss sawal ka…..? bataiye..jab shri ram khud shabri ki kutiya me ja kar uske jhuthe ber kha sakte hain to phir unhi shri ram ke mandir me shabri ko jane se kyo roka ja raha hai….? Jab shri ram ne ye chhua chhut ka bhedbhav nahi mana to insan koun hota hai kisi ko bhagwan ke darshan karne se rokne wala…? Ek taraf to sab bhagwan ki pooja karte hain aur dusri taraf unke hi bataye rasto ko galat batate hain…akhir kaisi bhakti hai ye….?

Pandit—ab hum isme kya kar sakte hain…? Ye sab hamare rishi muniyo ke banaye niyam hain..jinhe sara sansar poojta hai… hum unke niyam kaise tod sakte hain…?

Raj—rishi muniyo ko dosh mat dijiye pandit ji, sach to yeh hai ki hum insano ne unki baat ka kuch alag hi arth nikal liya…rishi muni jyadatar pooja path ya phir tapasya me leen rahte the…aur kisi ki bhi pooja ka ek vidhan hai ki tann aur mann saaf hona chahiye..kisi bhi tarah ki gandagi ya ashuddhi nahi honi chahiye…jab hum apne gharo me pooja karte hain to kya nahane ke baad pooja karne se pahle apne kisi bhi ghar wale ko touch karte hain…? Nahi na..kyo..? vo isliye kyon ki vo nahaya nahi hoga.. jiske karan uska tann ashuddh hoga to hum pooja hone tak use nahi chhute..yahi niyam rishi muniyo ka bhi tha..kintu insan ne use chhua chhut ka rog bana liya….

Padam—aap bhi kaha ulajh gaye raj ji..pooja karne me dhyan lagaiye..

Raj—pandit ji, uss aurat ko adar sahit andar aane dijiye, usko bhi darshan kar lene dijiye bhagwan ke..bhagwan to sabhi ke hain.

Pandit—jaisa aap kahe..

Thodi der me vo aurat andar aayi aur door se hi bhagwan ke samne apna matha tek kar kuch vinti karne lagi…uski ankhe bhigi huyi thi jise dekh kar aisa lag raha tha jaise ki vo bahut pareshan ho.

Raj—maa ji, aapke chehre par itni udasi kyo hai….? Aap bahut pareshan nazar aa rahi hain..dekhiye aap mujhe apna beta samajh kar hi apne mann ka dard bata dijiye..ho sakta hai ki main kuch madad kar saku aapki to mujhe behad khushi hogi.

Aurat (pareshan)—kya batau sahab, mere upar to musibato ka pahad hi toot pada hai…? Meri badi beti ko shadi ke 8 saal hone ke baad bhi koi bachcha na hone ke karan uske sasural walo ne use ghar se nikal diya…uska dukh hi mujhse dekha nahi ja raha tha ki aaj raste chalte meri do betiyo ko kuch gunde jabardasti utha le gaye…

Raj—police me complain nahi ki aapne…?

Aurat (sisakte huye)—gayi thi lekin hum garibo ki koun sunta hai sahab...unn logo ne ye kah kar mujhe bhaga diya ki aaj to sab log mantri ji ke aane se unki suraksha me vyast hain...kal aa kar report likha dena...ab aap hi batao sahab kal tak to meri betiyo ka kya haal kar denge vo log... ? isliye majbur ho kar bhagwan ke paas aayi thi madad maangne lekin yaha bhi log bhagwan ke samne bhi hame apna dukhda rone nahi dete..

Raj—maa ji, aap chinta mat kijiye, sab theek ho jayega...aap ki betiya aap tak surakshit pahuch jayengi...main le kar aaunga unhe...(pandit ji ki taraf dekh kar)..pandit ji, agar meri jagah pooja me ye dukhiyari maa baithe to aap ko koi aapatti to nahi hogi.. ? mere aane tak aap yahi rukiyega..

Pandit ji—mujhe koi dikkat nahi hai...bhagwan ki pooja karne ka sab ko adhikar hai..

Raj—aapka bahut bahut dhanyawad..chalo veer..

Uske baad maine maa, payal didi aur divya ko company me bane managing director’s room me chhod kar veer ke sath le ke unn dono ladkiyo ki talash me nikal gaya.

Veer—yaar, tumhare paas to powers hain…apni powers ka use karo na…aise kaha dhoondte rahenge hum unhe itne badi jagah me….?

Raj—nahi veer, main power ka use nahi karunga…samajh lo ki ye meri yogyata ki pariksha hai…

Veer—phir hum unko dhoondege kaise….?

Raj—uss aurat ne jis jagah se kidnap hone ka bataya hai, shuruwat vahi se karte hain..

Veer—isme to bahut time lag jayega yaar..aur tab tak to vo log unn dono ladkiyo ka na jane kya haal kar denge…?

Raj—vaisa kuch nahi hoga..tum shayad bhul rahe ho ki vo dono bhi rajgarh se judi huyi hain..unki izzat safe hai, haan unki jaan jarur le sakte hain..isse jyada vo unka kuch nahi bigaad sakte..

Veer—ye to main sach me bhul hi gaya tha..khair chalo….

Hum dono uss jagah par pahuch ke jis disha me uss aurat ne unn gundo ko uski ladkiyo ko le jate dekha tha, hum bhi udhar jate huye logo se uss rang ki gadi ke baare me puchte huye aage badhte rahe…magar har kisi ne apni anibhigyata jahir kar di…phir bhi main nirash huye bina koshish karte huye aage chalta raha.

Veer—yaar, city ke andar to vo log rukenge nahi aisa crime karne ke baad..mera khyal hai ki vo jarur unhe kisi sunsan jagah par le gaye honge..

Raj—hmmm..chalo dekhte hain..

Udhar vo gunde dono ladkiyo ko city se bahar bane ek band godaam me le gaye..dono unki pakad se chhutne ke loye chhatpatate huye roye ja rahi thi kintu unhe dono par koi daya nahi aa rahi thi…vo ginti me kul chaar log the.

Ladki 1 (rote huye)—hame chhod do…jane do hame..

Gunda 1—hahaha..tumhe chhodne ke liye thodi hi pakda hai hamne…tum to hamari kamayi ka jariya ho..

Gunda 2—hihihi…sahi kaha yaar…pahle hum chaaro tum dono ko jee bhar kar ragdenge aur phir dono ko kisi randi ke kothe par bech kar paisa kamayenge….

Gunda 3—hihihi..maza ka maza aur sath me paisa bhi milega…

Ladki 2 (darte huye)—nahi hame jane do…hum vaisi ladkiya nahi hain..

Gunda 4—chinta kyo karti ho bulbul..tum vaisi ladki nahi ho to kya hua...hum to vaise ladke hain na..hum tum dono ko vaisi ladki bana denge..tension mat lo....

Gumda 1—chalo yaar dekhte kya ho...maze lo inn dono ke...

Ladki 1 (chillate huye)—nahiii….bachaooo…nahiii…

Gunda 2—chatttaaakkkk…chup Sali..jyada halla gulla kiya to ye chaku tumhari ch**** me ghused dunga..samajh gayi…

Charo log unn dono par kisi bhukhe bhediye ki bhanti jhapat pade….dono jor jor se chillane lagi unse bachne ke liye..magar vah to apni hawash me andhe ho chuke the..jab dono ne virodh karna aur hath pair maarna band nahi kiya to unke kapde phadne lage.

Main aur veer dono ko talash karte huye ja hi rahe the ki tabhi hamari nazar door khadi ek gadi par gayi jiska colour bilkul vaisa hi tha jaisa ki uss aurat ne bataya tha..ye dekhte hi hum tezi se vaha pahuch kar har taraf dekhne lage ki tabhi kisi ke chillane ki awaz sunayi do.

Veer—raj, lagta hai ki awaz yahi uss godam taraf se aa rahi hai..

Raj—chalo..

Hum daudte huye uss abd godam ke bhitar ghus agye main gate ke upar se chadh kar jo ki band tha aur gadi godam se thodi door khadi huyi thi unki….andar ghuste hi hamari nazar phir se kisi ke cheekhne ki awaz par gayi to dono turant vaha pahuch gaye, awaz ka picha karte huye..

Andar charo dono ladkiyo ke kapde jabardasti unke jism se alag karne ki koshish kar rahe the aur vo iska virodh kiye ja rahi thi.. vo dono ke jism ko vastraheen kar pate ki usse pahle hi kisi ki awaz se vo chounk gaye.

“Agar apni jindagi chahte ho to Ladkiyo ko chhod do.”

Gunda 1 (chounk kar)—koun hai be…?

Jaise hi unhone awaz ki disha me dekha to vaha ek ladke ko khade dekh vo chounk gaye..vo main hi tha..mujhe akela dekh kar unke andar ka darr door ho gaya jo shayad police ya phir kisi aur ka raha hoga to..

Ladki 2 (rote huye)—hame bacha lo…aaaaaaa

Raj—maine kaha na ki ladkiyo ko chhod do….

Gunda 2—abe chal nikal yaha se bho…aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Uski baat poori hoti ki usse pahle hi maine paas me pada hua ek lohe ka rod pair se uski taraf uchhal diya jo uske muh par ja ke laga jisse uske muh se khoon bahne laga..ye dekh kar unhone apne chaku bahar nikaal liye jabki jisko maine mara tha usne deshi katta nikaal kar mujhe darane laga.

Gunda 2—tune mujh par hath uthaya…? Ab tu jinda nahi bachega...pakad lo saale ko...

Raj—abe ye tamancha dikha kar kise dara raha hai...ise apni jeb me rakh aur ladkiyo ko chhod ke nikal jao yaha se chupchap..

Gunda 3—saale ye ladkiya teri koun lagti hain jinke liye tu yaha aa gaya.... ?

Raj—tum chaaro ka hone wala jija hu main aur ye dono tumhari bahan hain..samjhe akal ke dushman..

Ladki 1—aaaaaaaa...chhod do hame...bachaooo..

Gunda 1—maro saale ko..abhi pata chal jayega ki koun kis ka jija jai...ab to tere samne hi inn dono ki izzat lootenge..hahaha maar maar ke saale ko adhmara kar do...

Do log hath me chaku le kar meri taraf badhe aur jaise hi mujhe maarne ko huye vaise hi maine niche baith kar ek ke pair me kick mari to vah dhadam se apne sathi ke upar hi gir pada jiske karan dusra bhi niche ludhak gaya..magar iss chakkar me dusre wale ke hath ka chaku pahle ke pet me aur pahle wale ka chaku dusre ke seene me ghus gaya aur vaha ek dard bhari cheekh goonj uthi.

Dono ko lahu luhaan hote dekh kar baki bache dono thoda ghabra gaye..ek ne chaku uss ladki ki gardan me laga diya.. jisse dono aur darr gayi.

Gunda 1—jyada chalaki kiya to main inko maar dunga...

Gunda 2 (gusse me)—tere karan hamare do sathi mar gaye...ab tu nahi bachega...chupchap apne hath upar kar de warna ye dono jaan se jayengi..

Vo mere upar fire karne hi vala tha ki tabhi uske hath se deshi katta chhitak kar door ja gira..vo kuch samah pata ki usse pahle hi maine pahle wale ko pakad kar khich liya jisne uss ladki ke gale me chaku laga rakha tha...hua ye tha ki jab vo mere upar fire karne wala tha ..tabhi veer ne ek rod utha ke uske hath par vahi se phenk ke maar diya jo ki bahae khade ye sab tamasha dekh raha tha...aur mujhe dusre wale ko dabochne ka mouka mil gaya..

Bas phir kya tha..ek ko veer ne pakad kar dhona shuru kiya aur dusre ko main ghasitne laga..thodi hi der me unki haalat badtar ho gayi aur vo daya ki bhikh maangne lage...dono ladkiya dari sahmi hame dekhe ja rahi thi.

Gunda 1—aaaaaaaa...mujhe chhod do..aaaahhhh

Raj—mere baare me jaan leta to tere liye achcha hota..lekin afsos tujhe batata bhi to koun batata…? Kyon ki Raj Ek Raaz Hai.

Vahi dusre vale ko veer ne patak patak kar hi uska sir phod diya….aur vo cheekhte huye yamraj ke darbar me pahuch gaya.. jabki pahla abhi bhi gidgidane me laga hua tha.

Gunda 1—aaaaaaaa….aaaaaaaaa….mujhe maaf kar do..mujhse galti ho gayi…maaf kar do..mujhe mat maro…aaaaaaa

Raj—Mafi Jaisa Shabd Meri Dictionary Me Nahi Hai.

Maine uski gardan pakad kar ek jhatke me marod kar tod di..uski dard bhari cheekh vaha goonj kar shant ho gayi.. unke marte hi pahli bar meri nazar dono ladkiyo par gayi jo hame dekh kar bahut jyada darr gayi thi….halanki dekhne me dono koi khaas sundar to nahi thi..dono ka rang sanwla tha..haan badan jarur dono ka kafi bhara hua tha jisse vo akarsak dikhti thi…dono skin tight jeans aur vaise hi top pahni huyi thi jisme se unke jism ka har ek ubhaar saaf saaf pata chal raha tha..vaise bhi ab to unke kapde bhi lagbhag phat hi chuke the.

Ladki 1 (hath jodte huye)—nahii..hame mat maro..pls..hame jane do..

Raj—daro mat…hum tumhe maarne nahi balki bachane aaye hain..tumhari maa ke kahne par..unhone hi hame tumhare kidnap hone ke baare me bataya tha..ye lo coat pahan lo..

Maine aur veer ne dono ko apne apne coat unhe pahna diye..aur unko gadi me bitha kar uss aurat ke paas chale gaye… dono ko dekhte hi vo khushi ke anshu rone lagi..

Aurat (rote huye)—tum dono theek to ho na…? kuch hua to nahi na tumhe…?

Ladki 1—inhone hame bacha loya..

Ladki 2—haan maa..inhone hame bachaya..agar ye time par vaha nahi aate to ab tak..

Aurat (hath jodte huye)—aap ka ye ehsaan main kabhi nahi utar sakti sahab….

Raj—dhanyawad karna hai to bhagwan ka karo jinki choukhat par aa kar tumne vinti ki thi…vo apne bhakto ki pukar jarur sunte hain agar usme koi chhal kapat na ho to…iss baar aap ka dukh door karne ke liye unhone hame madhyam bana diya..bhagwan ko pranam karo, mujhe nahi..

Aurat—bhagwan ka laakh laakh shukra hai ki unhone mujhe aapse mila diya….nahi to vo paapi na jane meri betiyo ke sath kya karte…?

Raj—dekhiye taali ek hath se nahi bajti…agar unhone galat kiya to isme aapki betiyo ki galti bhi kam nahi hai…unki hawash ko bhadkane ka kaam to inhone hi kiya hai….

Aurat (hairan)—main kuch samjhi nahi sahab…? Ye dono to mere sath hi aa rahi thi jab unhone jabatdasti inko pakad kar gadi me baitha liya tha tab…inhone to kuch kiya hi nahi tha aur na hi unhe janti thi..phir….?

Raj—hamare desh me ek kahawat hai ki ‘’ Jo dikhta hai vahi bikta hai’’….jab ladkiya aise jism dikhane wale kapde pahan kar bahar niklengi to unke sath yahi hoga na…hum videshoki dekha dekha andhe faishon ke piche bhaag rahe hain..lekin ye bhul jaye hain ki vaha ka culture kaisa hai…? Vaha to ye sab hona mamuli baat hai…jab ladkiya aise jism dikhne wale kapde pahnengi.. tab to yahi kahawat charitarth hogi na…mithayi dekh kar hi to muh me pani ayega na..ki bina dekhe hi aa jayega…? Aisi ladkiyo ki vajah se jab iss tarah ke logo ki hawash jagrit ho jati hai to unke sath yahi hota hai, aur jo unhe dekh kuch nahi kar pate vo apni hawash mitane ke liye masum bachchiyo ka shikar karte hain…Hum kahte hain ki hum development kar rahe hain,,jabki ye development nahi balki aadim manav ki haalat se hum yaha tak pahuchne ke baad phir se ussi avastha me vapis ja rahe hain….pahnava vahi achcha hota hai jisse jism ka koi kataav dekhne vale ko pata na chale…meri ye chaar line hamesha dhyan rakhna, shayad samajh aa jaye..

“Tana Ho Sir Pe Jab Chhappar, To Sawan Kya Bigadega,
Dupatta Ho Badan Pe Jo, To Dushashan Kya Bigadega,
Tumhe Saugandh Maryada Ki, Jo Laxman Ne Khichi Thi,
Vo Rekha Kabhi Paar Mat Karna, To Ravan Kya Bigadega.”

Main pooja ka prasad le kar veer ke sath vaha se nikal gaya aur company aa gaya…jaha sab hamara hi intazar kar rahi thi…unko le kar main apne naye ghar ke liye rawana ho gaya jo maine rajgarh me rahne ke liye chuna tha…vaha pahuchte hi jaise hi sabne dekha to shocked ho gaye.

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